Sunday, March 26, 2023

Taking a break from V

V and I had a disagreement over some stupid shit (his jealousy when I talk with male friends via phone, text and email) and when I spend time with male friends so I’ve been spending time with K; usually at his place. 

K and I have been having fun together. We go straight to his place after work and when we enter, we strip naked as we head to his bed. He eats my apex until I’m barely wet enough and he slams his large penis into my apex. K rides my apex until I pass out, filling me up one last time before he wakes me up by squeezing and biting my breasts as hard as he can.

We talk a little bit, smoke a few joints and drink 3 bottles of wine between us. For the rest of the night (until 2 or 3 am), he rides my apex, making me scream in pleasurable pain. He filled me twice more - back to back - calling me his love. 

Eventually, we fall asleep just hours before we have to go to work. Most mornings, we have time for a quickie; only once have we stayed up all night on a school night to have sex. It was difficult because not only was I tired but my apex was sore and swollen. 

Of course, we arrive to work at different times and we barely talk to each other during the day - we don’t want anyone to catch on.

I’ve enjoyed having sex with both V and K (separately, of course!!) but if I had to choose who’s more “fun” in bed, it would be K. V had been - in his time with me - learning to NOT be Type A in bed but go with the flow of things. 

Sunday, March 19, 2023

Stuff

I got the results for the STI bloodwork back and it came back negative, which I knew would happen. Since then, V and I have had nonstop sex throughout his place - both inside and outside. I’d barely eat nor sleep because of how often I spread my legs for him. 

I lost 15 pounds from barely eating and how often we’d have sex. On an average school night, we screw 6 to 9 times - from when I got home to early the next morning. From Friday night to Sunday evening, we screw about 30 to 40 times as it depends on how long our breaks are or how much we want to drink. 

V always rides me SO hard on the weekends and I love it; I can barely walk into work Monday mornings. I can tell that K is jealous by the way he looks at me. 

Wednesday, March 8, 2023

I’m going to hell for Friday night

I ended up switching school districts for my job; I’ve been there a full week as of this past Friday. The gym teacher and I have been checking each other out the entire week until he told me at the end of the day Friday that he’d like to buy me a drink. I said sure so he asked me to meet him at this one restaurant’s bar and he’d meet me there. 

I arrived there a few minutes before him - he’d gone home to change into jeans before meeting with me. We ordered a few drinks and a few apps. We get to drinking as we waited for the apps to arrive when he revealed the reason why he wanted to have drinks with me.

“Deppgrl, I’m going to be honest with you. I’m married - very unhappily, by the way! - and I’m temporarily renting a place until my wife and I figure something out though we are leaning more towards a divorce. I do want to get to know you as a colleague but I also wanted to ask you something that I didn’t feel comfortable asking you at the school. I’m wondering if you’d be interested in sleeping with me? Just a one night stand.” K said. 

“K, I appreciate your honesty but married men are off limits to me. I don’t know who you last screwed or if you’re clean. I don’t know if you’ve noticed or not but I’m wearing the engagement ring my fiancé gave me about 6 weeks ago” I said. “I’m very happy with him.”

“Why did you say that you’d have drinks with me then? Didn’t you think that I’d ask something like this?” he asked. 

“I’m 40 years old, I can do what I want, when I want to and yes, it crossed my mind that you'd ask if I'd sleep with you but I was giving you the benefit of the doubt.” I said. "I tend to hear people out before I make a decision."

“No matter the answer, I’m still paying for drinks.” he said as he smiled. 

“Pay up and I’ll follow you to your place,” I said. “Just an FYI, I do NOT kiss when I hook-up with someone.” 

He laughed and said ok. We headed to our cars and met at his place about 5 minutes later. I found a freshly rolled joint and grabbed it along with my lighter, locked my car and headed up the walkway. 

When we got in his apartment, he started kissing my neck as he was taking my jacket off. I moaned in pleasure. Once I put my stuff down and my jacket was off, I let him lead me to his room.

“Lights on or off, beautiful?” he asked. 

“Off.” I said. I'm a bit overweight - which is as clear as day by just looking at me - but I was nervous about him seeing me with the lights on; I'm very self conscious.

He kept the lights off in the bedroom but kept the hallway lights were on so we could see a little bit. He stripped in no time and I was taking my time making sure that he was watching me. Once naked, we both climbed on the bed, facing each other. He placed both of his hands on my breasts and he moaned my name; I knew his hands were full and impressed with the size of my breasts. The look on his face was priceless; his eyes were as big as saucers, his mouth was open wide and he licked his lips.

“Sit down and lean against the pillows,” I commanded as I had a Cheshire cat smile on my face. 

In a few seconds he was sitting as I asked, his penis hardening. I smiled as I straddled him, sliding down his 10” long, 4.5” thick penis. I moaned in pleasurable pain. I began to slide up and down his well sized penis. He was sucking and squeezing my breasts and occasionally while biting my hardened nipples. I rode him until we both climaxed 3 or 4 times.

K rolled us over as his hard penis was in me. When I was on my back, K rode my apex hard. I placed both of my ankles on one of his shoulders…he screamed in pleasure. He kept pounding my apex for a long time and I lost count of how many times we climaxed. 

He pulled out, leaving me sprawled out and leaking his essence. He came back with water, a couple of shots of tequila, my joint and my lighter. I chugged my shot as he was sipping his…I lit up my joint and took a few hits then offered him some. He took the joint as he gave me the rest of his tequila to finish. We finished the joint and climbed back on the bed  

Once situated on all fours, K slid his penis into my apex a few times, pulled out and started sliding his penis into my ass. When he was fully in my ass, he asked if I could take it and I said that I can try to take whatever he gives me. He started sliding in and out of my ass hard and fast. I was screaming his name. I knew that I was going to pass out so I told him that I was going to pass out, he has my permission to keep going. He was thrusting harder and I passed out minutes later.

I came to as he was taking my apex from behind as hard as he could. I moaned his name then climaxed. He was turned on by that, he was thrusting faster and harder. We climaxed hard together; he filled me with his essence. 

He told me that he rode me hard for a few minutes and he climaxed about 2 or 3 times, filling me each time. I told him that I was happy that he was able to finish in me. I could feel his penis begin to harden in me. He pulled out, rolled me on my back, forced his penis into my now ready apex. I screamed in pleasure. 

He started pounding my apex. Seconds later, he grabbed both of my breasts, squeezing as hard as he could. I asked him to thrust harder and squeeze my breasts harder. K obliged and within seconds I was screaming his name over and over again. We both knew that I was about to pass out again…I did. I woke up to him spilling his essence in me, biting the base of my neck. 

He pulled out and climbed off of me, pulling me closer to him. We both fell asleep; I was wrapped up tight in his arms. I felt comfortable enough in his arms but I didn’t sleep as well as I usually do with V. 

I woke up around 2 am. I gathered my stuff, showered, got dressed and left a note for K thanking him and to let him know that I was going to my fiancé’s. 

When I got into my car, I called V to let him know that I was heading to his place. I hated waking V up especially after midnight but he ALWAYS took my phone calls no matter the time of day or night. 

“Babe? Is everything ok?” he asked. “Are you on your way here?”

“Morning. Sorta.” I said. “ I’m sorry to wake you up. I couldn’t sleep and went for a drive and I rather sleep at your place. I just wanted to give you heads that I’ll be using my key when I come over - didn’t want you to panic or anything.”

“Trust me, I’ve gotten use to you coming over at all hours of the day while using your key, my love. I’ll be in the living room when you get here.”

“I appreciate you being flexible. Thank you for staying awake for me, darling. I’ll see you in about 15 minutes, ok?”

“Alright, love. See you in a little bit.”

As I got on the road, I immediately knew I was lost so I turned GPS/map thingy on that I have on my phone. I noticed that I wasn’t terribly far from V. Then I realized that K was squeezing my breast pretty hard and that I didn’t check for bruising. I pulled over and checked. Thankfully nothing at that point but I knew that when I got to V’s I ought to have a little bit of rough sex with him (though K already made me pretty sore!) just to make sure that V thought it was him. 

I get back on the road and then seconds later I get pulled over. Just my luck. I sat still until I rolled down my window to see what’s going on. The cop came to my window and asked for my insurance, registration and license. The cop said that he got 2 calls in regards of me; one from K and the other from V. I told him that I was drinking over at K’s, napped and sobered up and now heading to my fiancé’s. 

“So you’re the wild woman who’s got my cousin to finally settle down, eh? I’m C, his cousin; well, more like the black sheep of a cousin.” 

I face palmed myself.

“V’s NEVER mentioned you. How did you become the black sheep - did you become an atheist?” I asked.

“In a nutshell? Yes.” C said  

“That’s weird as fuck. Your family knows that I’m an atheist and it’s no big deal. You can either follow me or I can follow you to V’s and we’ll have a chat with him!”

“He’s not a night owl at all!”

“He's learned to adjust being one since he's been with me. We’re going to talk with him and tell him to tell the fam to chill.”

C told me to follow him as he’d have his flashing lights on. At the speed we were going at, I’m glad we didn’t have many turns to take and we arrived sooner than what I told V. 

C followed me into V’s and V was confused of why I brought his cousin. I told V to make up with C and told him that C needs to be welcomed back into the family because someone’s religious beliefs and non beliefs shouldn’t matter to other people because it’s more personal than. V nodded his head and gave C a hug, apologized for turning his back in him and said that in the next two days, he'd talk to the family. C thanked V and then he left.

I left to take my contacts out and laid down - naked - in V’s bed. Moments later, I felt V climb into bed and he pulled me tight against his chest.

“Baby, I love when you hold me tight against you,” I said. “I feel safe and loved, baby.”

“I love holding you, baby,” V said tightened his grip around me and slid his penis into my apex from behind me. “Fuck, baby. You’re so tight tonight!”

“If you're awake enough, you can finish in me for the rest of night, baby,” I moaned

“I’d love that, baby,” V said, thrusting harder. 

He rolled me onto my stomach and started thrusting his rock hard penis in me as hard and as fast as he could, moaning my name…I’d asked him to take me a little rougher so he pulled out of my apex and slid himself into my tight ass. I screamed his name. V plowed so hard and fast in my ass for so long that I’d passed out. Eventually, I came to - on my back - with him riding my apex as he sucked, bit and squeezed my breasts as hard as he could.

“Yessssssssss, baby!” I screamed. 

“Fuck, baby. I filled you up a couple of times before you came to.” V said.

“I’m not leaving this bed for the rest of the weekend, my love!” I said as I wrapped my legs around V’s waist. 

“FUCK!!” V screamed. “I’m climaxing soon, my love.”

“Yessssssssss, love!” I screamed. 

V thrusted in me a few more times as he was squeezing my breasts with all of his strength. I begin to feel his penis twitching inside of my apex then his penis stopped; I started flicking his nipples as hard as I could. 

“Baby? What are you trying to do? Get pregnant?” V asked. 

“Well, I’m definitely trying to get laid.” I said as I giggled.

V pulled out of me, sat propped up on his side of the bed and let his still hard penis stand at attention. I knew at that moment that I was going to ride him. I slid all of the way down his penis…I screamed. I knew that K had caused me to be that sensitive that far inside of me. I sucked it up and rode him until we both climaxed twice. After catching my breath, I slid off of him, climbed out of bed and headed to the bathroom to take a shower. 

As I was showering, V hopped in with me. I rinsed my hair of the 2 - in - 1 shampoo & conditioner and I turned around to face him, getting small splashes of water in my face. He had a a strange look on his face, pushed my hair away from one side of my neck. 

"Babe?" he asked. "What's this mark on the base of your neck? It looks like a bite mark; I haven't bitten you in the past 48 hours. Where were you tonight, love?"

"Well..." I started nervously. "I was out having drinks with a new coworker...we ended up at his place..."

"Wait. You're telling me that you were with a MALE coworker of yours until 2:30 am...having drinks?"

"Sorta," I said, trying to end the conversation. "I'd drank too much to leave afterwards so I slept for a bit...I wanted to be sober to drive here."

"There is no way that you got these teeth marks from me; I know you and every gorgeous inch of your body and each mark I leave on your body, each mole and freckle you have, Deppgrl. You cheated on me tonight with another man and you tried to cover it up by taking a shower before coming to me. I smelled fresh soap on you when I hugged you, Deppgrl. There is no other explanation for the teeth mark on you. I know that you're bi but trust me when I tell you that I know damn well that you weren't with a woman tonight but rather a man and that you tried to hide it from me by taking a shower and having sex with me after my cousin left."

"Babe, I am so sorry." I said, turning the water off, grabbed my towel wrapping it around me before I stepped out of the shower. "I'll pack up all my shit up after getting dressed and leave. I'll leave the engagement ring and the spare key to here before I leave."

"Dry your hair and go to bed." V stated firmly.  "I'll start your laundry and then I'll see you in the morning. Hope you sleep well."

"Thanks, ba - Vince." I replied, wanting to lean in to kiss him but knew better; he'd most likely cringe at my touch and step back from me. 

I nodded my head. I wanted to beg/ask for his forgiveness but both my pride and ego prevented me from doing so. As I slid into bed, I set my alarm for 4 hours from then, knowing that I wouldn't sleep much. I also knew that there was a 99.999% chance that my relationship with V would be over. My excuse for cheating was AND is as lame as his was....I was eyeing this teacher and he was eyeing me. I knew deep down that he had ulterior motives and yet I still met up with him. V thought I'd never agree to marry him, he rushed into a loveless marriage with Barbara and thankfully, they divorced...he destroyed what we had then just as I destroyed what we have now. Or should I say "had"?

I was on my side of the bed and had my back to the wall when I heard the door squeak open. I ignored the sound and tried to slow my breathing down a bit. I heard the plopping of clothes hitting the carpet, felt the bed sink down when V climbed into bed and when he got closer to me. V gently took me in both of his arms, kissed the back of my head and whispered: "Good night, beautiful. I love you."

I wanted to jump up and tell him that I loved him too but I knew that 1. he wouldn't listen to me 2. he most likely wouldn't believe me 3. laugh at me. Seconds later, I felt his body relax and heard him snore softly. I knew that he wasn't fully asleep yet and knew that even he was completely asleep - he's learned to be a light sleeper because of me. I wanted to pack up ALL of my stuff up and leave; leaving the spare key and the engagement ring but I didn't want to move a muscle.

About an hour later, V rolled away from me in his sleep so I was able to get up. That gave me the opportunity to put the rest of my stuff in the dryer and start to pack up, I left his spare key and my engagement ring by the coffee machine. I got dressed in sweats, got my stuff out of the dryer and just shoved it in my bag not caring about wrinkles as I have an iron and an ironing board at home, threw my contact lenses and equipment in my toiletry bag, grabbed my phone and its charger, and grabbed my keys. I quietly took everything to my car. I realized then that I didn't have a back up pair of glasses with a current prescription but then I realized that I have a pair from like 18 years ago with a prescription but it was not as strong and I figured that it would be good enough to get me home...I live less than 15 minutes from him.

I made it home fine without an issue with my vision; I'd done it before heading to the grocery store. Knew that it wasn't safe but I didn't want to face V in the morning. I knew that he was being gracious by letting me stay until a decent hour....I'm pretty sure that he didn't want to see me like I didn't want to see him after he cheated. I'm giving him the space that I feel that he needed.

I'd slept for a little bit, woke up, showered, got dressed and ironed my clothes then hung them up. I cleaned the apartment a little bit and then headed to my parents for the day. It was good to see them and the dogs; everyone was happy to see me - especially the dogs. My parents asked why I was looking a little down, I explained to them that V and I had a fight and that I wasn't sure if we'd survive the engagement or not. I know that they wanted to know more and I also knew that they spoke to V at length to find out what happened but he didn't say much either. Around 8 pm., I left my parents' and I took the dogs with me for the night. The dogs were happy to spend the night with me and sleep on my bed; they stayed  with me most of Sunday as well....my parents picked up the dogs around 9 pm. After they left, I made my lunch and got my clothes ready.

When I was leaving work Monday afternoon, V called me to see if I could pop on over so we could talk. I said that I would go to his place; I headed over there after we hung up. When I got there, he'd offered me a glass of wine, a shower, a pair of sweats that I'd left behind and a hug. After a quick shower and getting dressed, I joined V in the living room. He had a Josh Groban cd playing softly in the background. V walked over to me, leaned down and kissed me; I kissed him back as he wrapped his arms around me. My mind, unfortunately, started racing so I pulled away.

"What's wrong, love?" V asked.

“Ummmmm...? I screwed someone else the other night and now you're kissing me." I replied. "I'm a bit surprised that you want to talk to me."

"I'm unable to be mad at you even though I want to be." V said. "I cheated on you less than a year ago and I saw and heard what you went through....I just can't be mad at you. I have no idea what you were thinking nor feeling so I can't put words in your mouth...I just need to process this my way - which is talking to my therapist about it."

"Oh," I said. "So what are we? Where do we go from here?”

"Well, we're still engaged baby," he said. "You're human and you made a mistake. We're ALL flawed, love. I do have two requests though."

"What are your requests?" I asked.

"The first one being that you become accustomed to me using condoms for a week. The second one being you getting tested for STIs." he said.

"Those are easy," I said. "I'll schedule an appointment next week with my doctor."

V smiled, nodded and leaned down to kiss me. I smiled and kissed him. 

"Come with me, darling" V said as he took my hand and led me to his bedroom. "Ready, baby?"

"I am,” I said as I followed him, smiling to myself. 

V leaned towards me and kissed me passionately. As we were kissing, I started to remove my clothes and he was fumbling with his. Eventually, we were able to undress completely and made our way to his bed. I laid on my back and spread my legs for him. He grabbed a condom from his night stand, opened it and rolled it on. I internally groaned. I didn't want him to use a condom but I knew that he'd rather use them until I get my STI test result (I moved the appointment up to this week). He slid inside of me, screaming my name.

"Fuck," V moaned as he was thrusting in and out of me. "I love how tight you are, darling. I love how you feel wrapped around my penis."

"You feel amazing, my love," I said. "Don't stop, my love. Yessssssssss...just like that!"

V started thrusting and out of me faster and harder as he was squeezing my breasts and pinching my nipples. I moaned his name.

"Darling," V said. "I love how my name drips from your mouth. It turns me on so much."

A few more thrusts, V and I both climaxed at the same time screaming each other's names. After catching his breath, he pulled out, rolled the condom off, threw on his boxer briefs and went to the kitchen to check on dinner. When he came back, he saw me in the same position that he left me in; me on my back with my legs spread. He went back to his night stand to pull out another condom.

Once he rolled it on, he slid right in me and began to thrust his penis in me hard and fast. I moaned his name and wrapped my legs around his waist...he screamed my name.

"I'm so close, darling," I muttered.

“Same, baby,” he panted.

Moments later, we climaxed together. He pulled out, rolled the condom off and tossed it in the direction of the small garbage can in his room. V pulled me close to him, keeping me tight to him. I fell asleep in seconds, not feeling him get up and check on dinner then joined me back in bed. 

“Baby?” V asked in a hushed tone. “I love you so much.”

“Same, baby,” I mumbled. “I just want to sleep, baby, but I need to take my contacts, ok?”

“Ok,” he whispered.

As I headed to the bathroom to wash my hands then take out my contacts, he called my parents to swing by my place to pick up a few days worth of clothes for me then he packed up dinner, placing it in the fridge.

“My love,” he said. “Your parents are on their way with clothes for you. Can you stay awake or do you need to go to bed?”

“Bed,” I said as I hugged my gorgeous fiancé. “Please give them my love, darling.”

“Not a problem, love,” he said as he laughed. “I won’t let them wake you but they physically need to see you, I’ll crack the door open.”

“Ok,” I said as I laughed. “G’night, baby. Love you.” 

“I love you, too,” he said as he kissed the top of my head. “Go to bed, love.”

Minutes after I want to bed, I heard my parents walk into V’s place. They brought my clothes - and footwear - to V’s. They tried to be as quiet as possible. They placed my shoes on the floor and placed my clothes on top of one of the dressers, came over to kiss the top of my head and left the room. I heard them chat with V for about 5 minutes and then they headed out. 

The bedroom door squeaked as it opened; I heard V come in and his clothes plopping to the floor. Once undressed, he joined me in bed, pulled me close to him, wrapped his arms around me and we fell asleep together. He did, however, wake me up a few times by sliding his hard dick in me and fucking me senseless.  

By the time I woke up in the morning, I knew that I was going to be incredibly sore. V and I had sex six more times before I headed to take a shower before work.