Back with V

I’d been sick most of the week of May 6th - 10th; only going to work on Monday and Friday. After work on Monday, I went to the doctor’s office; sick with a sinus infection and ear infection. On Tuesday, I’d taken a personal day for a minor medical procedure (relating to the miscarriage back in March) then Wednesday and Thursday, I’d taken sick days. However, I’d followed up with the surgeon from Tuesday (all was good) and saw an ENT after that appointment. The ENT was a complete jerk and dismissive of me, dismissive of the pain I’ve been in since Monday and said that there’s no sign of any infection (Hello? I’ve been on 2 antibiotics; one was oral and the other being ear drops - both helped!) and said that the hearing test “proved” that he was right that I have TMJ - aka lock jaw. 

Friday after work, I went to V’s. I showered and napped as he went to my place to grab some clothes. He wasn’t gone long and joined me in bed when he got back, wrapping me in his arms. Before falling asleep, he whispered that he loves me. We slept for over an hour. V woke me up with slow deep thrusts in my apex. 

“There’s my baby,” he grunted as he pounding my apex. 

“Yes, baby! You feel so good in my apex,” I moaned.

V continued to ride me for a while and I enjoyed it. It felt so good to have this man between my legs. He filled me twice before he got up, got dressed and started cooking dinner for us. I eventually got up, threw on one of his shirts, brushed my teeth and went downstairs.

“Hey, babe,” I sad as I hugged him. “You’re making meatloaf! My fave!”

“Hey, beautiful,” he said. “You’re absolutely stunning. Yeah, I know it is…it’s the reason why I made it.”

I poured some wine for the both of us as he put dinner in the oven. I brought the glasses, the bottle and my phone with me to the living room and waited for him to join me. A few minutes later, he joined me on the couch, sitting next to me. V stated that he and K talked extensively about the week that I was with K. V wasn’t happy that I was spending time with another man and even less happy that I was being intimate with another man but understood and respected the reason why. 

I said that even though I was ovulating, I was careful and despite the intimacy that K and I had, I prefer being with V. 

As we talked, V admitted that he was trying to be a good S.O. by bringing flowers and also trying to cook for me when I’d found out that I wasn’t pregnant but he overstepped. He apologized and said that he wants to be in a serious relationship with me - like we’ve been having - but with me being with another man made him question everything until I came over. 

We ate dinner in quiet. I cleaned up while he set up the living room so we could watch a movie. When I went to join him, we took a detour to his bedroom. He got on the bed and laid down on his back. I followed him and climbed on top, centering myself over his penis. I slide down slowly so I can adjust to him. 

I slid up and down his penis a few times before we both climaxed. He flipped us over and thrusted in me a few times and we climaxed again. He pulled out and held me in his arms until he fell asleep. I got up and took a morning after pill; just like I’d done when I was with K. After that, I got into the shower. 

As I got out of the shower, he got in. I dried off, got dressed and then I went downstairs to turn off all the lights. When I was done, I fell asleep on the couch. 

In the morning, V woke me up by eating my apex. I loved that he woke me up like this. When he knew that I was awake, he spread my legs further apart, mounted me and put my legs over his shoulders. As we’re shagging, V sucks, bites and squeezes my bruised up breasts.

“I love how ready you are for me, baby!” V grunts as he’s humping me. 

“Of course, I’m ready for you, baby!” I moaned.

He moaned my name, grabbed my hips and started screwing me. We climaxed repeatedly for several hours. After being drained, we fell asleep for a few hours. I got up, got dressed and got some water. 

Apparently, I made too much noise and woke him up. He got up, walked over to me and leaned me over the counter. V pushed his thick penis in my apex and fucked me hard.

“You’re so incredibly swollen, baby!” V grunted as he plowed me. “You’re going to be my good girl and take me! Yesssssss! That’s it, baby. Clench down on me!”

“Well, yeah! I’ve had your penis in me, Daddy!” I said. “God, you feel good, Daddy. Don’t stop, baby!”

V grabbed onto my hips and started thrusting his entire penis in and out of me. I kept screaming his name in pleasurable pain…the more I said his name, the harder he rammed into me and the more I screamed his name. 

In the two hours he was shtuping me, he climaxed deep inside of me many times. His essence splashing around in my hungry cervix was hot. I loved how sore and swollen I became and loved how horny he was. He pulled his still hard penis out my apex, picked me up and carried me to his bed. 

V tossed me on his bed, joined me, put me on my back, spread my legs and forced his still hard penis deep inside of my swollen apex. I screamed in pain. He began to shag me as hard and as fast as he could.

“I can’t stop, baby!” V grunted as he was destroying my apex. “I should be empty by now, baby, but I’m not. Fuck! I love how super tight you are especially now that you’re swollen! I need you to take me…ALL of me. That’s my good little girl, baby! Yessssssssss, baby!! Take me!”

“Baby, I need a break,” I moaned. “You get like this when I’m ovulating. I can’t take you any deeper, Daddy!”

“I can’t stop! Baby, I knew that you were ovulating,” he grunted. “Fuck, baby. If I have my way, you’re getting pregnant again. Take me fully just once and you’ll get your break, baby!”

“I can’t take you, baby. You’re too big, Daddy!” I grunted. “Please…!”

I passed out from the pain. I knew that he wasn’t going to stop mating me while I was passed out; he was either going to ride me until I came to or ride me until he was empty. I’d find out when I came to.

“That’s my little girl,” he whispered. “That’s how Daddy wants you to take him….so deep that his full balls slap against your body. Daddy hopes to get his little girl pregnant and keep her pregnant. Yes, baby! God, you’re so swollen that I can barely fit in your tight apex!”

“Get me pregnant and keep me pregnant, Daddy!” I moaned. “We both get what we want; you having babies with me and me having you suck my full milky breasts as you put another baby in me.”

“Fuck, baby! I want to give you 8 babies,” he grunted as he began to jackhammer his penis in my apex. “I can’t wait to suck your full breasts as I put more babies in you. It’ll be so hot to see your big beautiful breasts swing as I fuck you while you’re pregnant. It’ll be even hotter when your gorgeous breasts are full of milk and swinging around. You’ll climax harder and leak.”

“Hurry, Daddy!" I begged. “Get me pregnant, Daddy!! Make me take your penis!”

V screwed me hard and fast for several hours. It hurt so much but we loved it. I knew the pain would be worth it once I saw a positive pregnancy test. I hope I won’t miscarry again. 

We continued to have sex for the rest of the weekend until my apex couldn’t take it. To help drain V’s balls, he fucked my ass and with the same gusto as he did with my apex. 

Joys of the weekend

I stopped for coffee on my way home as I needed it. After getting to my place, I unloaded my car. I had so much laundry to do. After starting my laundry, I walked over to my parents’ place. I told them that due to some stress, Vince and I are taking some kind of break. They were sad to hear and offered to feed me. I took them up on their offer. I needed the carbs.

I grabbed a big blanket, a book and the dogs. We headed to the backyard. They stretched their legs as I spread out the blanket. I stretched out on the blanket with my book, they came back and curled up right next to me. Eventually, I fell asleep. I needed it. 

When I woke up, I was in my bed at my place. Naked. I looked at the space next to me.

“Hey, baby,” I whispered as I stroked K’s semi-hard penis. “I’m ready for you to stretch me out!”

My parents knew to call K instead of V. I’m glad they did. They wished that I’d pick one one of them.

“About time,” K said as he mounted me. “You’ve been sleeping for three hours, baby. Fuck! You’re so tight!”

“Think again,” I said as I grabbed my vibrating beads from my night stand. “Fresh batteries.”

“Mmmmm,” he moaned as he slid the beads into my apex. “Damn, baby!”

“The power button is near the base of your penis at the bottom. Feel that? Once more,” I moaned. “You’re going to be so tired later on!”

“My god, I’m close,” he screamed. “Does this go any faster?”

I smiled as I reached between my legs and pressed the button twice more. As he’s moaning and screaming in pleasure, I kissed him. He began to pound into my apex harder and faster.

In his throes of climaxing, he bit my bottom lip then screamed in pleasure. He took his time to pour his essence in me. 

“I’m loving the beads. Fuck that was intense!” he said as he was still gently rocking his hips in me. “Want to take me again, baby? Can you?”

“Yeah, I can take you again,” I moaned. “I want to take you again but not sure if I should. I’m not used to you, baby.”

“Fuck!” he groaned as he started thrusting in and out of me. “No more beads! I just want you, baby!”

“You sure?” I asked as I slid the beads in and out of me - with his rhythm.

“Fuck! One last time with the beads,” he moaned. “God, I’ve missed this. You. Yessssssss.”

“You sure?” I asked as I wrapped my legs around his waist. “I’ve missed this, too.”

“Fuck, beautiful!” he muttered. “I’m so close, baby!”

As we climaxed together, I bit down on the base of K’s neck. He moaned as he was rocking his hips and pouring his essence in me.

“My god, you’re amazing,” he moaned as he pulled out. “Beautiful, smart, sarcastic, amazing, and wonderful. How sore are you, my darling?”

“Please don’t,” I said as I rolled away from him. “Please don’t call me that. I’m pretty sore.”

“Sorry; I didn’t know,” he said. “Want me to get the shower ready for you?”

“Please do,” I said as I sat up, covering myself up.

K left the room to get the shower started. I got up, stripped the sweaty sheets, tossed them into the washer and joined K in the shower. 

“Look at you…so beautiful,” he said as he eyed me up and down. 

“You’re not too bad yourself,” I said as I kissed him. “It’ll be a quick shower as I’m hungry.”

“Hungry for more later? Does that mean keeping my hands to myself?” he asked.

“Yeah. Look at that mark I left on your neck. I want to leave another one later.”

He laughed. We hurried up showering, got dressed and he ordered Mexican. As we were waiting for the food, he said that he had something to ask me.

“What’s up?” I asked as I hugged him. God, I love the smell of him.

“What’s going on with you and Vince? What’ll happen to you and I?” he asked. 

“To be honest?” I asked. “I’m not sure. I suffered two miscarriages in the past number of months with him and he just aggravated me last weekend. I just needed a break to figure out what I wanted - or who I wanted.”

“I’m sorry to hear that,” he said as he squeezed me tight and kissed me on the top of my head. “What am I then? A toy?”

“Thank you,” I said. “You’re someone I care about, K. That’ll never change. As of what’s going to happen to us? I don’t know.”

“Do you love me?” he asked. 

“I don’t know but I care about you,” I said. “I know that I love him.”

“I know you do, beautiful. I’m not going to ask you to stop loving him in order to love me.”

I looked up at him and saw tears in his eyes. 

“I’m sorry that I can’t tell you what you want to hear. I care so much about you and you’ve made my life better,” I said. “Let’s worry about today and tomorrow, ok?”

He nodded his head in agreement and kissed me deeply. Sadly, the doorbell rang. I went to go answer the door; I was afraid that it was V but it was our dinner.

We barely talked as we ate. After eating and cleaning up, I took the sheets from the washer to the dryer and put a new set of sheets on the bed.

“Don’t completely make the bed,” he said as he caressed my ass. “I’m starving and need dessert!”

“I bet you do,” I said as I was putting one of my hands down his pants to stroke him. He took his sweats off, I took off my shirt, got on the bed and spread my legs for him. 

He joined me on the bed a moment later and he started eating my apex. I climaxed several times back to back. K then slid his girthy penis into my apex. 

“Fuck, baby. I want to ride your apex ALL night,” he grunted as he was pushing his hard penis into my swollen apex. “I don’t think that I’ll be able to stop. Fuck. Just take all me already! Fuck! I have to force myself in you.”

“Take me until we need to get up on Monday,” I moaned. “Fuck, yes! I love it when you force your massive penis in me!”

K forced himself deep into my swollen apex for several hours. We climaxed often that night (Saturday) and eventually fell asleep in the very early hours of Sunday.

When we woke up mid morning on Sunday, K’s penis was still in me. He started rocking his hips.

“My god,” he moaned. “You’re so swollen. Can you handle me? I could just stay in you forever!”

“Yessssssssss, baby!” I moaned. “Barely but you feel so good!”

K took his time riding my apex but as he was getting closer to climaxing, he rode me hard and fast. A few minutes later, he shot his biggest load deep inside of me. 

“I want you throat,” he moaned as the last of his essence poured into my apex. “I love when you take me down your throat!”

He pulled out of me and I got on my knees. When I opened my mouth, he slid his penis down my throat as far as he could. As I began to gag, he got the rest of his penis down my throat. He began to slide his penis up and down my throat as fast as he could; he poured a load down my throat.

“Your throat is tighter than your swollen apex,” he moaned as was pushing his penis as far down my throat as he could. “One more time, baby!”

He pounded my throat for a long time and shot two more massive loads down my throat. He moaned. 

I got back on the bed to lay down. He joined me and wrapped me up in his arms. We fell asleep in a few minutes and slept for several hours. 

When I woke up, I noticed that K wasn’t in bed with me anymore so I shrugged it off as I stripped the bed and tossed the sheets into the washer then went to take a shower.

I was sore and had a few bruises but felt better afterwards. I got dressed and went downstairs. There he was, standing next to the coffee machine waiting for the coffee to brew. I tried to sneak up on him but the floor creaked beneath my feet. 

“Hey, beautiful,” K whispered as he leaned down to kiss me. “Sleep ok?”

“Morning,” I said as I kissed him back. “I was a little bit occupied last night. An attractive man kept me up and had me moaning in pleasure.”

“Did he please you?” he asked as he brushed my hair out of my face.

“Yes, baby, you did,” I said as I kissed him. 

He smiled and poured some coffee for me. I added cream and sugar and drank my coffee. He asked what I wanted to do - I told him that I wanted to do my laundry and watch a movie. He said that he’ll start my laundry as I drink as much coffee as I wanted and pick a movie. 

As I picked the movie, I ordered food and a ton of it. Once he was ready, I started the movie and became wrapped up in his arms and a blanket. As we watched the movie, our hands explored the other’s body. 

Halfway through the movie, I got onto knees to take K’s penis down my throat. I sucked him for the rest of the 3 hour movie; he shot 6 loads down my throat. I knew that he wasn’t done. I got on my back as I laid down on my bed and spread my legs wide for him. 

K mounted me and rode me for hours, filling up my apex. 

All packed up, left V, slept with K and now home

I went to Vince’s after work yesterday. His apartment was quiet when I entered then remembered that he was golfing this afternoon. I grabbed my stuff - clothes, toiletries, dishes, etc. - and packed my car. After that, I sat down at the desk in his office to write him a letter. 

“Dear Vince,

Thank you for loving me and being a part of my life for so many years. I never thought that we’d be together as I was once your student. We’ve had our ups, downs and everything in between. The last number of months have been wonderful and stressful. Between the miscarriages, stress to get pregnant again and me sleeping with K last week has been too much for me.

You’re as upset as I am over the miscarriages and the failed attempt to get pregnant. Totally understandable; I know that you wanted to have kids as much as I did. I didn’t tell you that when received word that I wasn’t pregnant, I was also told that I can’t have children. 

Please take time to heal from us then move on to have children with someone who can. I’ll try to find someone that will make me as happy as you did and be ok with being childless.

I love you, old man and I always will.

DeppGrl”

I placed the letter in an envelope. I brought the letter, my engagement ring and the spare key for his place by the basket where he leaves his wallet and keys. I looked through his place one last time for anything that I didn’t pack and went down memory lane. I then left his place one last time. 

When I got to my place, both Brick and K helped me unload my car. I dumped my laundry in the laundry basket, grabbed my toiletries and fresh clothes to pack. I thanked Brick for his help. Ken took me by the hand and asked if I had my birth control and my stuff. I said that I need to grab my birth control (I mainly take it for PCOS) and let go of his hand. I grabbed it and rushed back out. 

Brick left but K was waiting for me. 

“Want to come with me or do you want to take your own car?” K asked. 

“I’ll take my own car,” I said. “Can I ride you when we get to your place?”

“Of course you can,” he said as he smiled. “I can’t wait to be inside of you again. I’ll be beyond ready when we get to my place.”

About 25 minutes later, we got to his place. He carried my bag in for me. After getting settled, we went to his room and stripped and got on his bed. I straddled him, guided his penis towards my apex and slid down on his amazing penis. 

“Fuck, I’ve missed this,” I screamed as I slid up and down his penis for a few minutes. “You’re so big, K!”

“You deserve good penis,” he grunted as he flipped us over. “I’m going to take you until you can’t walk straight, baby!”

K rode me several times, making me scream his name. We fell asleep wrapped up in each other’s arms not long afterwards; he was still inside of me. I’d been so tired from the stress that I slept through the night and woke up to him kissing and caressing my body.

“Good morning, beautiful,” K whispered. “Glad you could join me, baby. I’ve enjoyed caressing you this morning. You’re incredibly wet, baby.”

“I’ve got needs,” I said as I stroked him. “Don’t make me take care of them myself!”

“I won’t,” he said as he mounted me and pushed his penis into my swollen apex. “As long as I’m in the same room, you’ll never have to pleasure yourself, baby. God, you’re so tight!”

“Fuck, baby,” I moaned. “I’ve missed this. My god…you’re hitting the back of my cervix. Yessssssssss!”

“I want to spend the day, stretching you and hitting your cervix,” he grunted as he put both legs over his left shoulder. “Take me, beautiful; take all of me. That’s a good girl! Yessssssssss!”

Moments later we climaxed together. He laid on top of me filling me up with his essence. 

“My god, baby,” he moaned as was filling me. “I’m sorry for such a big load. Fuck, baby! Almost there!! God, yessssssssss!” 

He pulled out and rolled over, falling asleep. I got up, took my birth control and took a shower. Once I was showered and dressed, I packed up my stuff and went to my place. 

Drinks, talking and some more fun

I went straight from work to Vince’s place after work yesterday. We had a good conversation about last weekend; the vase, making food I’m allergic to and creating a mess. As we were talking, we drank several bottles of wine. 

“I’m so sorry for the other night, baby,” he said as brushed my hair off of my face. “I was trying to do something kind for you. Finding out that you weren’t pregnant must’ve been devastating.”

“Thank you, old man,” I sighed. “I was hoping that we’d have a child together.”

“Same here,” he said. “What do you want to do tonight?”

“I want to say to stay like this - in your arms - for the rest of the night,” I said. “But I need to pack up all of my stuff, bring it to my car - load up my car and then leave in the morning.”

“Why’s that, my love?” V asked. 

“I need some time, old man,” I sighed. “Between the other night, the miscarriages and stress we’ve been dealing with has become too much. I don’t know if I can do this anymore.”

“Oh, my heart,” V said as he wiped my tears away. “I’m so sorry that I’ve said anything and acted in a way that has caused you to come to this decision. We couldn’t control the miscarriages at all. That hurt both of us but you more so in different ways. Baby, I love you so much.”

“We were both at fault and that’s part of what brought me to this decision,” I said. “The miscarriages destroyed me and made me realize that I can’t have kids - I know that you want kids. I think that you’d have better luck with someone else.”

“Babe,” he sighed. “I don’t want to try to with anyone else. Sure, I want kids but you’re more important to me than us trying again.”

“I slept with K the other night,” I said. 

“I know, darling,” he said. “He told me as he drove away the following morning.”

“That’s the other part of why it’s time for us to be over,” I explained. “We’ve both been cheated on - either when we were with other people or when we have been together. I love you but I can’t put you through this.”

“I won’t let you make that decision of the ending of us on your own,” he said as he kissed me passionately. “I love you - we’re making the decision of the relationship. Together. As a team.”

He stood up, got undressed and offered me his hand. I took his hand and followed him to his room. I stripped and got on his bed. He hopped up onto the bed and mounted me. 

“My love, your apex is amazing,” he moaned as he was pounding me. “I could spend the rest of my life inside of you!”

“Tonight’s the last night,” I said. “Make the most of it!”

V rode me hard and fast the entire time; we were screaming all night. He was rough and I loved it - he made me climax so hard and so often. I loved how much the sex hurt in pleasurable pain. 

Some fun

I went to Vince’s last night for dinner but ended up spending the night. As usual, dinner was great and the sex even better. He made sure that I was wet and ready for him before he slid in my apex. 

“You sure, baby?” V asked as he was rocking his hips.

“Yeah,” I moaned. “I’ve been on the pill long enough.”

“Good,” he said. “I’d rather you not on it at all, pretty baby.”

He bit down on my breasts and rode me ALL night long. He drained himself into my cervix. It’s a shame that my cervix is unfriendly…I want at least one child with this gorgeous man.

As he was pouring the last of his essence in me this morning, he said that when I’m ready to try again, he’ll be ready.