I knew going into this sorta relationship with Matteo that one of us would get bored and rather quickly and that I would be the first one to get bored (I wasn't terribly invested anyways....I did care deeply for him though!). I was wrong with who'd get bored first and it was Matteo.
I wasn't terribly surprised as he had laid his emotions on me thick and fast. He was sorta pulling away Sunday night when I got home but I knew it was actually last Friday morning that he started to pull away. He knew that after a few hours at home, I would be ok to return to the hospital but as he mentioned this morning that after he "suggested" that I go home, he knew that he was moving to fast on our first date together. He acknowledged that the past few weekends were definitely TOO fast. I was quite hurt that I had infested my time and my money into a relationship that would end in ~3 weeks. Was I mad or offended? Not offended but I was a bit mad and hurt. I was beginning to like him more than a friend but I didn't think that it would turn into a LONG dating relationship anyway.
Brick was happy AND mad that my relationship with his nephew ended. He was happy that I wouldn't have to be hurt later on (he also kind of hoped that he and I would actually date but that'd be a negative) but also hurt that his nephew pulled away from me so fast. As usual, my parents were rather disappointed that nothing more serious came out of the relationship. He was one of the few guys who they actually liked.
It hurts a bit but not enough where it'll stop me from moving on. Matteo was who I needed when I needed to get over Vince...and I am grateful for that.
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