Monday, October 16, 2017

My Javi

A few hours later, I wake up with a dry mouth. I slowly disengage myself from Javi’s arms so I don’t wake him; walking while hung over isn’t the easiest for me since I’m super clumsy. I go down to the kitchen to grab some orange juice, take more Tumeric, eat a little bit of crispy bacon and grab a few bottles of water before I head back upstairs.
I see that Javi’s still sleeping so I hop in the shower, brush my teeth and I start feeling more human. I go downstairs to see what I can do for breakfast for Javi. I’m far from being a cook but I start with making sausage, bacon, chocolate chip pancakes and blueberry pancakes and scrambled eggs. As I’m making waffles, Javi comes down the stairs…..I hadn’t remembered that he left some of his clothes here the last time he was here a few years ago. He leans down, kissing me on my cheek, drawing me in for a hug.
“Morning,” I say, mumbling into his chest, smelling his wonderful cologne. “How did you sleep? Hope you don’t mind that I made some of my favorite hang over foods.”
“Hey, beautiful,” Javi says. “Slept great; feeling a little hung over. I’ll take some of that turmeric as I eat. Glad you made so much! Waffles and blueberry pancakes are my favorite hang over foods. Thanks for cooking!”
“Beautiful?” I ask blushing. “Hardly!! No problem; hope you’re hungry. If there’s anything left over, take it home with you but leave the bacon! That’s for me!”
“Yeah, you’re beautiful, baby doll!” he said. “You’re in it just for the meat, huh? Me and the bacon!”
We laugh and dig into breakfast, barely talking. Once he tells me that he’s full, I start packing up the food to send him home with but keep most of the bacon for myself. I stuff everything into my booze filled fridge, run up to my room to grab last night’s clothes and the sheets to wash, the bottles for recycling when Javi stops me.
“Babe. What are you doing?” he asks. “I don’t mind the mess. It’s your disorganized mess and it works for you. Just because I’m organized doesn’t mean anything.”
“I’m kinda embarrassed,” I admitted. “I’m afraid that in my drunken haze that I said something embarrassing.”
“Other than you wanting me to give up my apartment and move in with you? You’re fine,” Javi said. “You said nothing that you should be embarrassed by!”

I must’ve looked more relieved than I thought so he brought me over to the couch, stripped the both of us of our clothes, helped me lay down on the couch, spread my legs and entered my dripping wet center with his gorgeously perfect – and delicious – cock. He always feels amazing when he’s inside of me and he knows I can’t stop screaming his name when we have sex 

Saturday, September 9, 2017

My old lover Javiar

                Very recently, I ran into my former lover, Javier. I haven’t seen him in several years due to a very bad – and public – disagreement. At the time, it wasn’t a healthy relationship…..there was a ton of jealousy on both sides. I absolutely hated the fact that he had absolutely GORGEOUS female friends; I felt super intimidated by that. He didn’t like the fact that I was screwing other guys.
                After work the other, night, I texted Javi and invited him to come over to spend the night; mostly to talk shit over. He said sure. We agreed to meet at a bar near my house; I arrived earlier than I planned and ordered a Jack & Coke.  By the time I order and finish my third, Javi arrives. I’m slow to get up since I’m still awfully stiff and sore from the accident.
                “Hey, Deppgrl. You ok, baby girl?” Javi asked me, kissing my cheek and gently hugged me.
                “I’m sore and stiff but ok, Javi,” I reply as I sit down. “I was in a car accident a few months ago. I have a torn rotator cuff, bulging disks in my back and a compression fracture in one of my lumbar vertebrae.”
                “Why didn’t you call or text me, baby girl? I would’ve been more than happy to help you out; driving you to the doctors, to work, whatever you needed,” Javi said.
                “With how we ended things the last time we saw each other, I felt that it would best that I leave you out of it,” I replied. “Besides, I’ve been able to get around with cars of friends and family members as well as a rental. I started physical therapy and now able to move a bit better.”
                “If you need anything, just let me know,” Javi said.
                “Let’s have some drinks. This trivial talk about how I’m doing can wait,” I said. “Let’s try to fix our past shit and move on.”
                “Sounds good,” he said. “I can tell you had a few drinks already. I hope you called a cab or something?”
                I nodded my head yes, made eye contact with the bartender. He came over, took our orders and walked away. The conversation was awkward at best. The drinks and the food helped a bit. After a few more drinks, I ordered a cab that brought us back to my house.
                Once we arrived, he helped me take care of the dogs and I took a shower. I had a stressful day and wanted a little help to wind down. As I was putting on my least sexy pjs – an over sized shirt that my grandfather gave to me days before he passed away – Javi stopped me. He took the shirt out of my hands, tossed it across the room and then started to caress my body, kissing and nipping my neck. I released a moan. Sweet baby Jesus! I forgot how this man could work my body.
                “Mmmmm, Javi,” I said. “I had forgotten how you well work my body. I’ve missed it.”
                “Can we continue?” Javi asked.
                “Yessssssss,” I moan. “Don’t stop. Don’t ever stop!”
                “I won’t,” he said as he’s stripping and laying me down on the bed. “Spread your legs for me, Deppgrl. I want to eat some dessert!”
                “Fuck, yes!” I moan and try to push his head closer to my wet apex, wriggling with pleasure. “Yes, baby. Don’t stop eating me. Fuuuuuck!”
                I lose track of how long Javi is eating me. He knows how much I really enjoy it but won’t ask for it since he knows that I enjoy pleasuring him in return. Javi uses his tongue and his fingers to enter my dripping wet apex, hitting my g-spot. I can’t stop orgasming and can’t stop screaming his name; begging him to continue.
                He eventually comes up for air, panting. I try to discretely look at the clock; I see that he’s eaten me for several hours. As I’m trying to adjust myself to pleasure him, he brings out a few bottles of water and some tequila. We drink the water and continue taking shots for some time.
                Despite being drunk, I position myself to pleasure Javi in return. I start stroking his cock and in no time, he’s hard as a rock. I wrap my mouth around his gloriously perfect cock and start sucking him like a fat kid loves chocolate cake; he’s grabbing my hair to pull me closer to his cock. Half hour or so later, he orgasms and shoots a massive load of cum down my throat. I gladly take it.
                I pour us both shots as we catch our breath. One shot turns into multiple; somewhere in the chasing shots, we manage to drink water so we wouldn’t feel terrible in the morning.
                “Javi?” I slur. “I’m gonna pass out……can’t drink anymore.”
                “Baby?” he asks. “Can I spend the night here with you?”
                “Yes,” I say.
                He lays me down on the bed because I’m unsteady but he’s as unsteady as I am. He kinda falls on me, making me go queasy. I close my eyes as my stomach does some summersaults, hoping that the sensation would pass soon. Javi giggles but he gets up, gets me some water and a bottle of Tumeric in the vitamin form. I chug the water and pop a Tumeric…..it helps with hangovers and fall asleep.



Sunday, June 18, 2017

Car accidents suck

Sorry I haven’t been posting lately but I was in a gawd awful accident on my way to work almost three weeks ago; happened on May 30, 2017.
I was approximately 1.5 miles away from work – about a mile from the exit I needed to take in order to get to work – I was going approximately 70 to 72 miles an hour. I looked in the rear view mirror and saw someone behind me plowing towards me. I tried speeding up a little but that did nothing since someone was in front of me and I couldn’t go into the right lane (it’s a 4 lane highway; 2 lanes in both directions separated by a grassy median). The driver lost control of his car, went into the median, bounced back onto the road, hitting me. The impact was so hard that I had to fight to stay in my lane but I ended up in the grassy median.
I tried getting out of my car but I had to slam my body into the door to get it open and took a few tries to get it open but it eventually happened. I tried to see if I could help the other driver but he was alive but NOT really responsive. I went back to my car to call my brother aka my boss to let him know but he didn’t answer. I eventually texted him to check his voicemail and he did. He told me to get to the hospital ASAP. A witness came up to me to see if I was ok. I told him that I was in shock but I thought I was ok; he said that the other driver had to be going 80 to 90 miles an hour. Cops were called and they arrived not too much longer.
The ambulance came but ended up taking the other driver first. That had to put him on a back brace and a neck brace before he was put on a stretcher. A second one was called and brought me to the hospital as well. The hospital took X-rays and told me that the x-rays were fine but to go home, take Tylenol and Aleve and use heating pads. I was a little pissed at that.
My family came to pick me up and take me home. As soon as I got home, I showered and called the car insurance company to start a claim so that the ER visit would be covered by my insurance. They took care of everything.
The very next night I was coughing up blood, had stabbing pain in my abdomen and my neck. My step dad took me to our local hospital to get checked out. Once admitted to the ER, they set me up with an IV that contained saline solution to keep me hydrated, Morphine and Toradol for the pain and something else for my stomach. Not much longer, I coughed up a little more blood. The nurse took my blood and a urine sample. Eventually I was brought down for an MRI. That was read and they found “blunt force trauma” to my abdomen where the lap part of the seatbelt caught me and an old break of my tail bone. The ER doctor prescribed something for my stomach and Percocet for the pain.
I was discharged 6 hrs later and we went home. Once home, I passed out cold for a few hours. My step dad brought me to the pharmacy so I could drop off my prescriptions and then he dropped me off to so I could pick up a rental car. It took some time to get the paper work since I was spacing out from being tired. I stopped at the pharmacy to pick up my meds and then went home. I ended up taking both meds.
The following Monday – June 5, 2017 – I returned to work but only a part day and Tuesday was also a part day. The rest of the week, I was back on full work days. Friday June 9th, I went to my primary doctor before work. He said that the reason why my back was still in so much pain was because my L2 (my second lumbar vertebrae) was compressed and the muscles around it were all knotted up. He prescribed another medication for my stomach and prescribed a muscle relaxant. On my way to work, I went to go pick them up. After a long week, I couldn’t wait to leave that night and go home.
As soon as I got home, I showered, got water for my night stand and took a muscle relaxant. Within 30 minutes, I was out cold until 2 pm. I was slow in getting up, showering, and slowly making my way downstairs. My mom and step dad didn’t want me to do any heavy lifting. After eating, I did some dusting and went to bed and slept until dinner. After dinner, I went back to bed. I slept most of Sunday as well.
Monday I returned to work and worked a full week. Friday night – last night – I went to the local chain drug store to grab a few things for my vacation in a week from Father’s Day and ran into my brother’s orthopedic surgeon. He knew something was off right away. He gave me his office number and told me to call first thing in the morning to make an appointment for Tuesday. I spoke with the answering service. Within 20 minutes, I received a call back. The receptionist told me that the surgeon told her to call me right away so I can come in. She was very pleasant to me and very respectful but at the same time it sounded like she had this tone in her voice like: “Who the heck is she to get special/preferential treatment from one of the top orthopedic surgeons in the state?” Little did she know that the surgeon considers both my brother and I as family.

The surgeon is a well respected man who takes his time with each of his patients, has a great bedside manner, makes sure each of his patients is heard and respected, and can put any of his patients back in one piece. 

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Weekend getaway

Recently I took some time off of work; ended up with a three day weekend. I had told C and it ended up that he had those three days off as well. We decided to drive a few states south where it was warmer. Don’t start thinking that it was a romantic few days – it wasn’t. It was just a few days of us – as friends – getting away from work, life and having fun. A few months back, C had said that he’d like to cuddle a little bit under the stars before having sex, so I’d rented a small cottage like house that didn’t have close neighbors.
                We left early in the morning – about 6 or 7 – and arrived by 1 pm. He drove while I snoozed; I’m like a baby/young child who naps only in a moving car!! It was quick to unload the car and walked a little bit into town to a small café to grab lunch and grabbed a few things for dinner then headed back to the cottage.
                He grabbed some blankets for us to lie on as I grabbed some wine that I threw in the freezer to chill, a wine opener and a few wine glasses. It felt glorious to lie out in the sun and day drink, occasionally dozing. When we weren’t dozing or day drinking, we’d fuck not caring how loud we were; we did scare some wild life away but we laughed at that!
                After a while we eventually went in as the mosquitoes started to bite and I had made us dinner. We joked and went back & forth about to watch as we ate and drank more wine. We finally settled on a Will Ferrell movie that had us both in stitches. We cleaned up the kitchen, grabbed a few more blankets and those gross smelling citronella candles so we wouldn’t have more annoying bugs.
                By the time we were finished getting ready and opening up another bottle of wine – was this the fourth or fifth bottle? I can’t remember – the stars started to come out. I started to strip even though was a little chilly but I knew that between the cuddling, the blankets and us having sex, I’d warm up. C followed suit. Despite being on the heavier side – and him being more on the healthy and athletic side – I feel very comfortable with him seeing me butt naked.
                Once we were ready, we were off to cuddle/spoon or whatever you want to call it. It felt nice. I do have my protective side and we had bickered a little bit about who’s the big spoon vs. little spoon but he won out and he’s the big spoon but I actually enjoy it. He’s slowly teaching me patience and that I don’t always have to be the protector. We lay like that for a while, talking, drinking and looking at the stars. It’s peaceful, listening to the crickets; joking that the people on the airplanes above us can see us.
                C shifts my one leg behind me and on top of his hip, thrusting his hard, pulsating cock in my dripping wet cunt, spreading me. He pushes my hair off of my neck, kissing my neck, sending shivers down my spine; eventually gently biting me where my neck and shoulder meets. I yelp in pleasure, spreading my legs even further, “Yes, Daddy,” I moan as he rolls me onto my stomach.
“That’s my Deviant Kitten,” C says as he’s thrusting deeper into my cunt. “Show me what I do to you, my deviant, deviant kitten. Show me how much I please you!”
“Yes, Daddy!” I moan and raise my hips up so he can see my juices pouring out of me and so he can go deeper. “Do you see how wet you make me, Daddy? You feel so good in me, stretching my tight cunt!”
“Fuck, DK,” C says as he pulls out and helps me roll to my back, ramming his cock into my cunt. “Your tight cunt feels so good wrapped around my cock!”
“Daddy,” I say, panting. “Please choke me tonight! I’m a bad girl!”
“No, DK,” he said. “You’re not getting choked tonight. You’re getting something else!”
“Hmmmm?” I say, wondering what’s going on in his head. “What am I getting instead?”
“You’ll find out later, DK,” he panted. “Gotta make you cum!”
C distracts me by kissing my neck, tugging my hair and fucking me in my favorite positions. We finish together and I go back to being the little spoon. After dozing off a little bit, I notice that the citronella candle has been used up and the bugs are out again. I wake up C so we can grab the blankets and get in before we both get bitten by bugs.
After tossing the blankets in the washing machine, we go upstairs. I stop in my tracks to ask C what I was getting. He told me he hired a protective services team to keep me safe.
“Wait. What the FUCK do you mean that you’ve hired private security guards for me? I’m not a multi billionaire or anything. I’m worth whatever my assets are; like my car and whatever’s in my bank! What. The. Actual. Fuck?” I state.
“It’s to keep you safe,” he said. “Not to keep you safe from your clumsy self but to protect you from those who wish you harm. I swear to you that there is someone after you. Please understand that I want you safe and protected.”
“Was there anyone following us here? Anyone outside with us, hearing and seeing us?” I demand. I can’t explain to him how upset I am. “C, I’ve had people after me before. I’ve protected myself from the nut jobs who wanted me either severely hurt or dead. I can take care of myself. If you hadn’t driven us here, I’d demand that you leave and that I’d stay here but I’m not that mean.”
“Babe,” he said, leading us into the master bathroom. “It’s my understanding that this guy is more dangerous than anyone you’ve dealt with before. He’s an professional sharpshooter that’s trained with multiple foreign countries and their militaries; he does NOT miss a shot.”
“I don’t give a rat’s ass of how dangerous this man is. Clearly he’s got the wrong person,” I state. “I have no secrets, I don’t work for any government, I keep to myself. If he wants to kill me, he’s invited to show his face to me, look me in the eye and try to kill me.”
“Please, babe,” he explains. “He’s closer to you than you think. You know who he is. It’s your uncle.”
“C,”I said as I stepped into the shower. “My uncles – my parents’ siblings – are deceased. You’re over exaggerating.”
                C let it go as we showered and got ready for bed. I went down to the kitchen to get us both a glass of water and when I went back up, C was staring at a picture and he looked as if he saw a ghost.
“What is it?” I ask. “You see a ghost?”
“No,” he said. “Something woke you up while we were outside and you went to investigate it. Someone took pictures of you in the brushes searching for whatever created the noise. Look at these and tell me you don’t seem concerned for your safety?”
“Let me see,” I say reaching for the photos. “These photos are of me just investigating the noise. It’s no big deal. It’ll be a big deal seeing me photo shopped as dead in a photo; which has happened in the past. This is nothing to worry about!”
“But…….” C began.
“No buts, hot stuff!” I said. “It’s time for bed.”

                We crawled into bed; C as the big spoon and me as the little spoon. Before I fell asleep, I felt C pull me closer to him, like he was personally trying to keep me safe.

Thursday, February 2, 2017

An update on me

It’s been a bit of an interesting two months or so since I had surgery. It was difficult to get back to work with the use of just one hand but the staff had been wonderful in helping me out when possible. After the larger bandaging came off, it was easier but I had some difficulty because I had a small bandage on my finger; the pain was terrible but manageable after a shit load of pain killers. The doctor had prescribed something that knocked me out on my ass; if I drove with it in my system and got pulled over, I’d either be arrested or given a ticket. Something I wasn’t willing to do.
Anyways, the pain level is next to zero but on cold, rainy/snowy days there’s some pain and stiffness; I have to force my finger to straighten and keep stretching my finger throughout the day and the occasional Tylenol.
In mid January, I had an appointment with a sleep specialist to see why I couldn’t sleep (this is after YEARS of telling family that I can’t sleep). Within a few minutes of meeting with this doctor I was diagnosed with Sleep Apnea; it’s a medical condition that causes people to NOT breathe while they sleep and can be often deadly. To be officially diagnosed, one has to have a sleep study and have at least 5 interruptions an hour.  He’s been a sleep specialist/pulmonologist for years and said that it was easy to diagnose me (where my throat and mouth meet are supposed to be at a 90 degree angle but it’s a 45 degree angle, etc).
As I was checking out of the office, I spoke with a receptionist and was able to get a sleep study machine sent to my house last week. When I received it, I set it up as per the directions. The next morning, I sent it back. Within a matter of days, I was told that there were barely any results and they’d sent another machine which I received yesterday and used it last night. Hopefully this machine was up to par and able to get results. I should be receiving the results and a follow up with the doctor 7 to 10 business days from when the company who sent the machine downloads the results; they’ll sent the results to the doctor, the doctor’s office will read the results, will call me to set up a follow up appointment and tell me what the next step is.
Please think positive thoughts, have your fingers crossed and whatever else you guys do that my sleep apnea is NOT bad.