I spent the last couple of days with Vince. We just hung out around his place, the local town and we both caught up on our own reading. I was evading in giving him an answer to his proposal until after his shower the one morning; I knew he was expecting an answer. Figured I’d pack up everything I brought this trip plus the miscellaneous stuff that I tend to inadvertently leave behind.
As I had packed the miscellaneous stuff in my car and I walked in as Vince had gotten out of the shower, wrapping his towel around his waist. Ugh. He looks sexy like this. I was so tempted to go off the pill! Lol. I kissed him and let him have his space so he could get dressed. After he got dressed, he'd come to the living room and saw a glass of brandy ready at his favorite couch. He knew that I might have an answer that he may or may not like but he knew that it was important for me to tell him what I was feeling and thinking.
"Vince, I know it took forever for me to give you an answer but the only answer that I have for you is that I cannot yet. We have gotten through most of the things that I feel like we need to - which is wonderful - but I do want to marry you in the future."
"Baby, I get it. I understand. Thank you for being honest with your answer."
He then helped me bring back in the miscellaneous things that I had put in my trunk back into his place and I spent the night. We didn't sleep much as we stayed up talking and making love.
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