Sunday, July 7, 2013

Still hearing that my bf loves me

             It’s been about a week since T and I started to date and a week since he said that he loved me. He reminds me at least once a day that he loves me. He gets a weird look on his face when I don’t say it back. Part of it is that the last time I told a guy that I loved him, he cheated on me and got the woman pregnant; he didn’t care that I was already pregnant with his twins (due to the emotional distress, I ended up choosing to have an abortion).
            T is unaware of the entire situation but he knows that an ex fiancé cheated on me. I know that T wouldn’t even dream of cheating on me or hurting me.
          When we told my brother, JJ, he said that if T hurt me, my brother would be the first one to throw a punch. I told JJ that T’s my boyfriend and IF he hurt me, it’d be on me to do something…..not JJ. I’m an adult and can take care of myself.
          Anyways, I think it’s too soon that for T to tell me that he loves me. We’ve been together a week!! I understand if we were together for a few months and then for him to tell me that he loves me. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying that he doesn’t love me…..just saying that I think it’s too soon.
          He's truly a good guy, understands the value of working hard, isn’t afraid to get dirty, he fights with his family but fights FOR his family, he loves animals and he’s definitely the type of guy one would be proud to take home to meet one’s parents.

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