I'm an idiot. Again. Part 2

“Care to explain this?,” he asked me.

“Babe. I love you with everything I’ve got but I can’t have your kids,” I said. “I know you love me too but you have a wife and kids. I don’t want to mess that up anymore than I already have!”

“Mami, I won’t leave my wife and you know that. I want us to be connected forever; I want you to have my kids” he said.

“Amore, please…..I’d give anything to be with you forever but that’s not the way I want to do,” I explain. “If you weren’t married already, I’d marry you in a heartbeat and have your kids. But you’re married and have kids already. I can’t do that to your wife and kids.”

“Mama, please……..” he begs.

“Papa, please. You’re making this harder for me,” I say

“What’s going on, Mama? What’s gonna be harder for you?” he asked.

“Mi amore…….I can no longer do this with you. I love you….in love with you. I know that you love me too but Papa, you have a wife and two beautiful kids. I know that you won’t ever leave them and I wouldn’t dare ask you to leave them to be with me. Papa, it’s time for us to say good bye,” I said.

“But, Mama…….my wife knows. She isn’t happy with it and wants to leave me,” he said. “She knows that I’m in love with the both of you.”

“She had you first. I had you last. I’m sure there were plenty of women before me and I’m sure there’ll be plenty of women after me. Good bye, mi amor. Siempre tendras mi corazon ,” I said as I walked out of the door and out of his life.

When I got to my car, I broke down crying. It was the hardest decision I had to make. Please don’t get me wrong, I’ll always be in love with my married lover; he’ll always have a piece of my heart. At the same time, he’s married to another woman and has two kids with her. I would feel guilty if I was the one that caused a separation and divorce. I was pretty positive that there were other women besides his wife and I. He never gave me a STD but if he’s will to cheat on his wife with me, there’s a chance that he’d cheat on me with other women IF we were together. Besides, I know what it’s like to be cheated on and to have your heart broken; not to mention trust. Yes, I’m as guilty as my ex who cheated on me but it’s time to step up and be the bigger woman.

I know it’s going be tough for both my married lover and I. He’s got to realize that I’m NOT going to be the woman that will end their marriage. It’ll have to be someone else to do that. It’ll be tough for me because I’m in love with him and I always will.

As I’m driving to work, my phone chirps. Without checking my caller ID, I answer the phone.

“Hello, this is Deppgrl. May I help you?” I say answering my phone.

“Baby…” he begs.

I'm an idiot. Again.

So the married guy that I've screwed a few times wants to come back to work for my brother had called me late the other night. I answered. He asked me where I was staying; he’d known somehow that I wasn’t staying with my brother so I told him where I was staying. He came over and came to the room 10 minutes later. I asked him why he showed up and he said that he wanted to spend the night with me.

"Papí, you know that your wife will find out," I said.

"I don't care," he said. "I want to be with you. I want to be in you!"

"Tonight?" I ask my married lover.

"Mamí, I can’t stop desiring you and pleasing you. No one can satisfy me like you can!” He said. I doubted it but it was worth a try. He ripped my pjs off then ripped his clothes off. He sat down on the bed and asked me to go to my knees. He cock was already hard for me. I sucked & licked his cock, gently using my teeth. In no time, I had him shooting cum down my throat.

Seconds afterwards, he leaned me over the desk and spread my legs. He entered my aching pussy with his still hard cock. As he was fucking me from behind, he was slapping my ass with one hand and playing with my tits with the other hand. Seconds later, he flipped me onto my back, grabbed onto both of my sensitive tits & fucked me. As he fucked my pussy into an oblivion, he kept squeezing my tits harder making me moan in pleasure. It turned him on. He shot jets of cum inside me.

"You're mine tonight, amore," he said as he was filling my womb.

"Yes, baby. I'm only yours," I screamed.

He shoots the last of his cum in my womb as he begins to choke me lightly. I know what's coming next. We've done this before.

"On your knees, mi amor!" He demands. "Suck me like you do!"

I start sucking his glorious cock again. In no time, he's as hard as a rock again.

"Get on all fours," he begged. "Get your ass in the air!"

I do as he commands. Seconds later, he jams his hard cock up my ass.

"Mí amore," he says. "I'm going to ride your ass until you scream my name. Let everyone know who your body belongs to!”

"Yes, Papí!" I scream. "Fill me with cum!"

He continually rams his big, thick cock into my tight ass. With one hand, he's spanking me. I scream in pleasurable pain.

I know he's close to cumming. I'm begging him to ride me harder. As I pass out from pleasure and exertion, I feel him shooting baby batter deep into my ass.

I'm not sure how long I was out, but I come to with him in my pussy. He's taking his time and lovingly sucking my tits.

"Mí amore," he says. "Are you ok, my love?"

"Yes, Papí," I reply. "With you, I'm always okay!"

"I hope I didn't hurt you," he said. "I want you to have my kids, mi amore."

"I'm fine, Papí. If I wanted to stop, I'd say so but you know how much I love when you shoot your hot cum deep inside me!"

“Ugh!” he moans as he thrusts faster and harder into my pussy. “Oh Dios mio, amore. You’re so wet for me. I love you, amore!”

He shudders and spasms for a few more seconds before he shoots cum deep into my womb for the last time that night. We lay like that, his cock still inside me and our bodies still intertwined. As soon as he falls asleep, I slowly get up so I don’t disturb him. I reach into my purse and take out the emergency contraceptive to take it. Once I took it, I grabbed a robe, took the packaging and went to a garbage can in the hallway to discard of evidence. I didn’t want him knowing that I don’t plan on having his children. As I make my way back to the room, I call my doctor to ask him if he could renew my prescription for an IUD birth control.

“What’s this?” he asks me holding a piece of paper from the packaging I forgot to discard.

“About that, amore….” I begin