I can’t completely get away.

Since the whole Vince & C nonsense, I’ve had both of my Covid vaccines; been on a few interviews since.

Anyways...Vince has been vaccinated as well and wants to meet up with him and talk. I told him that I do NOT want to because my life is better without him; I’m where I need to be and I’m not going to spend more than 10 minutes with him face to face. He knows I’m mad at him but for some reason he thinks that is meeting face to face will give him the opportunity to apologize for trying to control me by telling me who I can and can’t see. He’s a pretty smart guy but dense when it comes to me not wanting to be around him at this point and dense enough to think that us talking will resolve something. 

It finally resulted in me emailing Vince to explain to him how it hurt me and our relationship - whatever it was or wasn’t - and that no matter how hard he tries to explain, I don’t want to hear it nor talk about it. For a long ass time. I told him - as we emailed back and forth - that I’ll still love him to some small extent but I don’t want to be anything with him for the time being; not even friends. He needs to understand that he crossed the line - a boundary - never apologized for it, thinks he can mansplain it away and act like everything is fine is NOT fine; until he understands that and apologize for his behavior, then I’m more than happy to sit down and talk to him about shit. 

Now C is another story. Oye. I’ll always be grateful that he was in my life and for being who/what he was in the time he was in my life. Sure it hurt for a bit that he ghosted me for his gf - we were fading fast anyways - but we’ve talked a little bit. Helped trying to figure out what website to use and whatnot to sign up for a the Covid vaccine; suggested he call pharmacies to see if anyone failed to show for their appointment for their vaccine. Thankfully he got the first one & hope he can get the second one soon. He had some family members in his home country that died from Covid; he wants to get vaccinated so he can go home and be with his family. 

Other than that, C and I don’t talk that often. No matter what happens between he and I as well as he and his gf, I wish him well and wish him luck on his future adventures in his life.