It feels a bit strange to have a boyfriend. In general,
my boyfriends don’t last too long because I either lose interest/get bored, I
want more freedom then what my bf’s give (I like the occasional night out with
my male friends but my bf’s don’t care much for it), the bf of whatever moment
doesn’t like that I like to drink Jack & Coke instead of girly, fruity
mixed drinks and the boyfriend of whatever moment doesn’t like the fact that I
feel that I can protect myself as well as they can, if not better.
I have ADD so I get bored easily. I have more male
friends than female friends. Nothing against the girly, fruity mixed drinks; I
like them occasionally but prefer Jack & Coke. My brother, my dad and my
gramps all taught me how to pack a punch, protect myself and not to take shit
from anyone.
But I’m beginning to think that T is a little different.
He knows that I’m feeling a little bored but he’s coming up with different
things to help me not be so bored, he encourages me to spend time with “The
Boys” as long as he’s met them, he doesn’t care that I like Jack & Coke and
is helping me protect myself.
Let’s see how long T lasts. The last bf barely lasted a
month. Hoping T lasts a few months!!
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