The only thing I really appreciated about Popov was his terrifying but efficient driving. He didn't just get us to the airfield; he delivered us to the tarmac with the surgical precision of a man who measured survival in less than ninety seconds.
He didn't look at me nor the others. He kept his eyes on the
terminal's perimeter, his hands steady on the wheel. "You have ninety
seconds to clear this vehicle, grab your belongings, board that aircraft, and
get airborne. If you are still on the ground when the clock runs out, the
flight is gone, and you are on your own."
The urgency hit us like a physical weight. We weren't just
boarding a plane; we were racing against a closing window of state-sanctioned
protection.
"Go! Out, now!" I barked, the freezing Moscow air
tearing at my lungs the moment I shoved open the door.
The transition was a blur of frantic, desperate motion. We
scrambled out of the vehicle, our breath blooming in thick white plumes against
the dark. I grabbed my bag, the leather stiff against my fingers, while Boris,
Bob, Polina and Santiago hauled the rest of our gear toward the waiting
air-stair. There was no time for grace or the lingering formalities of our
station—there was only the necessity of speed.
A flight attendant stood at the top of the stairs, her
silhouette sharp against the interior light of the cabin. She didn't ask for
identification nor for our passports. She simply stepped aside, ushering us
into the shadows of the plane as if we were nothing more than cargo. We were
ghosts on this flight, and the lack of a paper trail was our only real
protection.
"Hurry!" she hissed, her eyes scanning the dark
tarmac behind us.
"Coming up!" Boris grunted, his boots thudding
heavily against the metal steps as he practically threw the gear into the
entryway.
I tumbled into the cabin, my heart hammering a frantic
rhythm against my ribs. I turned back, watching Bob and Polina scramble up
behind me, followed closely by Santiago.
"Is that everyone? Are we clear?" I panted,
looking toward the cockpit.
"Everyone is in. Seal the door!" Santiago huffed,
his face flushed from the exertion and cold air.
Through the small window, I saw Popov. He remained a static,
dark pillar beside his car, watching us with an expressionless gaze that
offered neither comfort nor farewell. He had fulfilled his end of the bargain.
I wasn't entirely sure we would be able to do it—the timing
felt impossibly tight, the margin for error non-existent. I sat in a seat next
to the aisle, gripping the back of the seat in front of me until my knuckles
turned white, silently pleading with the machine to move. Then, the engines
roared into a deafening crescendo, the G-force pinned us back before we could
even put on our seatbelts, and the cabin tilted sharply upward. As the wheels
left the tarmac, my hope shifted into a vibrating reality.
For the first few hours, we were left entirely to our own
devices. The flight staff was a ghost crew; they moved with a practiced
silence, avoiding eye contact and offering no introductions. There were no
safety briefings, no welcome drinks—just the steady, low hum of the engines and
the oppressive weight of our collective silence. We didn't even know where we
were heading but we knew that we were moving far away from Moscow, which was
enough for the moment.
Halfway through the flight, the flight attendant who had
ushered us aboard finally emerged from the galley. She stood at the front of
the cabin, her expression unreadable.
"We will be stopping in Dubai to refuel," she
said. "The stop will take approximately two and a half hours. During this
time, you are prohibited from leaving the aircraft."
"Two and a half hours on the tarmac?" Boris asked
as he stood. "Can't we stretch our legs in the terminal?"
The woman's gaze snapped to him. "No. Customs is always
on the tarmac when passengers disembark. Since none of you are on the manifest,
that would cause havoc and likely end in your detention as you are all ghosts
on this flight. For your safety, you stay inside with the shades drawn.
Understood?"
I looked at the others. The reality of our situation was
settling in—we were safe from the Kremlin and Dubai customs for now, but we
were prisoners of our own anonymity.
"Yes," I said for everyone.
She gave a nod and disappeared back into the galley, leaving
us to contemplate the hot hours ahead in the Dubai desert heat, trapped inside
a plane where we didn't exist. I hoped that the air con would be on as it would
be sweltering without it.
When we finally touched down on the shimmering tarmac of
Dubai International, the engines powered down, but to our collective relief,
the air conditioning held. The hum of the auxiliary power unit kept the cabin
at a clinical, artificial cool that stood in stark contrast to the brutal white
light visible at the edges of the window shades. Outside, the desert sun was
hammering against the fuselage, radiating enough heat to melt the very air, but
inside, we were insulated.
Despite the comfort of the air conditioning, these were
still the hot hours—a grueling stretch of time that seemed to liquefy as we
waited in the dark. We sat in near-total silence, the only light coming from
the faint glow of the floor-level emergency strips. Every few minutes, a heavy thrum
vibrated through the floorboards as the fuel trucks connected to the wings.
"It’s like a tomb in here," Polina whispered. She
sat with her eyes fixed on the drawn shades, her light silk blouse barely
shielding her from the psychological weight of the desert outside. Even with
the cool air circulating, the atmosphere was stifling.
Santiago sat across from me, his jaw set in a hard line. He
looked less like a man escaping and more like a man awaiting sentencing.
"The price of being a ghost is higher than I anticipated," he
muttered, checking his watch with a grimace. "Especially during these hot
hours."
"How much longer?" Bob asked from the back.
"Refueling takes as long as it takes," Santiago
replied without looking back. "Just stay still. Moving around only makes
the air feel thinner."
"They're right outside," Boris added, gesturing
toward the window shades. "I can hear them talking. Ground crew, fuelers -
if one of them decides to look through a gap in the seal, we're done."
"They won't," I said, trying to sound more
confident than I felt. "This plane has the right clearances. As long as we
don't give them a reason to board, we're just another transit stop on a busy
morning."
"Unless the manifest gets checked against the
headcount," Boris countered, his voice low. He was staring at his hands,
his knuckles still scarred from his time in the cell. "If they count six
heads and see zero names, we aren't just in trouble. We're an international
incident."
The hunger hit me before the fear did. It had been hours
since Moscow, and the adrenaline was finally wearing off, leaving a hollow ache
in its place. I stood up and navigated the darkened aisle toward the galley.
The flight crew was nowhere to be seen, likely in the cockpit or tucked away in
their own quarters. I began to raid the galley, pulling open drawers and
sliding back metal shutters.
"Find anything?" Polina asked from the cabin, her
voice cutting through the hum of the power unit.
"Not much," I called back as my hands shifting
through plastic trays. "Just the extras of whatever the last passengers
didn't want like snacks."
There wasn't much left after the long trek from Russia. I
found a few stray packets of pretzels, some crackers, and several cans of soda.
I gathered what I could find and brought it back to the others.
"Pretzels and warm cola," I said, handing a packet
to Santiago. "It's the feast of the anonymous."
"I'll take the crackers," Boris muttered, reaching
out. "Better than the gruel they served in Lefortovo years ago."
We ate in a somber silence, the sound of crinkling plastic
and popping tabs amplified by the quiet cabin. It wasn't a meal, but it was
enough to stop the lightheadedness.
Shortly after we finished the last of the snacks, the main
cabin door hissed open. The crew disembarked, leaving us alone in the
pressurized silence for twenty-five minutes. Through the thin gap in the
shades, I could see them standing on the tarmac, talking to ground handlers in
the blistering heat before they reboarded.
"They're coming back," Santiago noted, leaning
toward the window gap. "And they've got carts."
When they returned, they weren't empty-handed. They brought
with them the scent of fresh catering and the metallic rattle of restocked
carts. They were prepping for the next leg of the trip, and this time, the haul
was significant. They loaded in fresh snacks, tons of beverages, and actual
meals packaged in heat-sealed trays.
"Are those real coffee beans?" Bob asked, sitting
up straighter as a familiar aroma filled the cabin.
The flight attendant began to move through the cabin again,
her expression still neutral as she began distributing the new supplies.
"Meals will be served once we are at cruise altitude," she said,
setting a tray of cold bottled water down near us. "Help yourselves to the
beverages for now. Hopefully the snacks will hold you over until then."
"Actual food," Santiago whispered, looking at a
sealed tray. "I think I’m starting to believe we might actually make
it."
I looked at Boris. He was still staring at his hands, but he
reached out for one of the new beverages the attendant offered. "To the
next leg," he said quietly, cracking the seal on a cold bottle.
We were still halfway across the world, and the shadow of
the Kremlin was still there, but as the engines began to whine back to life,
the hot hours were finally drawing to a close.