No longer engaged

Working some place different as A has been great for me. I've no longer had to rely on him and it's given us some space. I took my dad's truck over to A's while he was working, grabbed my stuff, left my key, my ring and a note explaining that I needed to end the engagement; thankfully after a few calls I was able to get ourselves a refund on what we put a deposit down on.

Don't get me wrong, I still love A very much and still kept my promise of setting M and B up but I can't be engaged to OR married to a man who tries to control me.

Once I got back home and unloaded my stuff from my dad's truck, my parents asked what happened. I told them that I had to end the engagement due to the fact that A was very controlling, he hated the fact that I was working someplace else, hated the fact that most of my friends are men, I had to tell him where I was going and who I was going out with (even had to give him their numbers). They were saddened a bit because they knew that A genuinely loves me but obviously had some issues showing me that he does. I say good riddance.

I ended up calling one of my new co workers to see if he were interested in going out for drinks. He didn't even hesitate; he said yes. We met up after we both got out of work. It was a great relief to chill and relax. We were there so long that we were told "Last call" about a hundred times. We stumbled outside and walked a block to his brother’s apartment.

As soon as we got in, we collapsed on the couch and continued to talk. Not long after, as I curled up against him, he started to kiss me. I had to pull back.....I'd just ended my engagement to a man I loved and now I'm kissing another man? I decided that I won’t let it bother me since I was no longer engaged and that I was a free woman.

I decided to kiss my coworker right back. In a matter of moments, we stripped off our clothes as we headed to the bedroom and started having sex. The way he touched and caressed my body was explosive. I couldn’t stop climaxing and screaming in pleasure.

After we both climaxed, we cuddled for a bit until his phone rang. He sighed and looked at who was calling.

“Hey, baby. How ya’ doing tonight? Oh. Me? I’m at my brother’s apartment watching ESPN2. Yeah. I’ll be leaving soon. Please kiss the baby good morning for me. Ok. See you soon. Love you, too” he said.

I got up and went to grab my clothes and glasses. Once I was dressed and wearing my glasses, I left the bed room to grab my phone from my purse to call a taxi.

“Hey. I need a taxi to come pick me up. Last taxi left at 2:45 am? Oh. I didn’t realize that you guys don’t come out this way. No. It’s fine. I’ll walk there from here. I know its 4 am in New York City and it’s not safe. I still need to get a taxi to get me the rest of the way home; there’s no way in hell that I’m walking over 100 city blocks to get home at this time of the morning. I’ll be there within an hour; yeah I know that I’m only a few blocks away but I’m wearing 6 inch heels. I’ll be there soon” I said then I hung up.

I grab the rest of my stuff and snag a water bottle out of the fridge. As I’m almost out the door, my coworker grabs me by the arm to stop me.

“Where are you going? I thought you’d be spending the night here with me” he said.

“You’re married. You couldn’t even tell me when I came in. If you did, I wouldn’t have had sex with you; I would’ve slept on the couch or something until I was ok enough to leave! Oh my God….I can’t believe I had sex with you. You used me to cheat on your wife. You have a baby for God’s sake! Thankfully we’re not working on the same field team. Do me a favor, delete my number, forget this ever happened and forget me” I said as I stormed out.

As soon as I got in the elevator, I took off my Jimmy Choo’s and grabbed them. Once off the elevator, I booked it to the closest train station to get back to my apartment. All I wanted was to get back home and all I needed was good hot shower and a quick nap before heading into work. I just hoped it worked!