Friday, March 29, 2024

Overheard stuff that I wasn’t supposed to hear

The other night after dinner, Vince’s sister and brother in law came over and brought dessert with them. During the process of me cleaning up dinner (I was in the kitchen), I heard his sister say that I’m way too young for him and that I’m a gold digger. I grabbed my basic stuff (phone, wallet, etc.) and left. When I got home, I texted him to let him know that I heard what his sister had said. 

Since then, I told him that he’s almost had a child with me so he ought to stand up for me. We’ve been back and forth so I straight up told him that he can still love his sister and stand up for me (that I don’t want his money and that I’m a legal & consenting adult) or he can side with his sister. I explained that if he chose to side with his sister, I’d be done with him. He was rather confused and I said that an 18 year age difference between two consenting adults is normal and he ought to know by now that I’m NOT a gold digger.

Apparently, he’s still “fighting” with his sister about me. I get that she’s his sister and I almost had a baby with him 

Monday, March 25, 2024

Didn’t do too much today so far

We’re both craving “traditional” sex but due to the possibility of getting an infection in my apex, we’re waiting about a week. There’s only so much me sucking his penis that can get him off and there’s only so much anal and him eating me that can get both of us off. We’re both loving the nipple play that he does with my sensitive breasts…when I climax from the nipple play, he uses my juices so he could slide right into my ass.

We’re both counting the days that he can mount my apex as we want to get pregnant again. It could take some time as my currency pregnancy hormones need to settle down first. 

I just want to spread my legs for him and get pregnant again so badly but for now, it’s time for him to get his needs taken care. This man loves anal and making me scream.

Sunday, March 24, 2024

Having a little fun

We returned his place yesterday. Once we showered, I had his penis down my throat for a while; several loads of his essence dripped down my throat. He rode my ass twice and climaxed both times. After our nap, he played with my still sensitive nipples…a few minutes into that, he ate, licked and sucked for my apex for a long time.

He enjoys thrusting his massive penis in and out of my throat but it won’t be enough for him for the next week. He’ll have to ride my ass too. Think that in a day or two my ass will be swollen as he enjoys the tightness - he climaxes faster and harder when he’s mounted my ass. 

Saturday, March 23, 2024

In the hospital

From what info that could be gathered at this point, George swerved to miss a deer - accidentally hit the gas instead of the brakes and hit another car head on. We were all brought to the local hospital. 

George has a broken nose and chemical burn on his face - both are from the airbag, bruised ribs and whiplash. Vince has whiplash and bruised ribs. I’ve had a miscarriage, whiplash and bruised ribs. I’m the only one who’s been admitted into the hospital overnight; I being observed due to the miscarriage. 

Vince wouldn’t leave the hospital without me, George was released once his BAC came back negative. The dashcam in the car backed up George’s statement. His husband came to pick him up hours ago but they both stayed with V and I for several hours. 

I should be leaving soon, I hope. 

To help pass the time during the night, I had Vince down my throat a few times - I can’t have him in my apex for 7 to 10 days as I need to heal. I don’t know if he can wait that long but I’ll have to let him mount my ass more often - oral sex just isn’t enough for him. 

Friday, March 22, 2024

Time for a celebration

After returning to Vince’s and having a late lunch, we took a 2 hour nap. The nap was much needed because we stay up most of the night - every night - having sex. When we woke up from the nap, we both showered together…we couldn’t keep our hands off of each other. I had his penis down my throat for a while when the water started getting cold. I swallowed several of his loads. 

I was about to grab a dress out of V’s closet when he came in from the guest room with a garment bag. He opened up the bag, showing me a beautiful garnet colored dress, black stilettos and black clutch bag. I walked over to him, kissed him and started stroking his penis.

He laid the garment bag over the top of the dresser, carried me to the bed, laid me down and slid his penis in me. I wrapped my legs around him as he was gently thrusting in and out of my apex. We climaxed together 25 minutes later. As we were catching our breath, his penis was still inside of me twitching and pulsating, releasing his essence. 

“My gods, darling,” he whispered after kissing me gently. “You’re perfect, my love. I don’t want to leave here - or your incredible body - but I promised that I’d take you out to celebrate tonight. I’d love to stay deep inside of you tonight. Fuck, do you see what you do to me?”

“You’re not bad yourself, old man!” I chuckled. “I don’t want to leave either but you took some time to consider this celebration slash dinner. Think you might have to zip me into the dress, darling. When we get back, we can have sex.”

“I’d rather rip the dress off while you’re in it, darling,” he said as he winked and squeezed my nipples. He quickly grabbed some clothing so he could get dressed in the spare room. Crap, I just wanted him to ride me all night long. 

I applied rose scented lotion, did my hair and makeup, put the stilettos on and stepped into the dress, sliding it up my bare body. Ugh. I knew the dress would be tight and the bust area even tighter.  I don’t know if V had the dress custom made or not but I know that my breasts did NOT grow significantly enough to have the bust area super tight. Before I called Vince to his room to help me with the dress, he was already walking in.

“Need help zipping up, darling?” V asked in a husky tone as he slid his hand up my spine. “The dress will be tight, my love, but you’ll be comfortable in it. There’s stretchy fabric in it.”

“Yes, baby,” I said as I sighed. “I hope it’ll be comfortable, darling. I just can’t lean forward. I just need to put some jewelry on then I’ll be ready.”

V nodded as I put on pearl earrings and a pearl necklace (he gave me both a few years ago) and I put on the engagement ring on….my left ring finger. I tossed my stuff in my clutch and walked into the living room to let him know that I was ready. 

“You’re so damn beautiful, darling,” V kissed me deeply. “I can’t believe how fortunate I am to have you in my life. We’re going straight to bed when we get back, baby. I need to be in your tight apex. I’m going tire you out, baby!”

“Thank you,” I said as I blushed. “I’m ready when you are, darling. I can’t wait for you to fill me up, baby.”

“I can’t wait to rip it off of you later tonight, my darling!” V whispered in my ear and pinched my nipples. “I can’t wait, darling. I need to be in you. I can’t get enough of you. You’re going to LOVE being stretched out, baby!”

He went to the coat closet, took out my black and white tartan wrap and his jacket. After helping me with my wrap, he put on his jacket and he led us outside, letting me know that George would be driving us tonight. We barely waited 90 seconds when George arrived. 

Vince opened the door, helped me in, closed the door and then let himself in. George congratulated us on the pregnancy and headed towards the restaurant. V slid over to “my” side of the back seat, wrapped me in his arms and kissed me on the top of my head. 

“How does it feel to be engaged?” I asked V as I rubbed my hand over his hardening penis. “Want me to take you completely down my throat, baby?”

Before I could hear his response, I heard George cursing, felt the car swerving and the front of the car crunching…I blacked out.

The news from the doctor

I went to my OB/GYN to get a sonogram to see how far along I am and if he could tell if I’m having twins or not. The answer is that I’m 6 almost 7 weeks pregnant and it appears that I’m having twins. I’ll be having another scan soon

Wednesday, March 20, 2024

Doing some math

Vince and I were doing some math. Despite me having a few partners before I got pregnant, previous pregnancy tests had came back negative. The first thing we knew was that he’s definitely the father. The second thing we believe we know is that I might be pregnant with twins. 

Here’s what we know:
1. I’m over 35; women over 35 have more of the FSH reproductive hormones

2. Women who have a BMI of 30 or more have a chance of having fraternal twins (my BMI is a little higher than 30). 

3. There’s a family history of twins for both of us 

4. I’m having worse morning sickness than I’ve had in my others 

5. Stomach/gastrointestinal issues - heartburn 

6. Intense fatigue 

7. Extreme breast tenderness; Vince loves this especially when I’m bouncing up and down his penis (he says that he’s turned on by my discomfort). 

8. Higher sex drive - something we’re both loving. 

**I have an appointment on Friday for a sonogram to see the embryo has remained intact or if it’s split

So in love with this man

Sunday was so perfect. V went above and beyond of what I could ask for. As much as I wanted him in me during the movie, I was wrapped in a million blankets and also his arms. A few times during the movie,  he slid a few fingers into my fingers to stroke my g spot as he pinched my nipples.  I climaxed on his fingers several times every time he did this. 

When the movie was over, he woke me up to bring me to bed. Instead, I straddled his hips and slid down his large penis. He grabbed my hips and he ended up helping me ride him. I took my time and we climaxed together several times. After filling me, he helped me climb off of him and he set me down on the couch. 

“You’re amazing, my love,” V said as he kissed me. “You’re pregnant and yet you rode me, love. You know how to drain me. I want you again but baby but your gorgeous little bean is swollen.”

“I’ve got needs,” I said as I began to stroke him. “Imagine my sex drive in a few more weeks. Just because I’m swollen doesn’t mean I can’t take you.”

I dropped to my knees and put his hard penis in my mouth. I gagged a little bit but I eventually got most of his penis down my throat. As I began to hum, Vince thrusted his penis further down my throat and in no time, he was moaning my name. I took several of his hot loads down my throat. He grabbed my hair and moaned my name.

V picked me up, carried me to his bed and gently laid me down. He headed to the bathroom to start running the water and then came back to get me. 

“My love,” he said as he leaned down to kiss me. “You must be so sore. I was too rough, darling. Making a bath for you right now. Fuck, my love….don’t look at me like that!”

“Like what?” I asked. “Like I want you again? Or like how much in awe of you I am? You’re a gorgeous man and I want to be under you often,”

“Oh my word, my love!” he said. “If I could, my darling. I’m so drained. I’m the one that’s in awe of you! You have put up with so much of the shit I put you through and now you’re pregnant!”

“Go check to see if the tub has over flowed,” I suggested after kissing him. “Can you put some body wash in the water? My skin is so dry.”

“As you wish, my love,” he said with a wink, quoting an epic line from a cult classic movie from when I was a child. V was gone for a few minutes. 

“Would you like me to carry you or do you prefer to walk?” he asked. 

“I prefer to walk; I’m pregnant - not fragile!” I said. When I walked into the bathroom, I saw that my favorite scented soy candles were lit, my favorite body wash was added to the hot water and an iPod with speakers was playing. “This is wonderful, Daddy! Wish you could join me.”

“It might be a tight squeeze but we can do it,” he said as he got into the tub. “Holy shit this water is hot! Will the hot water be safe for you?”

“Glad you’re joining me,” I said I as I got in, sitting on his lap. “I think we’re ok.”

V let it drop knowing that I already knew that it would be ok - the temperature of the water was turning our skin pink but wouldn’t harm the pregnancy. He grabbed a loofah, poured body wash on it and started scrubbing my back, shoulders and arms. I moaned. 

“Darling, this is amazing,” I whispered as I leaned into his chest and guided him to my chest. “I could do this with you every day, baby. Forget going out to dinner and let’s just have our own spa days. What do you think?”

“Anything you want, my love,” V whispered. “Baby, I know that you don’t want me to ask you again to marry me - just listen, please! - but would you consider wearing the engagement ring and call yourself my fiancĂ©? Whatever you decide, my darling.”

“I’ll consider it, ok?” I said as I guided one of his hands to my apex. “Am I still swollen or can you get in me? God, I want you inside of me and rearranging my guts!”

“You’re still so swollen, baby,” he said as he lifted the drain in the tub. “Let’s rinse off then dry off, my love. I need you!”

We rinsed off, barely dried off before rushing off to his bed. I laid down on my back, spread my legs and started pinching his nipples. He gently slid into me and took his time. Thirty odd minutes later, we climaxed together. After pulling out, he wrapped me up in his strong arms. Seconds later, I fell asleep. 

Monday morning, Vince woke me up by gently thrusting his penis in my apex. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist. We climaxed together several times prior to needing to get up for work. 

Sunday, March 17, 2024

Celebrated for part of the weekend

After heading back to his place after dinner, we went straight to bed for celebratory sex. As we were tired from a long few weeks trying to get pregnant, we climaxed a few times. We fell asleep wrapped in each other’s arms.

Saturday morning - right after showering - he took me to the couch, spreading my legs as far as he could. He ate my apex for a long time before flipping me onto my stomach, mounted me and rode me for a bit; filling me with more of his baby batter. 

After showering this morning (Sunday), V made me breakfast in bed. It was so sweet of him. We ate in silence and we fell asleep soon after he brought the trays into the kitchen. When the alarm went off 2 hours later, we begrudgingly got up and brushed our teeth again. 

As V was placing the dishes into the dishwasher, I stripped as I headed to the living room to set up one of my favorite movies. He came into the living room with blankets, popcorn covered in Nutella and a few bottles of water. When we got comfortable, he wrapped me up in the blankets and his arms. Half way through the movie, I fell asleep. 

When the movie ended, he woke me up by mounting me roughly. He rode me for a couple of hours as he kept squeezing, sucking and biting my sensitive breasts. I took every single load of his despite how sore and swollen I was. 

Thursday, March 14, 2024

The news from my doctor

I’m happy to announce that I’m PREGNANT!! Vince is beyond over the moon!! He’s taking me out to dinner to celebrate the good news and he then wants to go shopping for a crib, etc. I told him that we should wait until I’m further along in the pregnancy before we purchase any baby supplies. 

Personally? I want to go back to his celebrate further in his bed.

A good ride to start the day

Vince mounted me this morning and rode quite me well; I’m rather sore. He finished in my apex 5 times and finished in my ass once - he had me screaming his name the entire time. I love how he stretches me and makes me feel when he’s mounted me. 

Wednesday, March 13, 2024

Went to the doctor during my lunch break today

I’ve been feeling nauseous for the last few days and noticed that my breasts are swollen, sore and feeling heavy. During my lunch break today, I went to the doctor to get a blood test done to see if I’m pregnant. On my way to Vince’s after work, I stopped at a store to pick up a pregnancy test. 

The box that I picked up had 3 tests in it. I used all of the tests when I got to Vince’s and they all said that I’m pregnant. Since I don’t trust the tests, I’m going to wait until I hear from the doctor’s office. I should know by early tomorrow afternoon. 

Vince and I had coffee not long ago so we’re off to have sex. He’s excited about my breasts being swollen and sore; he’s super interested in sucking, biting and squeezing my breasts knowing that there’s a good chance that I’m pregnant. 

We’re both hoping that the blood test confirms the home pregnancy tests as we want to take some time off from having sex. It’s not like I dislike having sex with him but my apex needs a break! Plus I’ve been swollen for a few weeks; I kinda enjoy being swollen but my “lips” need to heal.

Time for a few more rounds before bed but this time I get to ride his glorious and perfect penis. His penis hits differently when I ride him; his girth and length are are SO painful but in a good way.

Tuesday, March 12, 2024

Too soon to know

Before even telling Vince that I was off of my BC weeks ago & that I wanted to have his child, I had an appointment with my OB/GYN to see what vitamins/supplements that he recommends - he’d given me a list. He’s suggested that I take: folic acid, omega - 3, CoQ10, selenium, vitamin d and zinc. Since that appointment, I’ve been taking those vitamins to help increase the chance of getting pregnant. 

It’s too soon to know if I’m pregnant but I really hope that I am - Vince is excited to find out as well. He’s just told me before bed that he wants a break from all the sex we’ve been having! I’m sure he’ll have a change of heart in the morning as we shower - one of his current favorite places to spew his seed in me is the shower…the other is the enclosed deck in the backyard.

Saturday, March 9, 2024

An update

After splitting 5 bottles of wine and having drunk sex last night, Vince woke me up early this morning by slipping his rock hard penis deep inside of my sore apex. I moaned in pleasure as I felt him slide into me. In the first hour, he climaxed in me 5 times. I love how much he’s into giving me a baby. I’m so glad that we no longer use condoms and that I’m off of the birth control as I love feeling him spew his seed in my unprotected apex and also the chance of getting pregnant with his child.

In the past few weeks, he’s been acting like a stallion; he’s been mounting and riding me like I’m in heat. He’s been taking me in every room he can, on his motorcycle, in his boat (a canoe), on furniture, the enclosed patio, etc. He said that a reason why he wants get me pregnant is because he wants to suck, bite and squeeze my growing - and lactating - breasts. It’s been a fantasy of his  

Vince’s new favorite thing is when I’m in the kitchen doing something, he sneaks up behind me and slides his penis in my apex and begins to ride me. I enjoy it too as it hurts so much in a pleasurable way; sometimes it’s anal. He did this the other night and pushed his penis into my ass, riding me until he drained himself in me. It took him just about an hour to properly drain his heavy balls into my ass. I was uncomfortable right afterwards and I still am; especially when sitting down. 

Thursday, March 7, 2024

Riding the old man tonight

After a hot shower and a few drinks, I’m hopping on Vin’s penis and riding him. He loves when I ride him as it’s easier for him to suck, bite and squeeze my breasts…I love it because his penis is angled differently, I climax sooner and he’s got significantly bigger loads. Gad, I love his bigger loads…I can feel the difference in size, especially when I’m reverse cowgirl. 

I really hope tonight’s the night Vince gets me pregnant. I can’t wait to have his child. He’s hoping for twins. I’m just hoping that IF I get pregnant, the child is healthy. 

The weekend with the old man

Vince and I barely left his bedroom during the last weekend of February. We took turns riding each other. When he mounted me, he was quite rough and I loved it…he unloaded massive loads of his hot thick baby batter deep inside of my waiting cervix. He left me sore and swollen by Monday morning. 

Every day since that weekend, Vince and I were still having unprotected sex multiple times a day. Last night, he mounted me, forcing himself into my swollen apex and rode me until just a little while ago. Last night through this morning hurt so much but it’s worth it. Neither one of us can wait to see a positive pregnancy test. 

Friday, February 23, 2024

Excited for the weekend

Part of the plan is plenty of sex (I’ve purposely been off of my birth control; ovulating this weekend) and the other part is going out to dinner tonight and tomorrow night. 

Tuesday, February 20, 2024

When someone from your past reaches out to you

A few days ago, C reached out to me to let me know that not only was he thinking about me often, he hopes that I am well and that he misses talking with me. I replied within 12 hours of his email to ask to him to please let me go and I stated that I can't do this anymore.

To recap:
He ghosted me several years ago because he was "talking" with someone who is now is gf. He reached out to me a few years after that via social media to wish me a happy birthday and apologized for hurting me....we became friends again. Well, sorta friends. I invited him to attend things with my friends and I but he'd always decline - mostly because of his gf and that she'd be jealous or what have you. However, he never invited me to join he and his friends in their activities. 

Come August/September 2023; I can't remember the month but I do remember that it was still hot as fuck. I hadn't heard from him in a month - eventually, I tell him via email that I'm done with him hurting me, etc. so it's time for me to walk away but the good in me hoped he was well. Long story short, I heard from him not long after. He told me that he was swamped with work, he had to go "home" (the country he was born in before moving to the country we both live in - he became a citizen of our country) due to someone either being sick or dying, he had family issues besides that.

I remember crying and asking him: "How fucking hard is it to spend 30 seconds to text me to know that you're ok or that you've got a shit ton on your plate right now and need space?"

I told him that it was time for me to leave - I couldn't handle him hurting me anymore and I normally don't give second chances to those who hurt me (like he'd done) and I sure as fuck don't give people a third chance.

Fast forward to me having a medical situation about a month to six weeks ago - I reached out to him in a moment of weakness. It got to the point that when I'd healed, I had to officially let go of him. I didn't hear from him until I heard from him the other day when he emailed me stating that he was thinking of me, etc.

Do I believe what he said in his most recent email? Not a bit. Did I mean what I told him that I can't handle this anymore? 100%! I was heartbroken when he ghosted me - I'd thought I was in love with him...it took me over a year and a half to get over him. When I heard from him the other day, I spent the rest of that day and most of the next day in bed, crying and hurt. 

I called my bestest friend in the entire world to share with her about the email and my response - she had some tough questions and it wasn't directed towards me....it was like she was thinking about what the purpose of me walking away like why he was reaching out to me (to be conversational?), it appeared to her that he isn't ready to let me go, etc. She understands and respects that I have a chemical imbalance (anxiety and depression - thanks, ADHD!!) and encouraged me to what's best for my mental and emotional health. She mentioned that I should stay strong and not talk to him as if I do chat with him, he will think/feel/believe that my boundaries will be worn down

Thursday, February 15, 2024

Stayed home for most of the weekend

Vince and I stayed at my place for most of the weekend. I really didn't feel like going out as it was a stressful week. Three of "my" kids had their last day on Friday, the SRO shit show…

Saturday morning, V woke me up by sliding his hard penis in my sore apex. I thoroughly enjoyed him riding me as he sucked, bit and squeezed my breasts. He climaxed in me several times before pulling out, helped me get on my stomach, spread my legs and mounted me, ramming his penis in my apex. We climaxed a few more times before he pulled out. 

As he went to start the coffee, I hopped into the shower. I was in and out, brushed my teeth, got dressed, skipped my birth control and started the laundry right afterwards - which included the sheets. I met Vince in the kitchen. He had a ginormous mug filled in his hand and he made as I like it. When I was drinking my coffee and having breakfast, he hopped into the shower. Ten minutes later, I could smell him before I saw or heard him.

“Hey, beautiful,” Vince said as he leaned in to kiss me. I immediately welcomed his kiss and opened my mouth a little bit. 

He slipped his tongue between my lips and then in my mouth. I kissed him as passionately as he kissed me. He wrapped me up in his arms and carried me to the couch, gently placing me down on my back and he laid on top of me. We continued to kiss and our hands explored each other.

“Dio, sei così bello. Voglio portarti fuori per il resto del giorno e ti mostri, ma so che non è qualcosa che vuoi. Vuoi rimanere a casa, guardare film e essere avvolti in braccio?” V said in Italian; I struggle with translating so he translates for me. “God, you’re so beautiful. I want to take you out for the rest of the day and show you off but I know that’s not something that you’d want. Would you want to stay home, watch movies and be wrapped up in my arms?”

“I love you, Vince,” I whispered as I kissed him. “Thank you for not showing me off…you know how much I hate it. Let’s watch a few movies. Wanna go out for dinner later?”

“I love you, too,” he replied as he helped me undress, kissing my body as he went. “My god, you’re so beautiful. Are you able to take me again?”

“Yes, I can,” I moaned as I reached for him. 

“My god,” he screamed as he slid in me, thrusting in and out of me. “My love, you feel so good. I’m so close….”

We climaxed together. He pulled out, got dressed and went to grab a damp washcloth for me. With my legs still spread, he cleaned my apex then tossed the washcloth in the washer with my sheets. I got up from the couch, got dressed and headed into the kitchen to get something to drink.

“Bellissima,” Vince said as he wrapped his arms around me from behind, kissing the top of my head. “What have I done to deserve you?”

“You’ve done your penance,” I said as I turned to kiss him. “What should we do, old man? We need to leave around 6:30.”

“I know what we can do,” he moaned as his hands explored me and I laughed. “I can never get tired of you and this.”

Vince picked me up, swung me around and carried me to the couch. We plopped down and laughed, Vince leaned down and kissed me. I kissed him back, wrapping one of my arms around his neck bringing him closer to me. He pulled away for a second to grab a blanket and then wrapped me in his arms.

"Mmmm, baby," he groaned. "Do we need to get ready? I just want to stay like this tonight, us in each other's arms; cuddling, making love and sleeping."

"I know, old man," I said laughing. "Yeah, same. I’ve got a special thing planned. Your outfit is in the guest room.”

We got up, showered and got dressed. Vince’s outfit was penny loafers sans pennies, jeans, a light blue button down shirt and a slightly darker blue sweater. I wore flats, form fitting black skirt (4 inches above the knee), low cut dark blue sweater, and a necklace that he gave me. We met up in the entryway of my apartment. 

“You’re looking quite stunning, handsome,” I said as I kissed his cheek. “George will be here in a few.”

“You’re so damn beautiful, baby,” V said as he helped me into my wrap. “What do you have planned?”

“Oh, just us at a small restaurant,” I said as we headed outside to meet George. “My friend, Josh, will be there.”

“Deppgrl, beautiful as always,” George said as he kissed my cheek. “Good to see you, Vince.”

We both said hi to George; I gave him a hug before he helped me into the car. As we were on our way to the restaurant, I fell asleep in Vince’s arms despite it being a 15 minute drive. I woke up, let George help me out of the car (to be honest, I wouldn’t have been able to get out without him!) and waited for the old man to catch up with me. 

“Ready to go in, beautiful?” V asked me as slid my hand into the crook of his bent elbow. “By the way, who is Josh and why is he joining us?”

“I am,” I said. “You’ll know Josh when you see him and why he’s joining us tonight.”

We weaved in and out of high traffic areas of the restaurant to get to the host stand. I provided my name and she led us to our table. Once we got settled and our drinks were brought to us, a very familiar voice greeted us. It was my friend, Josh Groban. Yes, THAT Josh Groban. I got up to hug him and introduced him to Vince - whom I may say was quite speechless. After a few minutes, Josh had to excuse himself for the night as he and his girlfriend were leaving due to other plans. 

“I can’t believe that you guys know each other that well,” V said. “Is that how you have so many tickets?”

“He’s a good egg,” I said. “Yeah. We had tried dating but it didn’t work out.”

“I’m glad that it didn’t work out,” he said as he chuckled. 

We talked about so many things over drinks and our food. It felt like how we used to be before he cheated but I knew we couldn’t get back to how we were. We stayed until the kitchen close. I paid and left a large tip.

“Deppgrl, I have a serious question for you,” Vince said as we were outside waiting for George. “Do you want us to move in together?”

“No,” I said without batting an eye. “We’re so on and off that I have proverbial whiplash. It’s not a good idea. I love where we are now plus we have our own spaces; we can sleep at our own places or at each other’s. The important thing is that we have our own space for when we want our privacy.”

“Well, that was a quick answer,” he huffed. “I do understand where you’re coming from. Oh. Here’s George!”

I got my own self in George’s car; Vince was annoying me and George had just literally put his car in park when I’d gotten in. 

“I’m guessing that once George drops us off at your place and then I’m going home to my place,” he murmured. 

I nodded my head yes. I was too tired to say anything. It was a quick ride to my place as there weren’t many vehicles on the road at 2 am. Vince saw me in, double checked that he had his wallet and keys, kissed me briefly on my check and left. I walked in, stripped, showered and went to bed. 

Vince texted me that he arrived home safely and that he was sorry for annoying me after a wonderful night with me. I locked my phone, rolled over and fell asleep until my alarm went off a few hours later. 

I got up, picked up my clothes to place them in a bag to be picked up by my dry cleaners, vacuumed, dusted, showered, moved my laundry along and ordered lunch. Brick came over as I was waiting on my lunch to be delivered. We talked about the previous night and Vince’s question about us moving in together. 

“I’m guessing that you said no because you enjoy some time to yourself,” Brick said. 

“How did you guess?” I asked sarcastically. “Clearly, Vince was bothered by me saying no. There’s nothing wrong having time to oneself.”

“You’re right, Deppgrl,” he said. “We all need some time decompress and have some time by yourself. Want me to call him and give him the riot act?”

“I’m good, thanks though,” I laughed. “I’m sure he’ll understand that it’s important to me.”

Brick chuckled and let himself out after snagging some coffee. I quickly ate, finished my laundry and got the rest of my stuff ready for the next day. I heard a knock on the door, I looks through the peephole to find that it was The Old Man. I sighed and rolled my eyes before open the door.

“Mind if I come in?” Vince asked. 

“Sure,” I said as I opened the door.

“Before you say anything, I just want to apologize for last night. I love that we’re kinda sorta back together and assuming that one of us would give up our apartment was rather presumptuous,” Vince said. “I’m sorry that I assumed we were on the same page.”

“Did Brick ream you a new asshole?” I asked innocently.

“Yes, he did,” Vince said. 

“Grrrrr!” I groaned. “I told him not to!”

I grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and kissed him. He picked me up, carried me to my bed - we stripped and climbed on top of my bed. He laid down on his back, I straddled his hips, slid down his hard penis and rode him with everything I had. Vince grabbed my hips and climaxed so hard inside of me that we screamed each other’s names. We took turns riding each other in my apartment that day. 



Sunday, February 11, 2024

The man you love

In a matter of a few minutes, I fell asleep in Vince’s arms. I didn’t sleep well as I was worried that the district would truly find out about A and I. Sure, we weren’t terribly careful but at the same time, I was protecting someone that I care for - to a certain extent. Vince did try to coax me back to him on the couch/converted bed but I couldn’t so I asked him just to go to my bed upstairs so he could sleep. 

He did go upstairs to bed while I struggled on the couch. Meditation, hot tea, music and reading didn’t help. Writing didn’t help much either. I got up to grab my keys and jacket; I went next door to Brick’s. I let myself in. 

“Brick?” I hollered. “Where are you?”

“Basement!” I heard him yell. 

I followed his voice to the basement. In the 30 odd years we’ve been neighbors, this is the first time I’ve seen his basement; no, not a euphemism for anything. 

“You look like shit,” Brick said. “Can’t sleep?”

“Thanks, boo,” I said sarcastically. “Nope. Well, I did for a bit but I’m worrying. I told Vince the abridged version of what happened with A; he’s not terribly concerned but I am to an extent. I won’t be fired or anything for getting into an intimate relationship with A but I worry about how much I know and if they’ll find out.” 

“My dear,” he said as he sighed. “How many times have we helped each other in the years we’ve been neighbors? More times than we both care to remember.”

“I know,” I said as I hugged him. I felt Brick get hard. 

“Fuck, woman!” Brick groaned. “Do you see or feel what you do to me? If Vince weren’t in the picture right now!”

"Brick, you know I won't," I said as I let go of him. "I'm sorry that my touching you causes you to be physically uncomfortable. I don't know what to do anymore when it comes to him."

"My dear," he said. "He is the man you love....he loves you more than either he and I can even tell you."

"Yeah, I know," I mumbled. "I'm going to head back before he realizes that I'm gone. Thanks for this late night visit, Brick."

He nodded and I headed out the door. When I got back, Vince was still asleep. I drank some water and hopped into bed. He stirred a little bit but stayed asleep....he did wrap his arms around me. I fell back asleep and I didn't wake up again until my alarm went off. When I got up after my alarm going off, I knew that Vince would sleep through the noise I tried to NOT make. 

My day went by pretty fast but it was quite interesting. Three students (two different grades) requested me to be with them at their recess time; two of them were third graders and the other was a fourth grader - the fourth grader is the brother of one of the third graders. I worked with all three of them since I have been in this district. They all said that I was their favorite staff member. 

When I got home, Vince had welcomed me with a hug. As he hugged me, he leaned down to kiss me; I opened my mouth and deepened the kiss. He lifted my fat ass up on the kitchen table as we were kissing; I left my skirt on but took off my panties….Vince slid his jeans and boxer briefs down to his ankles, pulled me forward and slid his penis in me. I moaned as he started thrusting in and out of me.

“Yes, baby,” I moaned as I held his head to my one breast that he was sucking and biting; he was squeezing the other. “Gods, baby. Don’t stop!”

“Shit, baby," V groaned as he's thrusting faster in me. "Baby, you feel so good!"

Seconds later, we climaxed together. We rested our foreheads together as we got our breath…his penis was still twitching in me as I sat straight up. I kissed him softly then said that I’d like to take a shower as it’d been long day. V pulled out, helped me off of the table and let me head to the bathroom. 

As I headed to the bathroom, I could hear him banging around trying to find some cleaner…I know he’s a clean freak (as am I) but he could’ve waited until I was in the shower. I chuckled as I hopped into the hot water. It was a quick shower; I threw on some of his deodorant and an oversized shirt then headed downstairs. 

“Hey, old man,” I said as I got on my toes to kiss him. “How are you? Oh, thanks for the wine.”

“Hey there, beautiful,” he said after kissing me. “I’m good now, love. You’re welcome. I was thinking of making dinner tonight. That ok with you?”

“V, you’re too good for me,” I sighed, hoping that he’d make something with garlic and carbs. “Need any help with making dinner?”

“I’m good,” he said as he poured us more wine and pushed my hair out of my face. “Thinking of chicken scampi tonight. It’s very carby and garlicky!”

“We’ll keep the vampires away tonight,” I said as I kissed him. “Can we push dinner back a little bit? I want you again, baby.”

“That we will, beautiful,” he said with a smile. “Sure, baby. Let’s go up to bed, okay?”

Vince took me by my hand to lead me to my room. He was quick to undress himself but took his sweet time to help me take my shirt off; he was occupied with kissing and caressing my body. I sighed and moaned his name. He helped me get on my bed, spread my legs, got on top of me and slid his penis in my dripping wet apex. 

“Yessssssssss, baby,” I moaned and placed one of my legs on his shoulder. “My god, Vince. Don’t stop, baby!”

“Fuck, baby,” V grunted as he put my other leg on his shoulder. “I can’t take it, baby. I’m going to - “

V climaxed hard. His gorgeous penis twitched in me for several minutes releasing so much of his essence into my waiting cervix. A few more thrusts in me then V was empty. He caught his breath and pulled out. 

“I’ll be right back, baby,” he said softly. 

“Ok, baby,” I whispered as I pulled my sheets around me. 

Vince came back two minutes later with a damp wash cloth. I took the sheets off and as I tried to take the wash cloth from him, he nudged my legs open and cleaned me up. He asked if I wanted a shower, I nodded my head so he picked me up and carried me to my bathroom. As soon as the water was the right temperature, he helped me get in and let me have my privacy. 

As I showered, he took the wash cloth and the bedding off my bed and started a load of laundry. He popped in to see if he could join me; I smiled and said yes. He joined me, pouring moisturizing body wash on a new wash cloth and massaged it into my body. I moaned in pleasure. After rinsing off, I hoped out to dry off as he showered and rinsed out the wash cloth before hanging it on the shower caddy. We both hung up our towels and got dressed. I kissed him before we went downstairs. 

We went downstairs and finished the wine as he started cooking. God, this man is absolutely gorgeous. I loved watching him do things - primarily cooking - as he was so graceful in his movements. As his cooking progressed, the more I realized that I loved him. He popped over to where I was standing just to kiss me; I welcomed his kiss, wrapped an arm around his neck and holy shit, my ovaries twitched.

“Soon, baby,” V said as he brushed my hair out of my face. “I want you right now too, baby. You need to be fed first though. Fuck, you’re so incredibly beautiful, my love.”

I popped open another bottle of wine as I pouted. Vince knew I needed to be all carbed up; I had a feeling we’d be up for most of the night. I gave us both generous pours; he drank his as he cooked and I drank mine wondering if this man would tire me out. I zoned out as he was cooking as I was a bit tired and a little drunk. 

“Baby?” V asked. “We’re gonna have dinner right where we are. Don’t want you moving!”

“Because I drank a glass too much?” I asked. “Yeah I know.  It’s sexy when you’re demanding.”

“Oh?” he asked. “You find it sexy when I’m demanding, huh? Once you eat and relax a bit, you’ll find out if I’m demanding!”

I chuckled as I took my first bite of dinner. So damn delicious! My ovaries twitched again. Gah! We ate in quasi silence; we talked about what he did during the day while I was at work.

“Other than making you moan and your legs shake,” he said. “Not too much. Did my taxes, went visit a few friends. I’m looking forward to making you scream.”

“Can’t wait for you to make me scream,” I said as I started cleaning up. “Even if it takes all weekend long!”

Vince helped me clean up and in a matter of minutes, we were on my bed and he mounted me. He slid his pulsating penis deep inside of me and he began to ride me. In no time, I was moaning and I was screaming his name. 

“Fuck, baby,” he moaned as he climaxed. “I’m ready again, are you?”

Without answering, I wrapped my legs around his waist and flipped us. I rode Vince for a long time…we climaxed multiple times. I climbed off of him and laid down next to him. We soon fell asleep.