Sunday, April 6, 2025

The Quiet Goodbye

 She didn’t leave a note.

There was nothing poetic or dramatic about it. No scrawled apology, no carefully chosen words. Just the absence of her—like a breath held too long, then exhaled into nothing.

Doc found the folded laundry on the bed first. Andrea’s favorite robe laid across the chair, still warm from her body. Her mug of tea sat untouched on the windowsill, steam long gone cold.

But the house was too quiet.

And Anthony’s nursery?

Full.

The baby monitor blinked softly. He was still there, sleeping peacefully, clutching the soft corner of his blanket.

Doc stood in the doorway, stunned.

He didn’t panic.

Not yet.

He searched the bathroom—empty. The closet—her boots were gone. Her coat too.

And then it sank in.

She had left.

Not just for air.

Not for an hour.

She had left.

He sat down on the edge of the bed, hands folded together tightly in his lap, his mind cycling through a thousand questions, but his heart repeating only one.

Why?

But in his bones, he knew.

She was terrified of the life they were building. Terrified she would ruin it. Terrified it wasn’t hers to keep.

And maybe most of all—she was terrified of being loved this much.

Doc didn’t cry. Not yet. He was too grounded in the reality of the little boy now waking in the next room.

“Dada?” Anthony called, his voice groggy.

Doc stood and crossed the room, heart full and breaking at the same time.

He scooped Anthony into his arms and held him tighter than he ever had.

“She’ll come back,” he whispered into the toddler’s hair. “She just... forgot how strong she is. But we’ll remind her. When she’s ready.”

Anthony didn’t understand.

But he felt the shift in Doc’s embrace—something deeper, heavier. Something that told him things had changed.

That night, Doc sat in the rocking chair with Anthony asleep on his chest, watching the rain streak the window. The world outside felt as restless as his heart.

He didn’t call her.

Didn’t chase her.

Because she’d come back when she was ready.

When she could look herself in the mirror and not see brokenness, but a woman who survived—and still deserved joy.

Until then, he would love their son.

He would love her—even in her absence.

Because that's what he did.

That’s who he was.

And love like that doesn’t vanish.

Not even in silence.

 

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