So my birthday was the other day. I just stayed home with my family, played games, lounged around and stuffed my face. What else can an Italian ask for, right? (FYI - the family that stayed home is the family I live with so we have our own bubble; Corona is pretty scary right now).
I received an Instagram message from C a few hours ago to wish me a belated birthday. I was rather surprised since we walked away from each other a few years ago. I thanked him and told him that I was surprised that he remembered. Mind you...he has a girlfriend and I’ve been on & off with Vince for a little bit.
C asked me if we could meet up once we’re both vaccinated. I told him that once we’re both fully vaccinated, we (meaning him) isolated for 2 weeks; he was pissed but I have boundaries when it comes to my health. He finally agreed. I reminded him that he’s got someone and I’m casually seeing someone & I don’t want to muck it up. I **know** C...I know that he has a history of being unable to control his erections around me.
I don’t know how to feel to be honest. I’d love to see him and talk face to face but then again, I dread it because knowing the both of us, we’d most likely have sex...normally I wouldn’t mind if he wasn’t with someone and I wasn’t on & off with Vince. I just don’t want to fuck it up. Sure Vince and I won’t/don't label ourselves but we’re sorta kinda not really dating.
If both C and I were fully unattached, it’d be fine. And if I wasn’t still hurt (a little bit) when he walked away; which I saw coming but refused to see it. Just don’t know what to do.
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