A little update

I had minor surgery on my left middle finger 3 weeks ago to remove a benign growth. The Sunday before the surgery, C had texted me. I was a little wary of him texting me after us not having contact for about 10 days. Since then, we've been texting on and off kind of reconciling.
He wanted an update everyday about how I was healing and the pain level I was dealing with. I told him whenever he asked. That helped me open back up to him. He genuinely cared about how the pain was and the ability of using my finger.
We've pretty much reconciled 100% but it's a work in progress

C is an amazing person

I’ve been pretty sick for the past three weeks. Been feeling bad for C. Just too tired to meet with him and too afraid to get him sick. We miss seeing each other and enjoying each other but he understands that I don’t want to get him sick. As much as he appreciates it, he misses me and I miss him. It’s hard because we’re used to seeing each other 2 to 5 days a week. Once I started feeling better, I was, of course, welcomed back with open arms to his apartment. It felt like I was home again.

We enjoyed each other again but I kind of feel bad for his roommate. C has me screaming his name when we have sex and we do have sex several times a night; the poor guy barely gets any sleep when I’m at the apartment so he ends up getting a hotel room for the night. Honestly? It’s hard for me to be quiet when C and I have sex. He knows how to pleasure me; get my body going. Sometimes it can just be a look or a smile and I’m wet; my nipples get hard. One of the many great things to be with C sexually is that his member fits me perfectly; like his member was made just for me…..but I remember – with a chuckle - that he and I are just FWB. He’s a super awesome man and would make an amazing husband. Whomever he marries is one hell of a lucky woman. As long as she treats him like a king that he is, he will treat her like a queen.  Sorry readers; I’m not the marrying type….or the mom type.

Yesterday at work, he and I were texting a little bit. He could just tell that I wasn’t having the greatest day. He knows of my depression and I was vague in the past about the ghosts of my past. He offered to listen and I know him well enough by now that he sincerely meant it. I told him another time I’ll share with him. When I got home last night, I told him that I arrived safely. We chatted a bit before I fell asleep.

As soon as I woke up this morning, I started texting him again. He called me with FaceTime. He called me a cute raccoon. C, as always, was very caring and asked how I was doing. Told him I was the same as last night before going to bed. After chatting for a few minutes, he had to go run a few errands and I wanted to get chores down around the house and sleep. I decided to shower first since my errands were simple (vacuuming, dusting, etc). As I was showering, I was contemplating whether or not I should tell him the ghosts of my past. If I didn’t, how would I explain why I woke up from night terrors or whatever else wakes me in the middle of a dead cold sleep? I thought it would be best that I tell him.

After getting dressed, I shared with him the past – going over what was needed to be said, skipping what wasn’t needed – and C being C, he was incredibly caring and sensitive. He reminded me who I am and who I am not; he knows me so well that he told me that knows what I really want – a family.

I’m very lucky to have C in my life. As he reminds me: “No matter what happens between us, we’ll always have a friendship.” As I said earlier, whomever he marries is one hell of a lucky lady. Awesome person, awesome lover, awesome friend.

An adventure part 3

I met with C last night and it was gloriously wonderful as always. I was looking forward all day to spend time with him as was he looking forward to spending time with me.

The address he gave me was for a strip club instead of the hotel. I called the hotel asking for an address that I can put into my GPS and they gave it to me. My GPS took me all over but to the hotel. There was a back entrance to it but I was taken to the front entrance. I had to cross over 4 lanes of traffic to pull into a car dealership. I threw my 4 ways on and illegally backed up until I was able to pull into the entrance of the hotel that way. I couldn’t check in with out C there since he booked the hotel with his name and paid for it. So after talking to the woman at check in, I went to the bar that’s attached to the hotel.

“Hey. Can I get whatever on tap, please?” I ask as I sit down on one of the bar stools. “It’s been a long day!”

The bar tender grabs me whatever beer that he pours. He told me what it was but can’t remember what it is now. It was decent but not great. As I was drinking it, C and I were texting back and forth about he can get to the hotel with the address I was given over the phone. He ran into the same issue I did and he did what I did to get into the parking lot. He texts me to ask me to go meet him outside. I pay my tab and go. When I go outside, I notice he parked near me. It seems like he always purposely parks near me.

“Hey, babe,” he says as he leans down to kiss me, slipping me some tongue. “How are you? Thanks for giving me the correct address.”

“Hey, baby,” I said leaning into his kiss, moaning. “I’m good; glad to see you. No problem.”

We walk into the lobby to check in.

“Good evening,” said the woman at check in. “C? Ready to check in?”

“Yes,” he said, looking at me.

After a few minutes, we’re ready to go to our room. Once we get in, I drop my bag of things and he follows suit. He closes the blinds since we’re on the first floor. As soon as I start taking off my clothes, he interrupts me.

“What are you doing,” he asks me, kissing me and squeezing my tits. “I’ll be in charge of stripping the both of us!”

“Yes, Daddy!” I moan as he kisses me and squeezes my tits. “You’re always in control, Daddy!”

He lays me on the bed, lies on top of me and my spread legs. He takes my arms and pulls them over my head, kissing me and dry humping me. His one hand is holding my hands over my head as he’s kissing me, stroking my tits and cunt through my clothes.

“Yes, Daddy,” I moan. “Fuck me hard and punish me, Daddy!”

“Why should I punish you, my deviant?” C asked me

“Because I played with my wet cunt a few hours ago,” I said. “I came hard and screamed your name.”

He rips my clothes off as I rip his off. We stare at each other for a second than he devours my mouth with his, ramming his hard cock into my cunt.

“Deviant. You’re getting punished tonight,” he said as he’s thrusting his cock in my cunt as hard as he can. “You knew you were going to see me tonight and yet you still played with yourself. You know better. You know that Daddy takes care of all your needs!”

“Yes, Daddy. I know. I’m sorry,” I said, panting. “It won’t happen again!”

“Damn. Straight. It. Won’t. Deviant,” he growled.

“YES, DADDY!” I scream as I orgasmed, covering his beautiful cock with my juices. “Yes, Daddy. It won’t happen again!”

He flips me over so he can take me from behind. In no time, I’m orgasming and screaming his name again. He’s still pounding into my cunt from behind for a long time then I feel him shooting a massive load deep into me, screaming my name. C has some kind of power over me to make me orgasm so fast and hard for him.  Whatever the power he has, I like it.

I roll out of bed and hop into the shower. When I get out, he has food that he brought for us ready. He spoils me.

After we eat, we hop into bed and watch TV. I curl up in his arms and start feeling sleepy. He tells me to get comfortable so I get into the little spoon position. He starts stroking my hair and after what seemed like a few minutes’ rest, he pushed me gently away from him and then “mounts” me from behind to wake me up.

“Yes, Daddy,” I moan. “Ride my pussy. I’m Daddy’s little slut. Fuck yes, Daddy. You feel SO good in me. Fuck me like a whore that I am!”

C switches me in gawd knows how many different positions. After a bit, his hand is on my throat. I had a crazy idea. I asked him to fuck me until I passed out. He loved the idea and reached around me to grab my vibrator. He thrusts his hard cock in my cunt and then puts my vibrator in my cunt as well.

He starts thrusting hard and harder as the vibrator gets him closer to cumming. He reaches his hand out to place a gentle hold on my neck to keep my head in place for when I pass out.

“Daddy,” I begin. “I’m ready…….”

“Let go, baby,” C whispered. “Let go.”

I let go and pass out.
“Baby, come back,” C begs, stroking my cheek. “Baby. Please come back. Baby….?”

“Daddy?” I ask. “Why do you look so worried? Mmmmm. Baby, you feel so good!”

“My little deviant,” C said. “You worried me, babe. It took you long to come back to me. Don’t do that again!”

“Ok, baby,” I said. “Didn’t mean to scare you.”

As C is still gently fucking me, he starts kissing me gently. I start moaning in pleasure. I know C was worried about me and didn’t want to hurt me.

“Baby? I’m ok,” I said. “You don’t need to be careful when you fuck me. I’m not going to break.”

“I know you’re ok. Just don’t want to give you too much right now. I know you’re not fragile,” he said. “Deviant, I want you to enjoy this right now, ok?”

“Yes, Daddy,” I moan.

He picks up speed and force as he fucks me, finally feeling comfortable enough after I came to. A few minutes later, we orgasm together.  We catch our breath, take a breather.

“Babe,” I said. “I’m hopping into the shower, ok?”

“Ok, doll,” he said. “I’ll join you in a second.”

Not long after I hop into the shower, C joins me. He grabs the shampoo and washes my hair and follows suit with the conditioner. I try to stop him but he tells me it’s his pleasure to. After he rinses my hair, he grabs the soap and takes care of my body.  I step in the hot water to rinse off, grabbing the soap from him. I take my time lathering his glorious body. By the time I get to his waist, I can tell that he’s as hard as a rock. I tease his cock with my hand a little bit.

As he rinses off, I drop to my knees and begin sucking his cock. I suck him for a solid 10 to 15 minutes before he cums. He takes a long time shooting out his massive load down my throat.

“Damn, my little deviant,” C said. “You know how to make a man feel special, taking that load down your throat.”

“It’s my pleasure, Daddy,” I say as I get out of the shower and dry off.

He follows suit and we go to bed for a little bit. I’m the little spoon and he’s the big spoon. I know that he and I are just friends with benefits, I think it’s really sweet that not only does he take care of my needs, makes sure I’m ALWAYS the little spoon but he is always a gentleman; opening my car door and other doors for me, making sure I get home ok, etc.

“Mmm, babe,” I say as he wakes me up as he enters my wet cunt from behind. “Fuck, you feel so good. Your cock is amazing!”

“Your cunt is perfect,” he pants as he thrusts deep inside me. “I enjoy fucking you to wake you up, my deviant. Even when you’re asleep, you’re ready for me.”

“Yes, Daddy,” I say. “I’m always ready for you!”

An adventure; part 2

I couldn’t keep you guys holding with suspense from my adventure with C. I had two fantasies that I’ve shared with him over the past week or so. One, being picked up from a bar. Two, being fucked until I pass out.
We successfully fulfilled the first fantasy Saturday night. I dressed up in a casual black dress and heels. I went to the bar, ordered a drink or two, ordered some food and then this older guy started hitting on me. I used the boyfriend stood me up line, yada yada yada. C came to save the day. He looked so damn fine, cologne on point. He sat two seats to the left of me, trying to get my attention. He knew I’d be an easy pick up for him. I could tell that this older guy was getting a little upset that I was giving more attention to C than I was to him.

After having a few drinks, two for him and four for me, he asked if I wanted to get out of there. I said yes. We paid our checks and he helped me off my chair and out the door. He asked if I could drive and I said if I changed my shoes, I could. He said that there’s no way that he’s going to let me drive even if I change my shoes.

He takes my hand and helps me to his car. He opens the passenger door and I cum immediately. He gets in and starts driving. I’m more buzzed than I realize and I’m not paying attention to where he’s going. After a brief amount of time, he stops the car, tells me to wait for a minute. I close my eyes and doze off. He comes back a few minutes later, turning off the car and helps me out of the car. I realized he got us a room. It turned me on so much.

We walk in, hand in hand. The receptionists looked at me with jealousy in their eyes. We get into the elevatator and we couldn’t keep our hands off of each other. By the time we got to our floor, he gorgeous cock was out of pants and my dress was hiked up past my hips. The bell rang for our floor and as the door opened, a 6’3 massively muscular guy saw how we were. I told him that we were at a wedding, got a little trashed and were very horny. He looked very appreciatively at me and looked at C with jealousy.

As we got into the room, we were ripping each other’s clothes off. We couldn’t even make it to the bed. He leans me over the desk, spreads my legs and thrusts his perfect penis deep in my wet pussy. He pounds into me relentlessly. I feel his heavy balls slapping me as he fucks me. He feels like he’s pounding at my pussy like a jack hammer at work. He feels so good inside my wet and tight pussy.

“Oh god yes, Daddy!” I scream. “Fuck me good like a whore that I am!”

“Yes, my deviant kitten,” he moans. “You’re my whore. Nobody touches you but me. Right, kitten?”

“Yes, Daddy,” I scream. “I’m yours! No one can fuck me but you, Daddy. I belong to you!”

He continues to fuck me from behind me some more. He cums in me and takes several long moments to dump his cum in my wet pussy. He shoots such a large load of cum in my pussy, I feel it hit my cervix. When he finishes cumming in me, he carries me to the bed; knowing I can’t walk due to us fucking, especially with the heels I was still wearing.

“Oh, kitten,” he said as he kisses my body. “You feel so good to me. Your body is perfect and responds to me. I could spend forever fucking you!”

“Daddy,” I whisper as I start stroking his cock. “Follow me to the shower. I want to show you something I want to try.”

“In a moment, baby, in a moment,” C said as he flipped me over onto my stomach, face down, ass up. “There’s something else we need to try tonight.”

He slides his perfect cock into my ass and I let out a scream of pleasure. He knows he hit my ass at the right angle to get me screaming only he knows how to. I love when he fucks my ass hard and deep. In no time, he had me cumming. I know he wasn’t done; he still needed to come.

I lift my ass a little higher. He knew that I wanted him to fuck my pussy. He slides easily into my wet pussy. I feel like he’s going to stretch me with his cock. As he fucks me, he switches me into all different sexual positions. It felt amazing. The last position he had me was in missionary…..

“Fuck yes, my little deviant kitten,” he moans as he rides me, grabbing onto my tits. “Yes, my kitten. You belong to me. Only I fuck you, baby!”

“Yes, Daddy!” I scream. “I’m your kitten. I’ll always be yours. No one else can touch me!”

“Kitten!” he screams has his massive load hits my cervix again. He’s still pounding me as he came. I’m close to passing out. He knew……he just knew.

He pulled out and gave me some time to gather my bearings. Once I’m ready, he helps me up and leads me to the shower. He gets the water to the right temperature and helps me in. I drop to my knees and put his entire cock into my mouth. I suck him for a solid 30 minutes and then he shoots another massive load but this time down my throat. It was such a big load, I felt like I might drown but he tasted so good.

We turned off the water, toweled off and got dressed. I was a little wobbly but he helped me down to his car. As we drove to drop me off to his car, I slid my panties off and put them in his cup holder. He was a little distracted but was focused again.

Once we arrived back at the bar, he turned off his car, opened my car door for me and led me to car. He took my car keys, unlocked my car, opened the door and handed me my car keys. As I was getting in, he stopped me….

“Deppgrl?” he asks.

“Yes, babe?” I reply.

“Please let me know when you get home ok. I worry about you as you have a long distance to go,” he said.

“No problem,” I reply.

We lean in for a quick peck and he helps me get in. I drive off as does he in an opposite direction. When I get home, I let him know. He was appreciative. I then did something that I normally don’t do; I texted my best friend telling her that I have a little crush on C.

An adventure; pt 1

A few months ago, I met someone at a friend’s apartment. He's of Hispanic and Asian heritage, about 6 feet tall, 160 to 180 pounds and absolutely NO ass. Thought he was absolutely gorgeous but didn’t think of much of it at the time. I had just ended a relationship with someone a few weeks prior. Until he texted me recently

We were texting one Sunday night a few weeks ago and we were trying to figure out when to meet to hook up. That night we decided that the following night, we'd get a hotel and spend the night. I told him that he didn't have to spend the night if he didn't want to. He said that he'd like to since he was paying for the room. I chuckled and had to agree with him on that.

That Monday, I was full of anticipation of leaving work so I could meet up with him with the time I told him I'd be getting out. We were texting furiously back and forth all day. My brother knew that I was pretty antsy all day and wanting to get out; he knew something was going on with me and I'm sure he knew what it was but didn't say anything until I left. As I was running out the door, he shouted: "Have fun, be safe! Don't forget to use the Mace if you need to!" I laughed and replied with: "Yeah, yeah, yeah. Love you too, bro!!" He loves me and I know he does but sometimes it's hard for him to say it to me sometimes because as my boss, he doesn't like to show much emotion.

I drive the 8 to 10 minutes to the hotel, park in the back and text C that I'm there and just getting my stuff out of the car. He comes out seconds later to help me with my stuff. We got into the room and I kicked off my shoes with an "Omph!" and collapsed on the couch with a thud. 

"Deppgrl, you ok, babe?" he asks.

"Just tired, C. Hope I satisfy you," I said.

"You will," he said as his hands slide up my shirt and starts kissing me down my neck. I can’t help but moan in pleasure. He pulls my shirt and bra off and starts sucking my tits.

“Si, Papi,” I moan as I slide off my shorts and panties. “Just like that!”

I work on taking his shorts and boxers as well. It was a little bit of a struggle because he was more dominant than I realized but I liked it and he knew it.

“Easy, kitten,” he said. “You’ll get my cock soon enough. I’ll have you cumming down my cock that it’ll be dripping off my balls!”

In between him sucking my aching tits and eating out my pussy, I was able to slide his shorts and boxers off of him. I get a great look at his amazing penis. I push him off of me and flip him onto his back. I start sucking his gloriously perfect cock.

“My deviant kitten…..don’t ever stop sucking my cock,” he said. “Gawd, yes, baby! Fuck!”

He flips me onto my back, places himself between my legs, puts my ankles on his shoulders and thrust his cock deep inside my wet pussy.

“Fuck yes, Daddy! Fuck my pussy!,” I beg C, screaming. “Fuck me like your whore, Daddy. Ride your whore!”

“My deviant kitten is such a filthy whore! Your pussy is mine! Tell me!” he demands as he gives my pussy a pounding. “Your pussy, mouth and ass are mine, Kitten. You. Are. Mine!”

“Yes, Daddy,” I scream. “My body is yours. Only you fuck me!”

“Fuck, yes. You belong to me. No one else lays a finger on you!” he says, pounding into my pussy even harder. “Kitten. I’m going to cum in your cunt and you’re going to take my load; you’ll love it as your cunt overflows with my cum!”

“OH MY GOD, YES, DADDY!” I scream as I cum.

“Take. My. Entire. Load.” he said. “You’ll love it, too!”

He twisted me into a shit load amount of positions as he kept fucking me into oblivion. I knew he was cumming.

“Oh, Kitten. Take my load. I’m going to fill you so much,” he said. “Fuck. Your wet pussy feels so good; so wet and tight around my cock!”

He blows a load deep in my cunt that I feel it hitting my cervix. It takes him several minutes to unload his cum in me.
We fell asleep and when I woke up, I knew I wouldn't be able to walk due to the hours of sex we had

To be continued…….

New but old beau

I finally saw my FWB the other night. It’d been 343 days since the last time we saw each other. Between my work schedule, him going to Europe for the fall semester, being home for a week for Christmas, going back to school, and just missing each other for Easter Break/spring break.

The second we saw each other, we were kissing and ripping each other’s clothes off as fast as possible. As soon as I could, I wrapped my mouth around his cock and started sucking him like I was hungry just for him. Seconds later, he was moaning and screaming my name as he shot a large load down my throat. He was still very hard for me after he came.

“Oh my god, Deppgrl. I love how your small mouth feels wrapped around my cock. All I want is unload loads in you all day,” he said.

“Oh, baby,” I said. “You could fill me as often as you’d like!”

“Spread your legs for me,” he demanded. “You’ve been naughty and need to have your cunt rammed into! Your cunt belongs to me!”

“Fuck me!,” I beg. “Oh god, baby! Just like that!”

He flips me over and I land on my hands and knees. He entered my pussy from behind. As he was thrusting hard into me he chants my name “Deppgrl. Deppgrl. Deppgrl. Deppgrl,” I know he’s close.

“I’m close,” I say.

“Deppgrl!” he screams my name as he shoots another large load and nips my shoulder with his teeth.

He’s still shaking a quite a bit and I can still feel him shooting his load in my pussy. I collapse on the grass and catch my breath. He’s still in me and is still on top of me. Once he catches his breath, he starts gently thrusting in and out of my sore pussy.

“Babe?” he asks.

“Yeah?” I reply.

“I want your ass now. That ok?” he asks.

“It’s always fine,” I say. I reach to my purse to get lube. “Here, boo. Here’s some lube.”
“My cock is dripping wet from your gloriously wonderful pussy. I don’t need it,” he said as he helps me to get back to my hands and knees. “You ready, baby?

Before I could tell E that I was ready, he slams his cock into my ass.

“Hell, yes, baby!” I scream.

He knows not to tease me when he fucks my ass so he gets down to fucking my ass. Between the two of us, I’m not sure who loves it more. It doesn’t matter.

“Oh, god, babe!” he moans. “I’m about to cum!”

“I’m cumming again,” I said. “Fill me!”

As he’s shooting his biggest load, he kisses my back several times. He’s NEVER done that before!!

I collapse and he cums with me since he’s still inside me. After catching my breath, I disengage and start getting dressed. As we’re ready to go our separate ways, he shocks me.

“Babe. I don’t mean to be booty calling you but I need to get going,” he said. “I’m sorry.”

“It’s fine. Trust me. I totally get it. We’re fuck buddies. We fuck and walk away,” I said.

“It isn’t that. I actually like you,” he said as I gave him a quizzical look. “I like you as a person.”

“Oh,” I said as I kissed him good night. He slipped me some tongue. “Good night, boo.”

“Lemme know when you get home ok,” he said.

“I will,” I replied.

By the time I got home and got ready for bed, I was too exhausted and worn out to remember. Three hours later my phone chirps with a text asking if I got home ok. It woke me up enough to see who it was but too tired to respond. Moments later my phone was ringing.

“’Lo?” I said mostly asleep.

“Did you get home ok?” E asked me. “You were supposed to let me know that you got home ok, babe.”

“Sorry. Home now. Was sleeping. Night, babe,” I replied.

“But you were supposed to let me know,” he said.

“I know. Very tired then, super tired now. ‘Night, babe,” I said

“Night, babe,” he said. “Love you.”

“K,” I said. “Night!”

I hung up and fell back asleep.

I'm an idiot. Again. Part 3

I had to tell him that I was done but I had to find the right words. I sighed.
"Look. I need to end this immediately with you," I said. "This - us - is over."
"Why?" he asked.
"I need someone to call my own. I no longer want to share a man; especially one who is married and has children. You need to let me go, mi amore," I say.
"I'll let you go even though I don't want to. You are my life, my love, my everything. I love you enough to let you go so you can be happy with someone worthy of your love," he said.


Finally, I was free.

I'm an idiot. Again. Part 2

“Care to explain this?,” he asked me.

“Babe. I love you with everything I’ve got but I can’t have your kids,” I said. “I know you love me too but you have a wife and kids. I don’t want to mess that up anymore than I already have!”

“Mami, I won’t leave my wife and you know that. I want us to be connected forever; I want you to have my kids” he said.

“Amore, please…..I’d give anything to be with you forever but that’s not the way I want to do,” I explain. “If you weren’t married already, I’d marry you in a heartbeat and have your kids. But you’re married and have kids already. I can’t do that to your wife and kids.”

“Mama, please……..” he begs.

“Papa, please. You’re making this harder for me,” I say

“What’s going on, Mama? What’s gonna be harder for you?” he asked.

“Mi amore…….I can no longer do this with you. I love you….in love with you. I know that you love me too but Papa, you have a wife and two beautiful kids. I know that you won’t ever leave them and I wouldn’t dare ask you to leave them to be with me. Papa, it’s time for us to say good bye,” I said.

“But, Mama…….my wife knows. She isn’t happy with it and wants to leave me,” he said. “She knows that I’m in love with the both of you.”

“She had you first. I had you last. I’m sure there were plenty of women before me and I’m sure there’ll be plenty of women after me. Good bye, mi amor. Siempre tendras mi corazon ,” I said as I walked out of the door and out of his life.

When I got to my car, I broke down crying. It was the hardest decision I had to make. Please don’t get me wrong, I’ll always be in love with my married lover; he’ll always have a piece of my heart. At the same time, he’s married to another woman and has two kids with her. I would feel guilty if I was the one that caused a separation and divorce. I was pretty positive that there were other women besides his wife and I. He never gave me a STD but if he’s will to cheat on his wife with me, there’s a chance that he’d cheat on me with other women IF we were together. Besides, I know what it’s like to be cheated on and to have your heart broken; not to mention trust. Yes, I’m as guilty as my ex who cheated on me but it’s time to step up and be the bigger woman.

I know it’s going be tough for both my married lover and I. He’s got to realize that I’m NOT going to be the woman that will end their marriage. It’ll have to be someone else to do that. It’ll be tough for me because I’m in love with him and I always will.

As I’m driving to work, my phone chirps. Without checking my caller ID, I answer the phone.

“Hello, this is Deppgrl. May I help you?” I say answering my phone.

“Baby…” he begs.

I'm an idiot. Again.

So the married guy that I've screwed a few times wants to come back to work for my brother had called me late the other night. I answered. He asked me where I was staying; he’d known somehow that I wasn’t staying with my brother so I told him where I was staying. He came over and came to the room 10 minutes later. I asked him why he showed up and he said that he wanted to spend the night with me.

"Papí, you know that your wife will find out," I said.

"I don't care," he said. "I want to be with you. I want to be in you!"

"Tonight?" I ask my married lover.

"Mamí, I can’t stop desiring you and pleasing you. No one can satisfy me like you can!” He said. I doubted it but it was worth a try. He ripped my pjs off then ripped his clothes off. He sat down on the bed and asked me to go to my knees. He cock was already hard for me. I sucked & licked his cock, gently using my teeth. In no time, I had him shooting cum down my throat.

Seconds afterwards, he leaned me over the desk and spread my legs. He entered my aching pussy with his still hard cock. As he was fucking me from behind, he was slapping my ass with one hand and playing with my tits with the other hand. Seconds later, he flipped me onto my back, grabbed onto both of my sensitive tits & fucked me. As he fucked my pussy into an oblivion, he kept squeezing my tits harder making me moan in pleasure. It turned him on. He shot jets of cum inside me.

"You're mine tonight, amore," he said as he was filling my womb.

"Yes, baby. I'm only yours," I screamed.

He shoots the last of his cum in my womb as he begins to choke me lightly. I know what's coming next. We've done this before.

"On your knees, mi amor!" He demands. "Suck me like you do!"

I start sucking his glorious cock again. In no time, he's as hard as a rock again.

"Get on all fours," he begged. "Get your ass in the air!"

I do as he commands. Seconds later, he jams his hard cock up my ass.

"Mí amore," he says. "I'm going to ride your ass until you scream my name. Let everyone know who your body belongs to!”

"Yes, Papí!" I scream. "Fill me with cum!"

He continually rams his big, thick cock into my tight ass. With one hand, he's spanking me. I scream in pleasurable pain.

I know he's close to cumming. I'm begging him to ride me harder. As I pass out from pleasure and exertion, I feel him shooting baby batter deep into my ass.

I'm not sure how long I was out, but I come to with him in my pussy. He's taking his time and lovingly sucking my tits.

"Mí amore," he says. "Are you ok, my love?"

"Yes, Papí," I reply. "With you, I'm always okay!"

"I hope I didn't hurt you," he said. "I want you to have my kids, mi amore."

"I'm fine, Papí. If I wanted to stop, I'd say so but you know how much I love when you shoot your hot cum deep inside me!"

“Ugh!” he moans as he thrusts faster and harder into my pussy. “Oh Dios mio, amore. You’re so wet for me. I love you, amore!”

He shudders and spasms for a few more seconds before he shoots cum deep into my womb for the last time that night. We lay like that, his cock still inside me and our bodies still intertwined. As soon as he falls asleep, I slowly get up so I don’t disturb him. I reach into my purse and take out the emergency contraceptive to take it. Once I took it, I grabbed a robe, took the packaging and went to a garbage can in the hallway to discard of evidence. I didn’t want him knowing that I don’t plan on having his children. As I make my way back to the room, I call my doctor to ask him if he could renew my prescription for an IUD birth control.

“What’s this?” he asks me holding a piece of paper from the packaging I forgot to discard.

“About that, amore….” I begin

Screw my life

You know that guy that I had sex with not too long ago just behind where he works??? Well, he's reached out to my brother to see if he could come back to work for him. My brother said that he wasn't sure but I'm hearing from the guys that this guy is DEFINITELY coming back. I can't go to my brother and say: "Hey! So what's going on with this guy?" because then my brother would be putting 2 and 2 together. I'll just wait to hear from this guy if he's definitely coming back or wait to see.

What on earth do I get myself into??

I swear I’m in need of a brain transplant or something. Just before Christmas, I bought a bottle of Hornitos for the married man that I’ve written about several times. Well, a few weeks ago I texted him saying that I have a bottle of Hornitos that I wanted to give him for Christmas. It took a few texts over the past few weeks to arrange it. We finally agreed for last night at 9. I’d meet him outside towards the back entrance; thought it would be best because nobody needed to know why I was bringing just him a bottle of alcohol.

I ended up having to work for a little bit. As I was on my way over, I realized that I would be cutting it close in the time that I was supposed to meet him due to the fact that I had just left work. I didn’t get a response so I booked it there and parked. Once I got there, I parked and texted him to let him know where my car was. He said ok.

He came out about 10 minutes later, gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. The kiss on the cheek was a little bit of a surprise because the last time we saw each other, he didn’t do it. We were talking a little bit but I just couldn’t say things that made sense.

“I’m sorry. I just can’t speak when you’re around” I said.

“Why? I’m like everyone else” he said.

“You have no idea the power you hold over from me,” I reply.

He gets in my car and pulls out his dick. I get in and start sucking him. He gets so hard so fast for me. Not too long after I start sucking him, he started pushing his hips up and held my head where it was. I had to stop a few times because I have bad gag reflexes. At one point I stopped for almost a second, apologized and apologized, explaining that it was me and not him; he’s perfect and that I suck at sucking. He asked if I had condoms with me and I said yes. He grabbed one out of my purse and walked as I followed with my car.

Once I parked I followed him to the dumpsters. Once I found him, he pushed me up against a fence and stripped his pants off and I followed suit. He saw the tat on my pussy and muttered “Fuck!” as he rammed his hard cock into my dripping wet pussy. I did my best to NOT scream; didn’t want to bring attention to us. He pounded into my pussy until I came three times.

“God, baby, I love how responsive you are. I can’t get enough of you,” he said as I came for the third time. “Lean over that rock”

“You have some kinda power over me, babe. No one can make me cum like you can,” I say as I lean over the rock.

Seconds later, I feel his cock enter my tight ass. I nearly scream in pleasure and he groans. I can tell that he’s close to his climax.

“Good God, baby,” he moans. “Your pussy is always dripping for me and I love it but I love how your tight ass clenches around my cock. Yeah, baby. Just like that!”

I couldn’t form any words because seconds later we came together. He stayed hard inside me as we were catching our breath. He slowly eases out of my ass, puts his pants back on and hands me mine. He keeps an eye on me as I put my pants back on – he knows I’m a little unsteady on my feet after we have sex.

“Hey, babe. Gotta get back to work,” he said as he kisses me. “Give me a minute than head on out.”

“Ok, mi amor,” I said as I kissed him back. “Buenos noches.”

I gave him close to 5 minutes before I left the dumpsters. As I got to my car, I saw him with the bottle of Hornitos talking with his brother. When I drove past, the brother recognized me and gave me a wink. My married man saw it and punched his brother.

After I got home, I was thinking about how I get myself into situations like that. The problem is that when I’m near him, my heart stops beating, I can’t breathe and I can’t think……it’s like my body shorts a fuse or something. I called one of my best friends and she listened to what happened. She wishes I stay away from him but she knows that there’s something between us. I didn’t tell her that I texted him stating how I felt a few weeks ago.

Even now, two days after the fact, I still can’t believe I fucked him near where he works.