Not as many calls and texts

D has finally given up on calling and texting me, thankfully. Just so tired of him trying to butt into my personal business and to find out what’s going on with A. A is still calling and texting me; he wants to talk but I’m being a stubborn pain in the ass. Personally, I think it’s slightly wrong to screw someone on the anniversary of a spouse’s death. It doesn’t seem right to me.

Anyways, I don’t really feel used by A but he should’ve used a little bit more discretion when we had sex. Plus there have been many opportunities for A and I to have sex before this past Thursday. If I had known that his wife had passed away a few years ago to the day, I would’ve said for us to have sex another time.

I just wish both D and A could make up their minds and decide what they want. I’m tired of the bi polar moods, flirtiness, the anger and the hatred that D shows me. I’m not really tired of A always coming around, being super friendly, having a big ass smile around when I’m nearby, always waving at me. * Le sigh*.

Kinda hoping that A and I can maybe work out after I return his calls and texts. I really do enjoy working with him (when he’s working day shifts, that is). Plus he’s super sweet. I just hope that he understands where I’m coming from when I call him back. Should he have told me that he’s a widower? Yes. Was the timing right? No. He’s human just like the rest of us…..a damn good looking guy.