It’s been less than 2 weeks since I walked away from both Vince and C. I’ll love them both because they were a big of my life - one longer than the other - but I don’t want to be “fought over” by two grown ass men. It’s weird at my age to have guys act like middle school aged boys trying to one up the other.
I don’t want to say that Vince was controlling towards the end - when I shared with him that C wanted to meet up - but that’s what it definitely felt like. C was acting like he was trying to take me me away from Vince despite having a girlfriend; don’t know if that was his intention or not since I haven’t spoken to him in over a week.
I believe that both Vince and C care about me to an extent but they showed it all in the wrong ways. Vince - 19 yrs older than me - tended to be overprotective of me (which is kinda sweet but also a massive pain in the ass) whereas C is within my age range (give or take a year) wanted to protect me from myself since I over think (which is sweet).
At the end of the day, between the 3 of us, despite all of us wanting what’s best for me, I’m the one who knows what’s truly best for me; it’s my life and I know where I want to be.
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