Tempted to move in with V

I’ve been spending so much time at V’s that I’m tempted to move in with him and give up my apartment but I always come back to the answer of I won’t because I do like having my own space. 

We still have a ton of sex every day and every weekend. I go to bed super sore and he wakes me up in the morning by riding my swollen apex. I love the physical intimacy that we have and such desire for each other; we turn each other on so much. There’s been several times we’ve skipped dinner because we’re having sex all over his place.

I’m loving being with V again

He and I have had the strangest on & off relationship that I know of. Probably most of my regular readers would tell me not to get back with V and I understand why…I do appreciate the concern. He’s still in therapy once to twice a week; he’s told me that he’s had some great break through but I don’t ask as it’s his shit he’s working on.

Before I leave for work, V and I have sex 3 to 7 times - just depends on how much time I have or if he wakes me up early… he definitely LOVES waking me up by riding my wet but sore & slightly swollen apex. 

On school nights, we have sex anywhere from 5 to 15 times. He thrusts deep inside of my apex, filling me up with his THICK essence and makes me moan and scream his name. I love how much he stretches me out and that he can hit my cervix with his penis. It hurts a lot but I think that the pain is VERY pleasurable.

At night we take turns cooking but for the most part, he’s the one that cleans up afterwards. After dinner is typically when we have the most sex as I take a quick nap followed by a shower (my “normal” shower is in the morning). We take a few breaks as he’s ancient and I’m not to far behind him in age lol. 

Most weekends, we’re off to a winery or a brewery or even a new restaurant in surrounding areas. When it’s too hot or too rainy, we stay at his place, either reading or watching movies and/or binging on tv shows and ordering food. Thankfully, we haven’t had Matteo deliver our food recently. Not knocking Matteo but the less he’s around both V and I, the better it is. V’s jealousy is still around but thankfully, it’s not as bad as it used to be. 

V is still careful with how much he sleeps and how much he drinks when he’s around me. He’s afraid that if he drinks what is equivalent to 3 mixed drinks/5 glasses of wine, he’ll hit me again. 

Back in V’s bed

We talked a few times this past week and we arranged for me to arrive to his place yesterday morning. 

Let’s just say that neither V nor I have left the bed unless it was for food or for shower. Since yesterday morning through this morning, we’ve gone through several boxes of 20 count condoms. 

I’m very sore but he and I have many more hours for seggsy time before I need to go to bed tonight as I have an early morning tomorrow.