Saturday, May 25, 2024

Back with V

I’d been sick most of the week of May 6th - 10th; only going to work on Monday and Friday. After work on Monday, I went to the doctor’s office; sick with a sinus infection and ear infection. On Tuesday, I’d taken a personal day for a minor medical procedure (relating to the miscarriage back in March) then Wednesday and Thursday, I’d taken sick days. However, I’d followed up with the surgeon from Tuesday (all was good) and saw an ENT after that appointment. The ENT was a complete jerk and dismissive of me, dismissive of the pain I’ve been in since Monday and said that there’s no sign of any infection (Hello? I’ve been on 2 antibiotics; one was oral and the other being ear drops - both helped!) and said that the hearing test “proved” that he was right that I have TMJ - aka lock jaw. 

Friday after work, I went to V’s. I showered and napped as he went to my place to grab some clothes. He wasn’t gone long and joined me in bed when he got back, wrapping me in his arms. Before falling asleep, he whispered that he loves me. We slept for over an hour. V woke me up with slow deep thrusts in my apex. 

“There’s my baby,” he grunted as he pounding my apex. 

“Yes, baby! You feel so good in my apex,” I moaned.

V continued to ride me for a while and I enjoyed it. It felt so good to have this man between my legs. He filled me twice before he got up, got dressed and started cooking dinner for us. I eventually got up, threw on one of his shirts, brushed my teeth and went downstairs.

“Hey, babe,” I sad as I hugged him. “You’re making meatloaf! My fave!”

“Hey, beautiful,” he said. “You’re absolutely stunning. Yeah, I know it is…it’s the reason why I made it.”

I poured some wine for the both of us as he put dinner in the oven. I brought the glasses, the bottle and my phone with me to the living room and waited for him to join me. A few minutes later, he joined me on the couch, sitting next to me. V stated that he and K talked extensively about the week that I was with K. V wasn’t happy that I was spending time with another man and even less happy that I was being intimate with another man but understood and respected the reason why. 

I said that even though I was ovulating, I was careful and despite the intimacy that K and I had, I prefer being with V. 

As we talked, V admitted that he was trying to be a good S.O. by bringing flowers and also trying to cook for me when I’d found out that I wasn’t pregnant but he overstepped. He apologized and said that he wants to be in a serious relationship with me - like we’ve been having - but with me being with another man made him question everything until I came over. 

We ate dinner in quiet. I cleaned up while he set up the living room so we could watch a movie. When I went to join him, we took a detour to his bedroom. He got on the bed and laid down on his back. I followed him and climbed on top, centering myself over his penis. I slide down slowly so I can adjust to him. 

I slid up and down his penis a few times before we both climaxed. He flipped us over and thrusted in me a few times and we climaxed again. He pulled out and held me in his arms until he fell asleep. I got up and took a morning after pill; just like I’d done when I was with K. After that, I got into the shower. 

As I got out of the shower, he got in. I dried off, got dressed and then I went downstairs to turn off all the lights. When I was done, I fell asleep on the couch. 

In the morning, V woke me up by eating my apex. I loved that he woke me up like this. When he knew that I was awake, he spread my legs further apart, mounted me and put my legs over his shoulders. As we’re shagging, V sucks, bites and squeezes my bruised up breasts.

“I love how ready you are for me, baby!” V grunts as he’s humping me. 

“Of course, I’m ready for you, baby!” I moaned.

He moaned my name, grabbed my hips and started screwing me. We climaxed repeatedly for several hours. After being drained, we fell asleep for a few hours. I got up, got dressed and got some water. 

Apparently, I made too much noise and woke him up. He got up, walked over to me and leaned me over the counter. V pushed his thick penis in my apex and fucked me hard.

“You’re so incredibly swollen, baby!” V grunted as he plowed me. “You’re going to be my good girl and take me! Yesssssss! That’s it, baby. Clench down on me!”

“Well, yeah! I’ve had your penis in me, Daddy!” I said. “God, you feel good, Daddy. Don’t stop, baby!”

V grabbed onto my hips and started thrusting his entire penis in and out of me. I kept screaming his name in pleasurable pain…the more I said his name, the harder he rammed into me and the more I screamed his name. 

In the two hours he was shtuping me, he climaxed deep inside of me many times. His essence splashing around in my hungry cervix was hot. I loved how sore and swollen I became and loved how horny he was. He pulled his still hard penis out my apex, picked me up and carried me to his bed. 

V tossed me on his bed, joined me, put me on my back, spread my legs and forced his still hard penis deep inside of my swollen apex. I screamed in pain. He began to shag me as hard and as fast as he could.

“I can’t stop, baby!” V grunted as he was destroying my apex. “I should be empty by now, baby, but I’m not. Fuck! I love how super tight you are especially now that you’re swollen! I need you to take me…ALL of me. That’s my good little girl, baby! Yessssssssss, baby!! Take me!”

“Baby, I need a break,” I moaned. “You get like this when I’m ovulating. I can’t take you any deeper, Daddy!”

“I can’t stop! Baby, I knew that you were ovulating,” he grunted. “Fuck, baby. If I have my way, you’re getting pregnant again. Take me fully just once and you’ll get your break, baby!”

“I can’t take you, baby. You’re too big, Daddy!” I grunted. “Please…!”

I passed out from the pain. I knew that he wasn’t going to stop mating me while I was passed out; he was either going to ride me until I came to or ride me until he was empty. I’d find out when I came to.

“That’s my little girl,” he whispered. “That’s how Daddy wants you to take him….so deep that his full balls slap against your body. Daddy hopes to get his little girl pregnant and keep her pregnant. Yes, baby! God, you’re so swollen that I can barely fit in your tight apex!”

“Get me pregnant and keep me pregnant, Daddy!” I moaned. “We both get what we want; you having babies with me and me having you suck my full milky breasts as you put another baby in me.”

“Fuck, baby! I want to give you 8 babies,” he grunted as he began to jackhammer his penis in my apex. “I can’t wait to suck your full breasts as I put more babies in you. It’ll be so hot to see your big beautiful breasts swing as I fuck you while you’re pregnant. It’ll be even hotter when your gorgeous breasts are full of milk and swinging around. You’ll climax harder and leak.”

“Hurry, Daddy!" I begged. “Get me pregnant, Daddy!! Make me take your penis!”

V screwed me hard and fast for several hours. It hurt so much but we loved it. I knew the pain would be worth it once I saw a positive pregnancy test. I hope I won’t miscarry again. 

We continued to have sex for the rest of the weekend until my apex couldn’t take it. To help drain V’s balls, he fucked my ass and with the same gusto as he did with my apex. 


Thursday, May 9, 2024

Joys of the weekend

I stopped for coffee on my way home as I needed it. After getting to my place, I unloaded my car. I had so much laundry to do. After starting my laundry, I walked over to my parents’ place. I told them that due to some stress, Vince and I are taking some kind of break. They were sad to hear and offered to feed me. I took them up on their offer. I needed the carbs.

I grabbed a big blanket, a book and the dogs. We headed to the backyard. They stretched their legs as I spread out the blanket. I stretched out on the blanket with my book, they came back and curled up right next to me. Eventually, I fell asleep. I needed it. 

When I woke up, I was in my bed at my place. Naked. I looked at the space next to me.

“Hey, baby,” I whispered as I stroked K’s semi-hard penis. “I’m ready for you to stretch me out!”

My parents knew to call K instead of V. I’m glad they did. They wished that I’d pick one one of them.

“About time,” K said as he mounted me. “You’ve been sleeping for three hours, baby. Fuck! You’re so tight!”

“Think again,” I said as I grabbed my vibrating beads from my night stand. “Fresh batteries.”

“Mmmmm,” he moaned as he slid the beads into my apex. “Damn, baby!”

“The power button is near the base of your penis at the bottom. Feel that? Once more,” I moaned. “You’re going to be so tired later on!”

“My god, I’m close,” he screamed. “Does this go any faster?”

I smiled as I reached between my legs and pressed the button twice more. As he’s moaning and screaming in pleasure, I kissed him. He began to pound into my apex harder and faster.

In his throes of climaxing, he bit my bottom lip then screamed in pleasure. He took his time to pour his essence in me. 

“I’m loving the beads. Fuck that was intense!” he said as he was still gently rocking his hips in me. “Want to take me again, baby? Can you?”

“Yeah, I can take you again,” I moaned. “I want to take you again but not sure if I should. I’m not used to you, baby.”

“Fuck!” he groaned as he started thrusting in and out of me. “No more beads! I just want you, baby!”

“You sure?” I asked as I slid the beads in and out of me - with his rhythm.

“Fuck! One last time with the beads,” he moaned. “God, I’ve missed this. You. Yessssssss.”

“You sure?” I asked as I wrapped my legs around his waist. “I’ve missed this, too.”

“Fuck, beautiful!” he muttered. “I’m so close, baby!”

As we climaxed together, I bit down on the base of K’s neck. He moaned as he was rocking his hips and pouring his essence in me.

“My god, you’re amazing,” he moaned as he pulled out. “Beautiful, smart, sarcastic, amazing, and wonderful. How sore are you, my darling?”

“Please don’t,” I said as I rolled away from him. “Please don’t call me that. I’m pretty sore.”

“Sorry; I didn’t know,” he said. “Want me to get the shower ready for you?”

“Please do,” I said as I sat up, covering myself up.

K left the room to get the shower started. I got up, stripped the sweaty sheets, tossed them into the washer and joined K in the shower. 

“Look at you…so beautiful,” he said as he eyed me up and down. 

“You’re not too bad yourself,” I said as I kissed him. “It’ll be a quick shower as I’m hungry.”

“Hungry for more later? Does that mean keeping my hands to myself?” he asked.

“Yeah. Look at that mark I left on your neck. I want to leave another one later.”

He laughed. We hurried up showering, got dressed and he ordered Mexican. As we were waiting for the food, he said that he had something to ask me.

“What’s up?” I asked as I hugged him. God, I love the smell of him.

“What’s going on with you and Vince? What’ll happen to you and I?” he asked. 

“To be honest?” I asked. “I’m not sure. I suffered two miscarriages in the past number of months with him and he just aggravated me last weekend. I just needed a break to figure out what I wanted - or who I wanted.”

“I’m sorry to hear that,” he said as he squeezed me tight and kissed me on the top of my head. “What am I then? A toy?”

“Thank you,” I said. “You’re someone I care about, K. That’ll never change. As of what’s going to happen to us? I don’t know.”

“Do you love me?” he asked. 

“I don’t know but I care about you,” I said. “I know that I love him.”

“I know you do, beautiful. I’m not going to ask you to stop loving him in order to love me.”

I looked up at him and saw tears in his eyes. 

“I’m sorry that I can’t tell you what you want to hear. I care so much about you and you’ve made my life better,” I said. “Let’s worry about today and tomorrow, ok?”

He nodded his head in agreement and kissed me deeply. Sadly, the doorbell rang. I went to go answer the door; I was afraid that it was V but it was our dinner.

We barely talked as we ate. After eating and cleaning up, I took the sheets from the washer to the dryer and put a new set of sheets on the bed.

“Don’t completely make the bed,” he said as he caressed my ass. “I’m starving and need dessert!”

“I bet you do,” I said as I was putting one of my hands down his pants to stroke him. He took his sweats off, I took off my shirt, got on the bed and spread my legs for him. 

He joined me on the bed a moment later and he started eating my apex. I climaxed several times back to back. K then slid his girthy penis into my apex. 

“Fuck, baby. I want to ride your apex ALL night,” he grunted as he was pushing his hard penis into my swollen apex. “I don’t think that I’ll be able to stop. Fuck. Just take all me already! Fuck! I have to force myself in you.”

“Take me until we need to get up on Monday,” I moaned. “Fuck, yes! I love it when you force your massive penis in me!”

K forced himself deep into my swollen apex for several hours. We climaxed often that night (Saturday) and eventually fell asleep in the very early hours of Sunday.

When we woke up mid morning on Sunday, K’s penis was still in me. He started rocking his hips.

“My god,” he moaned. “You’re so swollen. Can you handle me? I could just stay in you forever!”

“Yessssssssss, baby!” I moaned. “Barely but you feel so good!”

K took his time riding my apex but as he was getting closer to climaxing, he rode me hard and fast. A few minutes later, he shot his biggest load deep inside of me. 

“I want you throat,” he moaned as the last of his essence poured into my apex. “I love when you take me down your throat!”

He pulled out of me and I got on my knees. When I opened my mouth, he slid his penis down my throat as far as he could. As I began to gag, he got the rest of his penis down my throat. He began to slide his penis up and down my throat as fast as he could; he poured a load down my throat.

“Your throat is tighter than your swollen apex,” he moaned as was pushing his penis as far down my throat as he could. “One more time, baby!”

He pounded my throat for a long time and shot two more massive loads down my throat. He moaned. 

I got back on the bed to lay down. He joined me and wrapped me up in his arms. We fell asleep in a few minutes and slept for several hours. 

When I woke up, I noticed that K wasn’t in bed with me anymore so I shrugged it off as I stripped the bed and tossed the sheets into the washer then went to take a shower.

I was sore and had a few bruises but felt better afterwards. I got dressed and went downstairs. There he was, standing next to the coffee machine waiting for the coffee to brew. I tried to sneak up on him but the floor creaked beneath my feet. 

“Hey, beautiful,” K whispered as he leaned down to kiss me. “Sleep ok?”

“Morning,” I said as I kissed him back. “I was a little bit occupied last night. An attractive man kept me up and had me moaning in pleasure.”

“Did he please you?” he asked as he brushed my hair out of my face.

“Yes, baby, you did,” I said as I kissed him. 

He smiled and poured some coffee for me. I added cream and sugar and drank my coffee. He asked what I wanted to do - I told him that I wanted to do my laundry and watch a movie. He said that he’ll start my laundry as I drink as much coffee as I wanted and pick a movie. 

As I picked the movie, I ordered food and a ton of it. Once he was ready, I started the movie and became wrapped up in his arms and a blanket. As we watched the movie, our hands explored the other’s body. 

Halfway through the movie, I got onto knees to take K’s penis down my throat. I sucked him for the rest of the 3 hour movie; he shot 6 loads down my throat. I knew that he wasn’t done. I got on my back as I laid down on my bed and spread my legs wide for him. 

K mounted me and rode me for hours, filling up my apex. 

Saturday, May 4, 2024

All packed up, left V, slept with K and now home

I went to Vince’s after work yesterday. His apartment was quiet when I entered then remembered that he was golfing this afternoon. I grabbed my stuff - clothes, toiletries, dishes, etc. - and packed my car. After that, I sat down at the desk in his office to write him a letter. 

“Dear Vince,
Thank you for loving me and being a part of my life for so many years. I never thought that we’d be together as I was once your student. We’ve had our ups, downs and everything in between. The last number of months have been wonderful and stressful. Between the miscarriages, stress to get pregnant again and me sleeping with K last week has been too much for me.
You’re as upset as I am over the miscarriages and the failed attempt to get pregnant. Totally understandable; I know that you wanted to have kids as much as I did. I didn’t tell you that when received word that I wasn’t pregnant, I was also told that I can’t have children. 
Please take time to heal from us then move on to have children with someone who can. I’ll try to find someone that will make me as happy as you did and be ok with being childless.
I love you, old man and I always will.

DeppGrl”

I placed the letter in an envelope. I brought the letter, my engagement ring and the spare key for his place by the basket where he leaves his wallet and keys. I looked through his place one last time for anything that I didn’t pack and went down memory lane. I then left his place one last time. 

When I got to my place, both Brick and K helped me unload my car. I dumped my laundry in the laundry basket, grabbed my toiletries and fresh clothes to pack. I thanked Brick for his help. Ken took me by the hand and asked if I had my birth control and my stuff. I said that I need to grab my birth control (I mainly take it for PCOS) and let go of his hand. I grabbed it and rushed back out. 

Brick left but K was waiting for me. 

“Want to come with me or do you want to take your own car?” K asked. 

“I’ll take my own car,” I said. “Can I ride you when we get to your place?”

“Of course you can,” he said as he smiled. “I can’t wait to be inside of you again. I’ll be beyond ready when we get to my place.”

About 25 minutes later, we got to his place. He carried my bag in for me. After getting settled, we went to his room and stripped and got on his bed. I straddled him, guided his penis towards my apex and slid down on his amazing penis. 

“Fuck, I’ve missed this,” I screamed as I slid up and down his penis for a few minutes. “You’re so big, K!”

“You deserve good penis,” he grunted as he flipped us over. “I’m going to take you until you can’t walk straight, baby!”

K rode me several times, making me scream his name. We fell asleep wrapped up in each other’s arms not long afterwards; he was still inside of me. I’d been so tired from the stress that I slept through the night and woke up to him kissing and caressing my body.

“Good morning, beautiful,” K whispered. “Glad you could join me, baby. I’ve enjoyed caressing you this morning. You’re incredibly wet, baby.”

“I’ve got needs,” I said as I stroked him. “Don’t make me take care of them myself!”

“I won’t,” he said as he mounted me and pushed his penis into my swollen apex. “As long as I’m in the same room, you’ll never have to pleasure yourself, baby. God, you’re so tight!”

“Fuck, baby,” I moaned. “I’ve missed this. My god…you’re hitting the back of my cervix. Yessssssssss!”

“I want to spend the day, stretching you and hitting your cervix,” he grunted as he put both legs over his left shoulder. “Take me, beautiful; take all of me. That’s a good girl! Yessssssssss!”

Moments later we climaxed together. He laid on top of me filling me up with his essence. 

“My god, baby,” he moaned as was filling me. “I’m sorry for such a big load. Fuck, baby! Almost there!! God, yessssssssss!” 

He pulled out and rolled over, falling asleep. I got up, took my birth control and took a shower. Once I was showered and dressed, I packed up my stuff and went to my place. 

Friday, May 3, 2024

Drinks, talking and some more fun

I went straight from work to Vince’s place after work yesterday. We had a good conversation about last weekend; the vase, making food I’m allergic to and creating a mess. As we were talking, we drank several bottles of wine. 

“I’m so sorry for the other night, baby,” he said as brushed my hair off of my face. “I was trying to do something kind for you. Finding out that you weren’t pregnant must’ve been devastating.”

“Thank you, old man,” I sighed. “I was hoping that we’d have a child together.”

“Same here,” he said. “What do you want to do tonight?”

“I want to say to stay like this - in your arms - for the rest of the night,” I said. “But I need to pack up all of my stuff, bring it to my car - load up my car and then leave in the morning.”

“Why’s that, my love?” V asked. 

“I need some time, old man,” I sighed. “Between the other night, the miscarriages and stress we’ve been dealing with has become too much. I don’t know if I can do this anymore.”

“Oh, my heart,” V said as he wiped my tears away. “I’m so sorry that I’ve said anything and acted in a way that has caused you to come to this decision. We couldn’t control the miscarriages at all. That hurt both of us but you more so in different ways. Baby, I love you so much.”

“We were both at fault and that’s part of what brought me to this decision,” I said. “The miscarriages destroyed me and made me realize that I can’t have kids - I know that you want kids. I think that you’d have better luck with someone else.”

“Babe,” he sighed. “I don’t want to try to with anyone else. Sure, I want kids but you’re more important to me than us trying again.”

“I slept with K the other night,” I said. 

“I know, darling,” he said. “He told me as he drove away the following morning.”

“That’s the other part of why it’s time for us to be over,” I explained. “We’ve both been cheated on - either when we were with other people or when we have been together. I love you but I can’t put you through this.”

“I won’t let you make that decision of the ending of us on your own,” he said as he kissed me passionately. “I love you - we’re making the decision of the relationship. Together. As a team.”

He stood up, got undressed and offered me his hand. I took his hand and followed him to his room. I stripped and got on his bed. He hopped up onto the bed and mounted me. 

“My love, your apex is amazing,” he moaned as he was pounding me. “I could spend the rest of my life inside of you!”

“Tonight’s the last night,” I said. “Make the most of it!”

V rode me hard and fast the entire time; we were screaming all night. He was rough and I loved it - he made me climax so hard and so often. I loved how much the sex hurt in pleasurable pain. 

Thursday, May 2, 2024

Some fun

I went to Vince’s last night for dinner but ended up spending the night. As usual, dinner was great and the sex even better. He made sure that I was wet and ready for him before he slid in my apex. 

“You sure, baby?” V asked as he was rocking his hips.

“Yeah,” I moaned. “I’ve been on the pill long enough.”

“Good,” he said. “I’d rather you not on it at all, pretty baby.”

He bit down on my breasts and rode me ALL night long. He drained himself into my cervix. It’s a shame that my cervix is unfriendly…I want at least one child with this gorgeous man.

As he was pouring the last of his essence in me this morning, he said that when I’m ready to try again, he’ll be ready. 

Monday, April 29, 2024

I don’t know how to label this one (from this past weekend).

I showered, brushed my teeth, took out my contacts and got dressed before going downstairs. I didn’t want to deal with the mess and chaos that V was creating. 

“Throw everything out,” I sighed. “Please just throw the food and the flowers out. Once you leave, I’ll clean up.”

“What?” V asked me. “What did I do?”

“You came in - unannounced - commandeered my place, started cooking food - to which, some I’m allergic to, by the way! - and you also broke an antique vase that was my grandma’s. Just clean up and go, ok?”

“Seriously?” he asked. “What did I do? I’m here to take care of you!”

“Yes, seriously!” I exclaimed. “What did you do? Did you not just hear what the fuck I just said? You know what - get your shit and go. I’ll clean up…as usual.”

Vince looked at me like I gave one of his cats a dirty look. He grabbed his stuff - overnight bag and all - and left. Once he left, I just took all the plates, utensils, pots and pans he started using out to the garbage can outside. My brother bought me fancy pots and pans, set of plates and utensils a few years ago that I’ve been wanting to give them a try so this was the perfect time. 

I cleaned up the broken vase. That’s when I started crying. I was tired - both physically and emotionally - and needing some space from V. We've spent almost every single day together in the past 4 1/2 months; he knew what foods that I'm allergic to as well as knowing that the vase he broke was sentimental - my Gram (the world's BEST grandma ever!) owned the vase and put it in her will that I'd get it when she died. 

Calling my brother or Brick was a thought but I changed my mind. I called K. I know, I know.

"DeppGrl? Are you ok" K asked. "It's 1 am - ok, 12:45 am but close enough - what's going on?"

"Never mind," I sighed. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have called you. Go back to bed."

"I'm up and I'll be over shortly, ok?" K said. "I just need to take care of a few things then I'll be over. Maybe in an hour?"

"Ok,” I mumbled and hung up on him.

I finished cleaning the mess in the kitchen and the rest of my place. After I was done, I showered. By the time I got out and had a towel around me when K knocked on my door. I opened the door, letting him in.

"Oh, baby," K moaned as he kissed me. "I've missed you so much!"

"K, I didn't call you over for a booty call," I explained. "I had a fight with the situationship. He accidentally broke a vase that was special to me and made food that he knew that I was allergic to. I kicked him out for the weekend. We've spent almost every day together, suffered two miscarriages and added stress of tonight.”

"Come here, doll," he said as he hugged me. "I brought chocolate, cookies, snagged ice cream from my freezer and wine. What would you like first?"

"A hug first," I said. "I've always enjoyed your hugs."

"Sure," he said as he kept me in his arms for a long time - or at least felt like a long time.

Ok, K," I said as I sighed. "It's time for ice cream and cookies....It's kinda melted if not mostly melted by now. Might as well as toss the wine in the freezer to cool it while we eat sugary yumminess."

"Even if I don't want to let you go?" he asked. 

"Yeah," I said. "I know you want more than I can give right now. I care deeply for him."

“I know,” he said. “If we had different circumstances - me being divorced and you not with Vince - would you be able to be with me?”

“Please don’t ask me,” I signed. “I’m happy with him - maybe not for breaking my grandma’s vase but I’m happy being with him. No one can foresee what’s going to happen.”

We sat down and ate ice cream soup with cookies. We talked for a bit as we drank wine and lost track of time.

“It’s late,” he said. “Can I stay the night?”

“Hang on,” I said as I picked up my phone. “Vince. Sorry to wake you up. Yeah. He’s still here. He wants to sleep here. The other room. Ok.”

“What was all that about?” K asked as I hung up the phone. “You need permission from him to let people sleep over?”

“Just letting him know that you’re sleeping over - in the guest room,” I said. “Just so you know, I don’t need any man’s permission for another man to sleep over at MY place, K. I was informing him that a former partner was spending the night. You want to sleep on a bed inside or sleep in your car?”

“Sorry about that,” he replied. “Do you still have spare stuff in the bathroom?”

“Yeah,” I replied and headed to my room, locking the door behind me. 

I unlocked my door and headed to the spare bedroom, opening up the door. K - partially undressed - stared at me as I took off my nightgown. 

“You want this? Me?” K asked. “My god, you’re incredible!”

“Yes, I do,” I whispered. “I’ve missed you spreading my legs and stretching out my apex.”

“Will you tell him?” he asked cautiously.

“No,” I said as I kissed him. “We’re two consulting adults. Stretch me, K.”

He picked me up, carried me over to the bed, got on the bed spreading my legs and destroyed my apex by licking, biting and sucking. He ate my apex for over an hour; I was whimpering his name. He got up, got between my legs and asked me if I was ready for him. I nodded my head yes. He slid his super girthy penis deep inside of my apex. Once he was fully inside of me, he began to ride me.

“Fuck, baby!” he groaned. “You’re tighter than I remember, baby. I won’t be able to last much longer!”

“You’ve got me for a few more hours, babe,” I moaned. “You’ll get your chance to drain yourself in me. Fuck, you’re massive!”

“FUCK!” K moaned as we climaxed together. “You’ve forgotten?”

“Yeah,” I said. “But your massive penis feels amazing. You feel like you’re ready again!”

“Babe, I’m 11 1/2” long and 4” in girth,” he said as he’s riding me harder and faster. “My penis is almost hitting your cervix wall. God, I want you 24/7!”

He rode me for the next four hours, pounding my apex and had me in different positions. I loved when had my legs over his shoulders and also in doggy also; he was hitting my cervix wall. We fell asleep while he was pouring his last load in me.

Saturday, April 27, 2024

Heard back from the OB/GYN

The doctor called me as I parked my car at Vince’s. I immediately answered the phone. 

“Good afternoon. This is Caterina from from XYZ OB/GYN’s office. Is DeppGrl available?”

“This is DeppGrl,” I said. “What are the results?”

“DeppGrl, I’m sorry to share with you that the results are negative for pregnancy,” Caterina stated. “You’re not pregnant.”

“Ma’am, thank you so much for calling me and letting me know,” I said. 

I hung up the phone and just sat in my car. The exhaustion of the week and the exhaustion of trying to get pregnant again hit me. I just started to sob. This is it. In my 40s; not pregnant and most likely unable to get pregnant again. It doesn’t help that my BMI is on the higher end, I have PCOS and quite clearly, over 35. 

I caught my breath, called Vince that I’m parked at his place but heading home as I need the space to grieve the fact that I won’t be at to get pregnant (and stay pregnant) and be a mother. Vince said ok; I could hear the strain in his voice. I could tell that he was disappointed that he’d never be able to have kids with me. 

Went inside, put my stuff away, plugged my phone in (but turned it off), and took a super hot shower. After I showered and dried off, I went straight to bed to lay down. I couldn’t sleep nor could I cry. I couldn’t even move. I heard my front door get unlocked. 

I threw on my robe, got my baseball bat and got to a good spot where I could see the front door open but remain hidden. The door opened and it was Brick. I laughed as I placed my bat down. 

“Whatever happened to letting me know you were coming over?” I asked. “You usually tell me!”

“By the way that you parked, I knew something was up,” he said. “I called Vince and he said that you were expecting good news but didn’t get it. He didn’t go further than that. So I figured that I’d check in.”

“Other than you giving me a heart attack? I’m ok ish. Thanks for asking,” I said. “Next time, let me know when you’re coming in!”

He laughed and said he would. We hugged before he left. I then started my laundry and went back to bed to lay down. Finally, I was able to fall asleep for a little bit. I was sound asleep that I didn’t hear Vince coming in and out, didn’t smell the flowers nor him cooking dinner. Until he broke one of my favorite vases. 

Wednesday, April 24, 2024

Getting blood work done

Monday, I called my OB/GYN’s office for an appointment for blood work to get done yesterday. 

The nurse was excited for me and was also sympathetic about the recent miscarriage. I told her that I’d be excited if I was pregnant but I don’t really trust home pregnancy tests and that I’m nervous; I’ve got a history of miscarriages, I’m 41 and V’s 58/59 (he’s 58 yo now and his 59th birthday is in a few weeks)

Sunday, April 21, 2024

A cabin for the weekend. Or maybe not

I left work an hour early on Friday as I had an appointment. Afterwards, I headed to Vince’s…I wanted to shower and take nap. I let myself into his place and heard the shower running so I immediately stripped and hopped into the shower with V. 

“Hey, beautiful,” he said after kissing me. “I’ve got a cabin for us for the weekend. Don’t worry, baby, it’s got running water and electricity.”

“What’s the occasion?” I asked. 

“To celebrate,” he said as he sucked one of my breasts. “I believe that you’re pregnant, my love. Your nipples and breasts are changing shape and size.”

“That doesn’t mean anything,” I said. “I’m getting older - as are you! - and my body is changing!” 

Vince chuckled as he pinched both of my nipples. We got out, dried off and climbed onto his bed. He had one arm wrapped around my arms, pinching my breasts and the other wrapped around my waist. He slid his hard penis into my apex and started thrusting in and out of me. 

“My god,” he moaned. “You’re definitely pregnant, my love! We’ve been nonstop since you’ve ovulated. Fuck, I couldn’t stop myself from mounting you at every chance I could.”

“Don’t stop, Daddy,” I moaned.

We climaxed together. He fell asleep. I got up to get a drink then got dressed.  I packed my stuff and loaded my car with my bags. I checked in on V but he was still asleep so I checked his phone to see where the cabin was. I came across an email and a text stating  that since we hadn’t arrived by the time we were supposed - even with the grace period - the reservation was cancelled and he’d be refunded. 

I figured that since I had his phone, I checked his emails, texts and photos. Nothing was off - didn’t see any proof of cheating - and nothing came to my attention other than the cabin cancellation and V’s sister, Carol, complaining how much time he’s spending with me. I blocked her and then put his phone down. 

I went back downstairs, left a note stating that the cabin had been cancelled so I was going home so I could take care of some stuff. When I got home, I left my car loaded up and went inside to change. Once ready, I dusted, vacuumed, I loaded and then ran the dishwasher, took out the garbage and did my laundry. I showered, got dressed and opened up my windows for fresh air to get in. I, then, unloaded my car. 

I grabbed a smutty book, a bottle of wine wine and a blanket and began to read on the couch. Three quarters of the way through the bottle, I realize that I didn’t have much food in the house so I ordered some. When I got to the smutty part of the book, Vince came in carrying some food in; what I ordered plus what he ordered. We both ordered the same thing. I helped him put the mac & cheese in the oven to stay warm, the potato and macaroni salads in the fridge and the pulled pork in the microwave as there wasn’t room in the oven. 

Vince picked me up, carried me to my bedroom, we stripped and got into bed. I laid down on my back and spread my legs…seconds later, he mounted me and began to ride me hard and fast. 

“I’m so sorry about the cabin,” V panted. “I desperately needed the rest and I needed you, my love.”

“Me too, Daddy,” I whispered. “We both know that we can’t keep our hands off of each other.”

I wrapped my legs around V’s waist, rolled us over and rode him with everything I had. We climaxed together several times. I slid off of him and fell asleep. Vince, I don’t know how, had the energy to clean up and put the food in the fridge.  Afterwards, he came to bed. I woke up a little little bit, slid over to him a bit, and fell asleep in his arms. 

We woke up a few hours later, hungry. I got up, brushed my hair and teeth and threw an oversized shirt on before going downstairs with Vince following suit but with boxer briefs. I was in the middle of throwing the food in the oven to heat up when he came up behind me and kissed my neck. 

I turned around and kissed him back. He lifted my fat ass up on the countertop, opened my knees and kissed me, taking my breath away. Our hands explored each other’s bodies as we kissed. V slid into my apex gently, thrusted in and out of me and repeatedly moaning my name. I moaned his name and whispered in his ear that I was ready. A few thrusts later, we climaxed together, screaming each other’s names. 

Vince, still pouring his essence in me, resting his forehead on mine, panting. He said that in this moment he KNEW what love is and that he wants forever with me. I chuckled and said that if I do get pregnant, keep the pregnancy and give birth, we’re together forever anyways. He laughed and said that whether or not I have a healthy pregnancy (and give birth), he wants to be my forever partner. I smiled. He mentioned that for him, marriage doesn’t matter to him anymore as long as I’m with him. 

“Thank fuck, old man!” I chuckled as the timer for the oven went off. “I’m hungry! Let’s eat!”

He helped me off of the counter, he served us both food and soda and we ate in silence. After eating, we cleaned up and wiped down the counters - taking extra care of where we were we had sex - and put the food in the fridge. I hopped into the shower, got in an old shirt of his and converted my couch to a bed. He also hopped into the shower, got dressed and joined me 15 minutes later with blankets and water. 

“What kind of music do you want to listen to tonight?” I asked. 

“Josh,” he said hesitantly. 

I just looked at him. 

“Ok, fine. Classical!” he said with a smile on his face. 

I used my remote controller for the stereo to set up the music as he spread the blankets on the couch bed. When he was done, he came over to me from behind, he wrapped me in his arms and asked me to dance.

“You sure, baby?” I asked. “I’ve got two left feet and the last time we danced, you complained that I bruised all of your toes!”

“Yes, I’m sure!” he said. “Yeah, you’ve got two left feet. You only bruised three of my toes.”

I just gave him this look before I smiled and said that I’d dance with him. 

“Please just TRY to let me lead, ok?” he asked as he winked. 

I smiled and said that I’d TRY to but no promises. V laughed hard. 

We danced for hours and he lead the entire time. It was difficult for me to let go of my control and desire to be in charge but to be with him and listen to his taste in music is better than to be without him. We’ve had our issues in the past and we’re most likely going to have issues in the future but we’re going to work on them together. 

I absolutely loved the time that we had together dancing. It was sweet, honest, pure and very intimate. It was my favorite part of the weekend. We eventually made it to the couch to sleep. We slept in until 10:30 am and we didn’t want to get up. Vince said that after I left his place yesterday, he made new plans for us on Saturday in a town not far from us; it’s a well-known/popular for restaurants and cute shops. 

“It’s time to get up, darling,” Vince said as he kissed and caressed my body. “George will be here in 45ish minutes to take us.”

“I don’t want to get up, V,” I said. “I just want to stay in bed with you. Fuck, darling…please don’t stop!”

“This?” Vince asked as he mounted my sore apex. “I can’t get enough of you and your body!”

“Yes, baby!” I moaned as I wrapped my legs around his hips to pull him closer to me.

In no time, we climaxed together. After catching our breath, we got up, showered, brushed teeth, got dressed and had some coffee when it was close to the time that George would be picking us up. 

It didn’t take long for George to take us to this town as he knows the most direct way. Vince and I were quiet on the way there as we were both tired and I’d fallen asleep. Vince had to nudge me awake. As we exited the car, George’s husband, Jeff, joined him. Vince and I went our way while George and Jeff went their way. 

Vince and I shopped a bit, stopped for ice cream and sat on a bench to drink some coffee. I leaned into Vince as I was tired; he’d kept me up most of the night. He kissed the top of my head and wrapped an arm around me. 

“I love you, my darling,” V said. “You know that, right?”

“Yes, Daddy,” I said. “Daddy’s too good to me.”

V texted George to let him know that V would order a car for us so he, George, could spend time with Jeff instead of taking us to my place. After texting George, V ordered us a car. I’d fallen asleep before the car arrived. I did, however, wake up a little bit when Vince picked me up and put me in the car. I did hear Vince ask the driver to take their time. 

I have no idea what time we got back to my place as I’d woken up in bed and the sun was slowly setting. I got up, brushed my teeth and went downstairs; V had fallen asleep in an overstuffed arm chair. He woke up when he heard the floor squeak.

“Baby. I thought you were out for the night,” V said. “I kept you up too late.”

“It’s fine, V,” I said. “You look like you want to talk.”

“I do. Come on over here,” he said as he patted his lap. “Baby, did you hear me tell you that I love you and ask if you knew that?”

“I did,” I said. “It was just before I fell asleep. Let me guess, either I didn’t respond the way you wanted me to OR you think that I don’t love you.” 

“I don’t know what to make of you,” he sighed. “You’re passionate, spicy, full of life, full of love but yet you don’t want to get married nor can you tell me in public that you love me.”

“Ugh,” I groaned. “I know; I’m a walking contradiction. I’ll have sex with you 24/7 and take care of you, clean up after you, make sure you go have fun but I’m not big into telling my partner that I love them in public. When people see us together - whether we’re holding hands or your arm is around me - that we’re together and they believe that we love each other.” 

“Baby?” V asked. “What’s the difference?”

“If you want to continue to pressure me tell you in public that I love you, you can leave,” I said. 

“Fuck, princess! You know you turned Daddy on!” V moaned. “I’ll let go of PDA if you let me ride you.”

“Only if you fill me up all night,” I said as I stroked his penis.

I stood up, stripped and headed to the deck. V followed a minute later, bending me over the railing and spread my legs. He put a few fingers in my apex to see how ready I was for him. 

“Fuck, baby girl,” he moaned as he slid his penis in my apex and started to ride me. “You’re so swollen, baby. God, you feel so good.”

I moaned in pleasure. We climaxed together. As his essence is pouring into me, he pinched my nipples and I climaxed again...my juices slid down his penis.

"Oh, my darling," he moaned as he pulled out and wrapped me in his arms. "I think I'm done. I need a break, my love."

He picked me up and brought me up to bed, laid me down and laid down next to me, wrapping me up tight in his arms. We fell asleep for an hour or so and woke up hungry. He threw on his boxer briefs and headed down to heat up food that he and I both ordered on Friday while I put on a shirt and then headed downstairs.

"You ok, old man?" I asked as I hugged him from behind. "Tired?"

"Hey, love," V said as he turned to face me. "I'm so sorry, baby. I wanted to continue."

"Vince, there's no need to apologize," I said as I kissed him. "We've been intimate every day, several times a day for the past few weeks, babe. It doesn't help that we're both on the older side."

"I feel bad," he complained. "You're incredibly beautiful and I have issues keeping my hands to myself but I want to satisfy you."

"We don't need to be physical all the time," I said. "We just have been because we want to have a child together. I really LOVED last night when we just danced. And honestly? All the sex is wearing me out!"

Vince laughed and hugged me then took the food out of the oven. It was about time as I was hungry. As we ate, we watched a movie and then listened to music after the movie was over. Somewhere between the movie and the music, we finished the food. By the time we went to bed, I was stuffed.

We fell asleep quickly. A few hours later, I woke up to use the bathroom. After washing my hands, I realized that I 'd forgotten to take out my contacts. Once I took my contacts out, I went back to bed. Vince took me back in his arms and began to caress my body. I spread my legs for him. He slid down the bed and began to lick, suck and bite my apex. I started moaning his name. He slid up my body and mounted me.

“You taste so good, baby,” he grunted. “Your apex is so tight. My god, I’m so close!”

“Don’t stop!” I moaned. 

V continued to ride me until we climaxed several times. I felt his essence pour into me as he’s playing with my sore nipples. 

“You’re pregnant, baby,” V said. “I brought a test with me.”

“Fine,” I said. “After we’re done. I love when you’re riding me, baby.”

V threw both of my legs over his shoulders and started riding me hard. In no time, we were moaning and screaming each other’s names. We kept climaxing for a long time. 

“Yes, baby! Take me! Just like that!” V grunted as he climaxed.

“You’re hurting me, baby!” I cried. “Hurry up!”

A few thrusts later, we climaxed. We lay together, in each other’s arms, catching our breath. I fell asleep with him in me.

We woke up Sunday morning and he was still in me, twitchy and pulsating. When he was done, we got up showered, got dressed and gathered the bedding from my bed and the couch to start laundry. Eventually, I made the effort to take the pregnancy test. 

The test came back positive. I showed it to Vince. He picked me up and swung me around; asking me how I’d like to celebrate the news.

“That’s easy, baby,” I said leaning in to kiss him. “I want you in between my legs, making me scream.”

V carried me to bed and had mounted me for the rest of the day. By nightfall, I was stuffed, sore, swollen, no voice and satisfied. 

Friday, April 19, 2024

So sore

Yesterday was rough for me as I was incredibly sore plus I was tired. Vince and a friend came by my work; V took me to his place while his friend drove my car back to Vince’s. 

When we arrived to his place, we thanked his friend, grabbed my stuff and we went inside. I took off my clothes and took out my contacts so I could take a nap. Vince joined me a few minutes later and began to play with my nipples. So I straddled his hips and slid down his thick penis. I screamed in pleasurable pain. 

I rode Vince until he climaxed in me several times. He rolled us over and rode me for several hours. He climaxed deep inside of my hungry cervix many times. Towards the end of him riding my apex, I was crying in pain. After he finished, I began to suck and lick his massive penis. 

“The things that your mouth and tongue do, baby girl,” he moaned as he shoved his penis a little bit further down my throat. “I love when you gag, baby. I want you to take it all, baby!”

V thrust his penis in and out of my throat for a long time. He shot several massive loads down my throat; I felt like I was going to drown. After his last load, he begrudgingly pulled out and had me get on my hands and knees. I obliged and he slid into my ass and rode my ass until I collapsed onto my stomach. Only then did he pull out of my ass and slid into my waiting apex.

“Yes, Daddy!” I moaned. “Ride me all night!”

“No need to beg, Princess!” he grunted. “I was going to stay mounted until I’m drained! That could take until your alarm goes off, pretty baby!”

V rode me for most of the night. We stopped a few times to drink water and have snacks. We did finally get to sleep around 4 am however my alarm went off at 6:30 am. 

Thursday, April 18, 2024

Fancy dinner last night

When I got home from work last night, V called me to invite me to dinner. Between you and I, my dear readers, I wasn’t in the mood. I was exhausted and not feeling well at all. There was something in his voice when he asked me. I said that I would but I’d need to pack a bag first because I knew that I wouldn’t have the energy to drive home afterwards. He said for me to take my time as he’s tying up a few loose ends with the dinner reservation.

I packed a few days worth of clothes, asthma meds and other random stuff in a bag. Before leaving, I double checked that all of the windows and doors were locked. I called my parents to see if my dogs needed anything - like extra dog food, treats and toys - but they said that they have everything that they needed for the dogs but would let me know if they were going to go inside my place. I laughed and said ok. I texted V to let him know that I was on my way over. 

So glad that the drive from my place to his takes about 12 minutes. I was so tired when I got to his place. When I walked in, I popped my shoes off as I was closing the door. Once I heard the door click, I locked it and started stripping. 

“Vince?” I hollered. “I’m going to take out my contacts and take a nap!!”

“Hey, beautiful,” V murmured as he kissed me, sliding his tongue down my throat. “Ok, baby. I’ll let an alarm on my phone and join you. Head on up to bed; I’ll be there momentarily. I want to throw your clothes in the washer.”

“Ok, Daddy,” I said as I kissed him back before I headed up with my bag. 

I got out my contact case and solution, washed my hands and took out my contacts then headed to his room. I slid into his bed. I heard V seconds later climbing the stairs. When he opened the door, I heard him sigh. 

“You ok, Daddy?” I whispered as I pulled the sheets back. “Come join me in bed.”

“I’m tired, my love,” V said as he slid into bed behind me and wrapped his arms around me. “God, I’ve been waiting all day to have you in my arms. I’ve been craving your presence and your touch.”

“Is the alarm set, Daddy?” I asked as he was running his hands all over my body. “I don’t want to miss the reservation. Yessssssssss, Daddy. That feels good!”

“Yes, baby,” he said. “We won’t miss it. Is your apex sore? It feels like it, baby.”

“My entire body is sore,” I whispered as I reached behind me to stroke his hardening penis. “I want you, Daddy, but I’m SO sore.”

“We’ve got time,” V grunted as his slid his penis into my apex. “You feel so amazing, my love.”

“Let this be the one,” I moaned. “Daddy, please let this be the one to get me pregnant. Yessssssssss, just like that!”

“Does my little princess like this?” V groaned as he was thrusting in and out of me. “Yes, baby. I want you to get pregnant, too!”

Moments later, we climaxed together and he poured his essence into me. We fell asleep after that. I wish I could say that we slept for 3 hours but it was only an hour - I’m still getting over a cold and he’s always in need of more sleep as he's adapted to my shitty sleep schedule. We woke up as the alarm went off.

I brushed my teeth and hopped into the shower in the en suite bathroom while he showered in the guest bathroom. In his closet, there was a garment bag with my name on it. I wanted to open it but waited for him as he knew what the dress code was. He snagged garment bag for me, helped me get into the emerald green cocktail dress and zipped it up. Holy crap! I could not lean in any direction in this dress or my breasts would fall out. 

“Turn around for me, my darling,” Vince asked, admiring what he was seeing. “Stunning. Absolutely stunning!”

“Yes, baby,” I said as I giggled. “Yes, you are! You’re the next James Bond, baby!”

“Uh huh,” V whispered in my ear before he kissed me. “If you’re not pregnant now, baby, I’ll make sure that you will be before we fall asleep tonight.”

“It’s got to be today, Daddy,” I begged as I rested my hands against his chest. “Please?”

“Hurry! Lift the dress!” V urged. “Lean back against the wall!”

I did as he asked and V slid his penis inside of me and began to thrust hard and fast. Minutes later, we climaxed together. As we were catching our breath - he was still inside of me - when his phone chirped. He pulled his phone out of his pocket; it was a text from George…he said he’s a few minutes away. 

V pulled out of me, helped me fix the dress and we grabbed our stuff before heading outside. Not long after locking the door, George arrived. He got out of the car and gave me a hug. It was so good to see him. V and George shook hands then we all got in the car to head to the restaurant. About thirty minutes later, we arrived at the restaurant. 

“This is where we were supposed to be the night of the accident,” V said as he brushed my hair out of my face. “There’s going to be a special surprise for tonight.” 

“Oh, Vince,” I sighed. “I already know the surprise. Josh Groban is here and will be singing.”

V gave me an inquisitive look and I said I know that Josh is there because he always requests a specific make, model and color of vehicle when he rents a vehicle. 

“Baby. I need you,” V suddenly said. “Follow me!” 

I followed him to the far exterior of the restaurant and he asked me to lift my dress put one leg over one of his shoulders. I did as he asked. He began to lick, suck and bite my apex. A few minutes go by when he suddenly stands up and forced his penis into my slightly swollen apex.

“Quiet, my love,” V grunted as he covered my mouth and began to thrust in and out of me. “Fuck! I’m so close, baby!”

“Yessssssssss, Daddy!” I moaned. “So am I.”

We climaxed several minutes later. V helped me take my leg off of his shoulder, he helped adjust my dress and he took my hand then we walked into the restaurant. As soon as we entered, we were greeted by Josh. 

“Squee!” I said as Josh picked me and gently spun me around. “How are you? I feel like we haven’t seen each other in forever!”

“Hey, Squee!” he said as he put me down. “We haven’t! Either you’re too tired or he’s trying to put a baby in you!”

He and I laughed pretty hard as he and Vince shook hands. Josh excused himself just as V and I were headed to our table. There were a few other tables in the same room as us that had other guests but not near us nor had the same menu. A few times, V hit the power button for the miniature vibrator he slid into me while we were outside and adjusting my dress.

As Josh was singing, we enjoyed our appetizers and we also danced. While we were dancing, I had my resting on V’s chest when I heard a clicking noise. My eye opened and I was ready to duck but then I realized it was a camera. Our dinners arrive so we sat down to eat; I’d ordered chicken piccata and white wine and he had chicken Milanese with red wine. 

While having dessert, I suddenly noticed that Josh stopped singing and the sound system was on. I looked for Josh but he’d already left. I was hoping that I’d get to say goodbye to him. As Vince paid, someone brought a note out from Josh saying that he was sorry that he couldn’t stop but to see me as he was feeling unwell and couldn’t stay any longer. I texted him to thank him for singing and that I hoped he felt better. He replied with a broken heat emoji. 

“Ready, Daddy?” I asked as I stood up. “I want to go home and get pregnant.”

“Oh, I’ve been ready to get you pregnant,” he said. “Hope there won’t be anybody on the roads so we can get back quickly!”

I giggled and took his hand. He led us out to George. Despite no one else on the road, George took his time and went the scenic route. I fell asleep in Vince’s arms.

I woke up to V feverishly riding me. 

“Mmmm, Daddy has been bad!” I whispered in his ear. “He destroyed my favorite dress!”

“Yeah, Princess, I was,” he groaned. "Daddy didn’t have any patience tonight and he wants to get you pregnant. Fuck!”
 
“You’re stretching me out,’ I moaned. “You’re hurting me, Daddy.”

“Do I need to stop, pretty baby?” he asked me. “Can you handle it, princess?”

“No, Daddy. Don’t stop!” I begged. “Tonight HAS to be the night, Daddy. I don’t care if it takes all night!”

“My princess needs to take me all night long,” he grunted. “I hope your nap was sufficient because I’ll be riding you ALL night long tonight and you’re going to love it. Fuck, you’re going to be swollen shut soon!”

“Will you still be mounting me if I’m swollen, Daddy?” I asked. 

“Yeah, princess!” he moaned. “I’ll bruise the inside of your mouth and ride your ass. Fuck, you’re going to be filled with my sperm, princess!” 

Seconds later, I passed out from the pain. I came to with Vince’s penis down my throat. 

“My gagging princess,” he grunted. “The more you gag, the more I’m going to slide down your throat. God, you’re amazing, baby. Keep swallowing my massive loads, baby!”

After swallowing his last load, I got on my hands and knees. He slid his penis into my ass; I screamed in pain. He thrusted a few times, climaxed and pulled out. I laid down to rest as he went to get water. 

When he returned, he slid into my apex and began to thrust. He felt slightly different this time - I knew it was still him but I felt like something was slightly different about him. 

“You feel different, baby,” he said. “I think this one might be the one!”

“I hope so, Daddy!” I said. “I love being WITH you, Daddy, this time feels different. I hope you get me pregnant, baby!” 

Vince began to thrust faster and deeper and from different angles and positions. About 20 minutes later, we climax together. After he finished filling me with his baby batter, he carried me to his spare room, laid me down and gently placed pillows under my hips and then went to the other room to toss those sweaty sheets in the washer. By the time he returned, I was asleep. 

My alarm woke me up 2 hours later for work.

Tuesday, April 16, 2024

A great way to be woken up

 I woke up on my stomach this morning just to find that V has been riding me for over an hour. 

“Glad you could join me,” V chuckled as kept slamming his penis in my apex. “You must’ve been exhausted, baby. I’ve filled you up several times already. God, you’re so tight.”

“Yeah, Daddy?” I asked. “How long have you been in me? “

“Close to an hour and half, baby,” he panted. “I shot 6 loads in your apex. Fuck, you feel amazing!”

V pulled out, helped me roll over onto my back, mounted me and started riding me again. 

“How many times did you fill me, baby?” I asked. 

“Seven times,” he grunted as he squeezed both breasts. “I’m going to keep you pregnant, baby. You’d be every man’s fantasy when you’re seven months pregnant; even more so than usual. I know that I can’t wait suck, bite and squeeze your milky breasts, baby. Imagine the pleasurable pain of your breasts as they swing when they’re full and you leak before I take care of them.”

“Oh, yeah, Daddy?” I asked as I moaned. “I’m going to breastfeed you and the babies?”

“Yes, my pretty baby,” he moaned. “We’ll use formula for the babies as well. Fuck, my good little girl. I hope this is it, baby. The magic load!”

“Fill me, Daddy!” I exclaimed as I was about to climax. “Give me your thick baby batter!”

“Yessssssssss, my good little princess,” he moaned. “Fuck, baby.”

We climaxed together. Not long after his baby batter poured into me, we fell asleep wrapped in each other’s arms. Unfortunately, my alarm went off 25 minutes later. I turned off the alarm, got ready for work and left. 

Monday, April 15, 2024

All over his place

We spent a good portion of Saturday relaxing but we did have sex a few times. We did have plenty of sex throughout his place yesterday but it was nowhere close to what it was the other night. However, V had me bent over every piece of furniture - both inside and outside. 

I’m so incredibly sore today. V tried to relieve some of the soreness by massaging my muscles but he ended up mounting me and rode my apex for a little bit. 

Saturday, April 13, 2024

Late night riding

I spent the night at V’s again. He’d ordered dinner as neither one of us were up to cooking and cleaning up from cooking afterwards. After we cleaned up, we watched TV as we drank wine. I pulled his penis out of his sweats and started stroking him. When he became hard, I leaned over and started sucking his glorious penis. He shot several loads down my throat.  

A few hours later, we went to bed. I was almost asleep when V rolled me onto my stomach then he mounted me as forcefully as he could. I moaned. V rode me for the next few hours, filling up my cervix. I lost count of how many times I screamed his name. 

“God, I want you pregnant, baby!” V grunted as he ramming his penis deep inside of my swollen apex. “I’ll never stop riding you…even when you’re pregnant, I’m going to ride you!”

“Keep me pregnant,” I whispered.  

A few more thrusts, we climaxed and V poured his baby batter into my starving cervix. I moaned knowing that I’d be pregnant soon.

V started sucking, biting and squeezing my breasts. As he’s playing with my breasts, he flips me back onto my stomach my and he mounted me.

“Yessssssssss, baby!” I screamed as I locked his legs in place with mine. “I love how full your balls are…definitely hope you empty yourself in me!”

“I’m going to drain myself into you,” he moaned as thrusted in me.

V rode me all night long as he took his time draining himself into me. 

I’m sprawled out on his bed - on my back - with pillows under my hips and he’s next to me stroking his hardening penis. He says he’s still got enough baby batter to shoot two more loads in me.

Welp! He’s got my legs over my shoulders and eating my apex!

Wednesday, April 10, 2024

Left work early on Monday

I left early due to not feeling well and was tired from having a bad cold....I was home in bed from Friday afternoon to late Sunday night. 

I got to V’s, had lunch and then a nap. After waking up and taking a shower, V bent me over the kitchen table, mounted me and rode me roughly. As he was drilling me, V was squeezing my breasts and pinching my nipples. As he was pulsating and twitching deep inside of me, I told him to fill me with his hot thick baby batter in me…minutes later, he exploded in my unprotected cervix. 

V filled my apex a number of times after that. By the time he’d completely drained himself in me Monday night, I was tired and sore. I fell asleep for a bit with my hips propped up on a few pillows to help his baby batter go deep inside of my cervix.

About 2 hours into the night, V woke me up by slipping both himself and a vibrator into my cervix; I loved being that stretched. He climaxed in my apex twice more before flipping me onto my stomach, inserting his penis and the vibrator into my ass. 

“Yessssssssss, pretty baby!” V moaned.

"You feel so good," I screamed.

V - and vibrator - rode me well and I passed out. The combination of pleasure, pain and discomfort were too much. Again, I was woken up by V mounting my apex and riding me. 

“About time, pretty baby!” V grunted as he drilling me. “I’ve filled you several times already, pretty baby. God, you’re swollen…and tight right now. Fuck. This is the load that gets you pregnant, pretty baby! Yessssssssss!”

“Yessssssssss!” I screamed. “Get me pregnant! I want as many babies as you can give me!”

A few more hard thrusts then we climaxed together; I bit his neck. It took many minutes of his penis twitching and pulsating inside of me to fill me up with his baby batter. We fell asleep with him still inside of me. 

He woke me up twice during the night to fill my cervix. I’d lost my voice by the second time that he woke me up. 

Sunday, April 7, 2024

This weekend

As much as we desperately trying again this weekend, we’re taking frequent breaks due to how I’m feeling. He mounts and rides me several hours at a time filling my cervix, lets me rest and then he mounts and rides me again. We’re screwing on every piece of furniture in every room of his place. 

I’m so tired and so is he but he doesn’t have a cold; he’s been riding me like crazy. There’s been a few times that I was almost asleep when he mounted me and started riding my apex roughly. The first time he woke me up this weekend was kinda hot though. 

“Baby?” I moaned. “You woke me up. Fuck, you’re hurting me.”

“Hmmmm, pretty baby,” V grunted as he’s riding me. “I needed you so bad. Fuck, my penis was ready to explode inside of you. Gods, baby. I desperately want to get you pregnant again. You’re so tight.”

“So soon?” I asked as I wrapped my legs around him. “Fill me deep inside of me, baby.”

“What’s my name, pretty baby?” V asked. “Tell me my name, baby!” 

“Daddy,” I moaned. “You’re name is Daddy. Fuck me!”

“Yes, pretty baby. That’s my good girl,” he moaned. “Who has the best penis, baby?”

“You do, Daddy,” I screamed. “Fill me, Daddy. Don’t stop!”

V started drilling my apex harder and faster. In no time, we climaxed together. I fell asleep to his penis pulsating and twitching inside of me

Friday, April 5, 2024

Despite having a cold…

I’ve been tracking my ovulation cycle over the past few years. I’ve tracked my ovulation cycle this morning through the app today, I’ll be ovulating again tomorrow through early Monday morning. Despite having a cold, Vince and I will be having tons of sex.

I’ve been cleared to have sex again. Vince and I can’t wait to see if he gets me pregnant again. I sure hope he can and soon; I want several of his kids. I want him to suck on my lactating breasts as he’s pumping load after load of his baby batter in my empty cervix. 

Wednesday, April 3, 2024

Spent the night with the old man last night

Last night, the plan was for me to just have dinner with Vince and talk about what we’re going to do moving forward but I was too tired to drive home. We talked as we ate, cleaned up the kitchen and then for the rest of the night, Vince mounted me and rode me all night long. He definitely worked hard at keeping me awake.  

I’m SO incredibly sore; my apex and throat are the worst. I had his penis down my throat for so long that inside of my mouth has been bruised. As he rode my apex, he held onto my still engorged breasts…he rode me when I passed out. He rode my ass too but not as much. 

Friday, March 29, 2024

Overheard stuff that I wasn’t supposed to hear

The other night after dinner, Vince’s sister and brother in law came over and brought dessert with them. During the process of me cleaning up dinner (I was in the kitchen), I heard his sister say that I’m way too young for him and that I’m a gold digger. I grabbed my basic stuff (phone, wallet, etc.) and left. When I got home, I texted him to let him know that I heard what his sister had said. 

Since then, I told him that he’s almost had a child with me so he ought to stand up for me. We’ve been back and forth so I straight up told him that he can still love his sister and stand up for me (that I don’t want his money and that I’m a legal & consenting adult) or he can side with his sister. I explained that if he chose to side with his sister, I’d be done with him. He was rather confused and I said that an 18 year age difference between two consenting adults is normal and he ought to know by now that I’m NOT a gold digger.

Apparently, he’s still “fighting” with his sister about me. I get that she’s his sister and I almost had a baby with him 

Monday, March 25, 2024

Didn’t do too much today so far

We’re both craving “traditional” sex but due to the possibility of getting an infection in my apex, we’re waiting about a week. There’s only so much me sucking his penis that can get him off and there’s only so much anal and him eating me that can get both of us off. We’re both loving the nipple play that he does with my sensitive breasts…when I climax from the nipple play, he uses my juices so he could slide right into my ass.

We’re both counting the days that he can mount my apex as we want to get pregnant again. It could take some time as my currency pregnancy hormones need to settle down first. 

I just want to spread my legs for him and get pregnant again so badly but for now, it’s time for him to get his needs taken care. This man loves anal and making me scream.